Stroking w/o ejac. Denied. Will I get to cum? If so, when?

[AlexGuy25]

My post from yesterday: I last cum over 24 days ago--and that was only once, via a ruined orgasm, after not cumming for weeks. So I've waited to build up an enormous amount of pent up sexual energy before posting here. Been furiously horny the past week, and absolutely desperate for an ejaculation since day 19. So on day 19 I finally begged "Please let me cum. PLEASE!" for a chance to cum. I was asked if I'd like to be allowed to stroke and eager said yes, assuming this meant stroking leading slowly but surely all the way to ejaculation. I was let out of chastity and assigned a 2 dozen edges just shy of ejaculation, followed by slow, "guided masturbation" stroking, and finally glans massage. Because I have been able to cum from touching only the glans in the past, I was granted permission to cum if I could ejaculate from glans massage alone, or else be locked back in the belt. I got thisclose to orgasm, probably 98% of the way to ejaculation, but it was not quite enough to cum.

So...I'm left wondering, do I get to cum? How, exactly? When? I'm really quite desperate to cum already, and my balls have been aching for over 2 days now, but can probably handle a little more edging, teasing & denial, etc. if I'm told I WILL get to cum, not just "might get to cum" or "will get to have lots of fun stroking" which would probably mean stroking shy of ejaculation.

[Atone]

I saw this yesterday, sounds like fun to me.

Are you looking for an answer? Not sure who that was directed to, sounded rhetorical to me. Or should be directed to your KH.

Maybe I missed something.

-A

[AlexGuy25]

25+ days denial. 15 glorious strokes, as long as I don't cum

Over 25 long, rock HARD, 100% FULLY ERECT and throbbing, intensely sexually frustrating days now since I last got to cum. My balls ache worse than ever in my life--ever since yesterday morning. As a result, I did not edge very much yesterday. Late evening I dared to ask permission to stroke all the way to ejaculation, primarily due to the ongoing testicular ache. It felt like I could cum in 5 strokes. I was allowed to caress my scrotum for a few minutes. This exquisite touching felt FANTASTIC despite my aching balls! Yet I knew I probably couldn't cum from the scrotal massage alone, and that proved to be the case. My buddy asked permission to stroke, since we're supportively encouraging each other to safely avoid ruining everything with 5 seconds of ejaculatory bliss. I allowed him 15 glorious strokes, as long as he didn't cum. (We MUST warn each other if there is any danger of unauthorized ejaculation and are REQUIRED to submit in advance any requests for a possible chance to cum) Then I was given permission to stroke! I got to do 7 delightful, delicious, strokes before STOP was called--but it was not enough to cum. By then my testicles hurt sooo badly I wanted to ejaculate NOW, despite being dead tired past midnight. Evidently my body's urge for sleep was greater than its insistent urge to cum, because somehow I managed to fall asleep rock hard, with 25 days' of cum churning in my scrotum. Forgot to urinate before going to sleep. So I woke up today with a powerfu, throbbing morning wood piss hardon. My bursting bladder outweighed my desire to stroke it, however. By the time the erection went down enough for me to urinate, it was time for me to head out the door...

[Atone]

Thanks for sharing.

-A

[AlexGuy25]

27+ Long Hard Edging Days Without Cumming

Now over 27 days since I last got to cum. STILL edging every day just shy of ejaculation--up to 97% of the way to orgasm, then instructed to STOP. Precum flows, but no cum escapes. Then repeat. Then back in the belt. I have to admit it is getting harder and harder to avoid cumming, and now actually painful blue balls are a factor the past two days. I desperately wish I'd been bold enough to cum on public cam as offered a a couple days ago... I don't think I've ever needed to cum so desperately. Horny as hell...

[Tom Allen]

Alex, do you think that you might be better off setting up a blog to detail this kind of thing? Web forums are very useful for discussion and the exchange of ideas, but I don't see how these posts invite that. On the other hand, web logs are especially suited for time-line oriented posts, and you would have the option to post pictures, etc.

Just a suggestion.

[AlexGuy25]

Excellent idea, Tom! Thank you. So, how do I do that? Or can you direct me to the thread(s) which would be more appropriate for my post? Is there a way to include my post(s) or blog as a link on chastityforums.com or have it included where other similar blogs are located? (I only posted in this thread because I am pretty new to chastity and orgasm delay/denial, and wasn't sure what--if anything--to post where.) It's also nice to know that it would include the option to post pictures, etc.

[celticqueens_sub]

Look at the bottom of my signature. You will see links to my blog, many others here have the same. Secondly you can create a blog if you open an account with google (it is free). Also go to the keyheld site also linked in my signature, I believe you can create a blog from there.

Edit you signature file to put the address of your blog in it. You do this from the user control panel at the top of the screen.

[Tom Allen]

It's really a tossup between Wordpress and Blogger. Wordpress has a lot more options, but Blogger is probably easier to start with, plus there is already a large community of Blogger blogs with which you can easily trade links.
http://blogger.com

You may want to set yourself up with an alias Gmail account - one that doesn't intersect with your real-life email address. There are wizards that will walk you through your first post, including how to upload pictures.

We've talked about starting a journaling topic forum here, but the response has been mixed. Most of the people who are journaling regularly simply do so on a blog, since that's usually the best option.