So what happened on Friday night?
Absolutely nothing.
I went to bed at my normal time, half hoping for either a release and O or at least a T&D session. Neither came to pass.
Mrs. KHH stayed downstairs doing something that likely included watching TV and reading her Kindle, but I don't know for sure. At about 11:30, I finally fell asleep, frustrated and horny.
Must be what chastity is like, huh?
The surrender of control over your penis and orgasms to someone else. In this case, my loving wife.
I woke up on Saturday feeling much better. Still horny, but not grouchy in the least. I guess it was a mental thing that I got over while I was asleep. And I'm GLAD I did. I spent a lot of time on Saturday reflecting on how I felt on Friday night, and feeling a bit guilty for feeling that way. Tried to make it up to Mama, even though she never knew of the turmoil in my mind. Tried to just do things for her without her having to ask, to hold her every now and again, and to tell her I loved her.
As usual, I also spent some time looking at my favorite Tumblr chastity sites. I may show some of them to my wife one of these days, but I struggle with that thought as most of the ones I look at include far more than I'm comfortable with. I won't deny anyone their fetishes, it's their privilege to feel the way they do.
But I wish there were some "gentler" Tumblr chastity sites out there.
I don't have too much time available to me with everything I'm involved with, but maybe I'll create one that suits MY tastes. Hmmm. That's a thought...
Chastity turns me on, and it's turning on Mrs. KHH more and more as we journey forward together and explore it together.
Well, I must have done something right on Saturday, because when we got ready for bed, Mrs. KHH told me that she was going to put on some sexy lingerie for me. Instant erection (OK, instant LIMITED erection). She disappeared into the bathroom, closed the door, and I heard the shower starting. I waited, and waited, and waited. And got more and more horny. My imagination was running completely wild. And then all of a sudden, I began feeling incredibly submissive. I was torn. Wait in bed for her, or do something to fulfill my overpowering submissive feelings.
The submissive feelings won out just as the shower stopped. I waited not more than another minute or two, then got out of bed. I got my cuffs out of my nightstand and put them around my wrists. When I say "cuffs" I don't mean police style cuffs, I mean individual cuffs for each wrist that can be joined together with a snap ring. I also got out one of our tethers and attached it to the front of my cage. I then put one of our "show" pillows on the floor outside the bathroom and knelt on it, with my head down and my hands in front of my head. Just as I did this, she opened the bathroom door and stepped out.
She stopped right in front of me.
I don't know if she was shocked, surprised, or what, because I was looking at the floor.
We stayed like that for perhaps 30 seconds - doing absolutely nothing. And then I began kissing her feet, ankles, and calfs, alternating sides. I continued this for a long time, gradually moving up until I was working on her thighs and hips. She had on the most glorious black lingerie. So incredibly sexy.
I still didn't look up. My eyes were focused only where I was licking and kissing her. It felt so right, so sexy, so erotic.
She reached down and put a hand on either side of my head, then with soft pressure pulled my up to a standing posiition. I was now standing right in front of her, but still not meeting her eyes. I continued kissing and licking her, but now focused on her upper chest and neck, which is one of her erogenous zones. So soft, so kissable!
She turned me around so my back was to her, and clipped my cuffs together behind me. She then leaned forward a bit and whispered "I want you to lick my pussy now." She directed me to my side of the bed, and I asked her if she wanted to lay on the bed or if she wanted to sit on the side of the bed while I knelt beside it. Almost every time, she lays on the bed, but this time she told me she wanted to be on the edge of the bed with me kneeling next to it.
As I kicked another pillow into place next to the bed, she slipped her lingerie panties down and then gently pushed me to my knees between her legs. As I moved closer to her pussy, I could see that she was almost dripping wet. I know that I was feeling absolutely perfect - a combination of horny, submissive, and loving.
She sat on the edge of the bed and reclined as I moved my head further between her thighs and nuzzled her pussy. I always love that first taste. She moved one of her legs up over rmy shoulder and pulled my into her with her lower leg. Her other leg remained hung over the edge of the bed.
While I wanted her to cum, I definitely intended to take my time and get full enjoyment as well. But she was obviously very turned on as well, and it was only a matter of minutes before her hips began moving in a way that tells me of her impending orgasm.
Seconds later, her pussy puffed up and began throbbing, and her orgasm was upon her.
This was not one of her earth shattering, multi-minute orgasms, rather it was a shorter, more intense one. As it grew, I softened my licking and began focusing on other areas as I know that when she cums she get incredibly sensitive, almost painfully so.
A minute or so later, she began coming down again. After her recovery, she sat up, grabbed my head, and moved it so I was looking in her eyes for the first time of the evening. "Now it's your turn." she whispered as she moved me to my feet.
She turned us around so I was now on the edge of the bed and she was standing next to it. She then gently pushed me to a reclined position, with my hands still cuffed behind me. She retrieved the key to my cage and unlocked it, then removed the entire cage, including the base ring, and put them aside on my night stand. She then began stroking me until I was erect, then began alternately stroking me and sucking me while standing next to our bed and leaning over me.
GOD IT FELT SO GOOD!
After a few minutes of this, she climbed on the bed and moved down until she was between my legs. She then continued her ministrations, building me up, then letting me down. Over and over again. Never taking me right to the edge, just part way there. Over and over.
And then finally she kept me going up the roller coaster. More and more. My excitement built as she got me more and more aroused. And she finally allowed me to cum. Felt like I was exploding. I felt it starting and told her as she had me in her mouth. She not only sucked me harder, she began moving her tongue around the end of my penis in a way that is guaranteed to maximize my pleasure. And she did.
When I was done, she moved up next to me and quietly whispered "I love you." And that said it all.
A few more minutes and I was out of the cuffs, we were snuggling together, and I was feeling incredibly content. I asked her if she wanted me to put my cage back on. Somewhat dreamily, she said "No, you can stay out for tonight."
It's Monday morning. I put the cage back on yesterday (Sunday) before I got in the shower and have been in it ever since. We've both come down with colds (DAMN that local weather - how and cold). And she also started her period yesterday.
I head out for a short domestic business trip (2 nights) later this week, then back to South America next week. So I'll be in and out of my cage for the next 2 weeks or so.
I mentioned in my last post about keeping a tracker of how many days I've been caged since I got my Jailbird. Even though I was only uncaged overnight on Saturday night, I'm not going to take credit for being caged that day. I guess that'll be my "rule." If I'm uncaged and it ends up with an O for me, then I can't "take credit" for the day.
And the numbers:
Last O - Saturday, March 23.
JB continuous wear since - March 24.
Total days of JB Ownership: 67.
Total days caged: 46.
Various home builts for almost 2 years. Current: Jailbird since January 2013.