I can't take it anymore...but I have to

[spectre]

I have a pretty high sex drive, and after being locked up for a while I am constantly horny. To be more specific, I may not be actively thinking about sex 24 hours day, but all it takes is one word, one image, one thought, or one touch to make my id demand sex RIGHT NOW. So my day goes on somewhat normally, but instead of thinking about sex occasionally for a few seconds here or there, my day is interspersed with demands from my body to fuck; which is of course not going to happen. All this is understandable and is part of the fun game we play. I then take these feelings which build up over the day and try to use them to benefit my wife.

However, if I am locked up long enough, it goes beyond this. I from time to time get stuck in some sort of sex loop where thinking about sex and/or my predicament will not stop unless I actively try to distract myself with something else. But of course when I am in this state I kinda want it to continue because being lust crazy is one of the goals in the first place. It then just gets worse and worse until I can't take it anymore and then I think about how I have to take it and that really makes me want an orgasm. This usually jolts me into the recognition that I have to stop my self-defetating mental masterbation, and I try to do something else to take my mind off my situation.

Does anyone else feel this way? Does it get easier with time (I have only been locked up for a little over a month)? I can't even explain how deliciously evil this feeling is to me and how I love and hate it. I think my wife understands what it is like, but not how intense it is because if she did would she still continue teasing me all the time?

[Johndoelock]

I have to admit i feel the same way that's what made me want to try chastity, because i knew i loved the feeling of being horned up that gut desire to mate or be mated as is the case. It is such an amazing feeling when you really get to enjoy it without being able to release that energy and it builds up in you. I cant say if it gets easier since ive only just started but i can agree that deliciously evil is the best term. You love it and want more and you hate it because your body wants to get rid of it as nature intended. I think she would, i hope my fiance would , its tough to get more time in because a week (7) is our longest time which was most recent but it was one of the most amazing experiences that i hope to push further and explore. I usually think about it more just cause im a masochist sometimes and it ads to the fun.

[Aarkey]

I have a pretty high sex drive, and after being locked up for a while I am constantly horny.

You are not alone. The longer I have played with chastity (not continual lockup, but more times in lockup) - I have found that it gets easier. There is like a constant small "hum" to my desire, and I find that helps bring me to feeling closer to my keyholder and her role in my life.

[RegularJoe]

That's the whole point..not being able to take it anymore, but having to...it describes perfectly my constant frustration...and it's at a max when I'm having to watch my wife's lover enjoy something I'm not being allowed to personally enjoy. I can't even masturbate for relief...maddeningly delicious predicament.

[locknload]

My keyholder started sounding interested in the cuckold idea. Is she just repeating my own fantasy to me to get me worked up during teasing sessions?

[TwistedMister]

My keyholder started sounding interested in the cuckold idea. Is she just repeating my own fantasy to me to get me worked up during teasing sessions?

Maybe...and maybe not. Mrs. Twisted has occasionally made mention of this but insists that she would never do it for real...but I know that in her dreams, when her conscious mind is not inhibiting her, she is really turned on by these thoughts.

Have you actually discussed this with her or is it something you just wrote about in one of your hot 'n horny e-mails?

Tread carefully, not everyone can handle the emotional effects of such a situation. There *is* a way to simulate it, to see if you might want to go further with it.

[locked4her55]

My keyholder started sounding interested in the cuckold idea. Is she just repeating my own fantasy to me to get me worked up during teasing sessions?

One thing to bring it up during a teasing session. It could be entirely different subject matter during dinner. I agree with TwistedMister, BCWYWF.

[locknload]

TwistedMister, how do you simulate that?

[spectre]

In my head I can imagine simulating cuckholding by the keyholder bringing up the idea during every teasing session for a few weeks in a row. Then one day saying that today is the day, tying the guy to the bed and blindfolding him and teasing him for a good long while until there is a knock at the door. At this point she would tell him to be quiet and would put earplugs in his ears while turning on some music. As long as he thinks there is a chance something could be happening it does not matter if the keyholder is downstairs having coffee with a friend and as long as he is quiet, the friend does not have to know anything is going on either (or she could ).

[RegularJoe]

I don't think there's really any way to simulate the intensity of being cuckolded. It really is like simulating your first sky-dive....nothing can fully prepare you for the first real look out of the aircraft...chute on your back...tight sphincter...terrifying. Seeing another man pump away at your wife is a 'mind-bender'...and when you witness her responding to his touch...you (and she) will never be the same again.

If your wife repeatedly brings it up...as mine did...I suspect she's not just entertaining your fantasy...she finds the idea exciting. Be careful...once it becomes reality...it's not your fantasy anymore. She belongs to another man, who will become possesive about your wife. You might find, as I did, that he really likes the fact that you're 'locked away' from enjoying her treasures....especially if she gives him control of your key. I now have to wait for his approval..to have use of my own cock.