Not that I touched my wife's property. Its just that I am a better, more obedient husband when I have that constant, physical reminder between my legs, weighing my every step.
My wife grows more confident and assertive in her role as my key holder every day. It's no longer an act, as it was when we first started our chastity journey. Today my obedience, sexually and otherwise, is expected, and my role as a loving, submissive husband is just a part of our everyday lives.
My wife inquires every so often as to the comfort of the Holy Trainer. However, barring any acute physical discomfort (which I am required to report to her), it stays on. The realization that I no longer have domain over my sexual release is both frightening and comforting at the same time. I only now understand that I have wasted an astonishing part of my life obsessed by sex, porn and masturbation. My gratitude for my release from these obsessions is overwhelming.
My wife is hinting that I will not ejaculate again in 2015. As I already am over three weeks since my last (ruined) orgasm, I am nervous, to say the least, and wonder how I will handle this. The gifts of chastity are so great, however, that I know I will find a way. My wife knows I am a better husband when I am not allowed sexual release, so she has been keeping me locked for ever longer periods of time. She knows best, and I am not allowed to disagree, in any case.
I am blessed, truly.
Honor system is no more...Holy Trainer is back on!
- cycling2work
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Re: Honor system is no more...Holy Trainer is back on!
Good luck on your journey. I love wearing the HT also
but am usually unlocked at night. My wife wants access to her property.....

rrecoveing Masturbation & Porn addict
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Re: Honor system is no more...Holy Trainer is back on!
Every wife is different. My wife doesn't like touching me down there unless I'm locked.cycling2work wrote:Good luck on your journey. I love wearing the HT alsobut am usually unlocked at night. My wife wants access to her property.....