Controlling myself

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Tue Sep 30, 2014 12:07 pm

I was unlocked a few days ago for a medical appointment and not locked up again. My KH has been playing with me (attempted milkings, edging, etc) and I'm extremely horny, even waking in the middle of the night. At one point over the weekend I grabbed myself and my KH said "go on then, but I'll lock you up for a long time". I asked how long and she said "3 months with absolutely no release for any reason" (and when she says something like that she means it). I've never gone a whole month before so I'm not sure how 3 months would work, and I realized that 3 months meant after Christmas. I'm so horny I want to do it, but I haven't partly because I don't want to go 3 months locked but even more because I know she would miss PIV and so I would be punishing her as much as myself. I thought being locked was tough but this harder (pun intended) as I have to control myself.

Post by **TwistedMister** » Wed Oct 01, 2014 1:38 am

Being the masochist that I am, I would be sorely tempted...

LockedandLoved · Post by **LockedandLoved** » Wed Oct 01, 2014 8:22 am

belocked wrote:I was unlocked a few days ago for a medical appointment and not locked up again. My KH has been playing with me (attempted milkings, edging, etc) and I'm extremely horny, even waking in the middle of the night. At one point over the weekend I grabbed myself and my KH said "go on then, but I'll lock you up for a long time". I asked how long and she said "3 months with absolutely no release for any reason" (and when she says something like that she means it). I've never gone a whole month before so I'm not sure how 3 months would work, and I realized that 3 months meant after Christmas. I'm so horny I want to do it, but I haven't partly because I don't want to go 3 months locked but even more because I know she would miss PIV and so I would be punishing her as much as myself. I thought being locked was tough but this harder (pun intended) as I have to control myself.

It's def hard but consider this.

If you masturbate you will have an orgasm and then it's over. Letdown. Lethargy.

If you hold off you can keep having that wonderful mix of hormones, emotions, feelings, etc

It never ends

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Wed Oct 01, 2014 11:44 am

TwistedMister wrote:Being the masochist that I am, I would be sorely tempted...

I was, and just thinking about 3 months gets me excited. Maybe I should have gone for it, but now it's too late as I would be failing my KH.

TwistedMister wrote:If you masturbate you will have an orgasm and then it's over. Letdown. Lethargy. If you hold off you can keep having that wonderful mud of hormones, emotions, feelings, etc

That's why I didn't do it, and my KH is promising that we'll have a great time together very soon. PIV is way better than getting off alone.

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Thu Oct 02, 2014 11:06 am

I've really felt the difference that other people have written about before. Uncaged and horny and it's all about me, caged and horny and it's all about her. I'm looking forward to some exciting PIV very soon, but I miss the emotions of being caged and the uncontrollable desire to spoil my KH. We've talked plenty in the past few days so she understands at least some of it and maybe she'll lock me away more from now on, but she's also enjoying tormenting me now. It just doesn't seem as much fun when I'm focused on me but it's got to be her call.

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Thu Oct 02, 2014 2:28 pm

My KH had a surprise for me tonight. She told me to lock up after all and that I'd have to wait for her to decide she's ready, and that if I had an O first I'd be locked until February. I decided to lock up, and after I gave her the key she said that it meant I'd agreed to 3 months. She even said she's looking forward to seeing how I cope with my emotions during a long lockup. I don't think she means it as she's getting very horny herself but I'm wondering if I made the wrong decision. I'm confused again.

Post by **TwistedMister** » Fri Oct 03, 2014 1:43 am

What's to be confused about? You had a choice of 3 months or 5 months, you chose 3.

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Fri Oct 03, 2014 8:46 am

TwistedMister wrote:What's to be confused about? You had a choice of 3 months or 5 months, you chose 3.

I thought I was agreeing to just a few days more until she's ready herself. If I'd known it was a choice between 3 months and 5 months I would have indulged myself and taken the 5 months.

Post by **TwistedMister** » Fri Oct 03, 2014 5:55 pm

lol, I see...

belocked · Post by **belocked** » Sat Oct 04, 2014 10:25 am

No more confusion. I was right and it was only a couple of days before release for intense and wonderful PIV. Thank you to my lovely KH.

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