I decided to lock myself up in a Lori 2C, because of a destructive, life destroying masturbation addiction that left me with no time to live or enjoy life. On the days I did not have to work I was edging for up to 12 hours before finally ejaculating, and on work days I would edge for 5 to 8 hours before ejaculating. This left me with no time to enjoy my life, so I decided to do something about it.
My best friend was keeping my keys from me. He are just friends and do not have a sexual relationship. I asked him to keep my keys for me and told him the reasons why I was doing this. He was happy to help. I asked him to keep the keys permanently and never to give them to me unless it was a medical emergency. He would still be my keyholder but he lost the keys to my Lori shortly after giving them to him. I gave him ALL the keys, so now I am locked up permanently forever. I don't mind the fact that I am locked up permanently, as I wanted to live a celibate life free from all forms of sex, masturbation and orgasm, and now that is what I have with no way to get out of my device. My friend was very apologetic about loosing the keys, It seems they have fallen out of his pocket onto the street somewhere on the day I gave them to him and cannot be found. I dropped the keys off to him at his work and that was the last he has seen of them. I told him, "it's ok I don't mind them being lost because I never wanted to be let free anyway. despite everything I think he still feels bad about loosing them.
So now that the keys are lost I don't need a keyholder
I wear a Lori 2C, I adapted it to make it more secure by piercing my foreskin and attaching a stainless steel ring to the front of the device and epoxying the ring closed. My device came with a PA attachment but as i am not pierced in that way it was of no benefit to me. I am obviously uncut and like to have my foreskin covering my glands in my device as it is more comfortable hence why the PA attachment would not work for me even if I had a PA piercing.
The inevitable question about washing inside my foreskin now that I am permanently locked up with no keys to be unlocked forever. The foreskin does not need to be cleaned it manages to do that by itself. Regular washing washes away good bacteria along with the bad bacteria. The good bacteria keep the area healthy. I have been wearing my 2C for 75 days without removal and the area has no bad odours at all.
I am a happier person now, who gets out and enjoys life a lot more. Knowing that the device cannot be removed is reassuring. The way the keys got lost, on the very day I gave them away seems like an act of fate or divine intervention. I happily accept this as my life now, deep down I know I have always wanted to escape from my sexuality, and locking my penis away forever is the best way to achieve that.
Life is good now, life is great
