[KnownAsHerbert] New chapter

[KnownAsHerbert]

I'm not sure whether it was a trick, but Miss Emmie came into my office (working at home yesterday) and asked if I was finishing soon. I said that I was and she told me that she'd put some clothes out for me to put on after my shower. Shower after work is such an ingrained habit that, even if I don't actually need one at that point, I can't function without it.

As I was enjoying the hot water pouring down over me I realised that it was Tuesday. Miss Vikki might turn up for the evening. Nice try, Miss Emmie, but I'm not falling for it. So I went downstairs without clothes and, sure enough, we did have a visitor, who was very pleased that I was “ready to greet her”.

From then on, it was a normal Miss Vikki night with food, drink and talk. I did most of the serving an clearing up as usual. She doesn't usually stay beyond about 9pm or 9:30 as she wants to be home before her partner gets home and yesterday, it was about 9 when she left. She thanked me for the evening and commented that it had been great to see one of the smaller of three cages in use. I helped her with her coat and she thanked me again, gave my balls a gentle squeeze, and said goodbye.

It's so weird to have to say that this was an entirely normal evening, but that is how Tuesday evenings often are these days. I clearly need to think for myself and be on the ball with Miss Emmie setting traps though, if of course, that's what she did.

[Chosen_Jackal]

Is it traps or just her giving you the chance to show that you’ve learned to follow protocol?

[waki86]

At first, imposed things seem strange.
But the more often it happens, the more you experience it as normal.
And in the end you don't know any better anymore.
The key holder also has the task of ensuring that you keep to the agreements and will also continue to test you.

[KnownAsHerbert]

At first, imposed things seem strange.
But the more often it happens, the more you experience it as normal.
And in the end you don't know any better anymore.
The key holder also has the task of ensuring that you keep to the agreements and will also continue to test you.

Very true!

[KnownAsHerbert]

Since we began this chastity thing back in April last year, I've hardly given masturbation a thought. I've settled into being patient, waiting, doing what's required of me, and taking the pleasure of orgasm when it's allowed. Less frequent as time goes on I have to say.

The situation shifted a bit when I got a message commenting on “how full my balls must feel after all this time in my cage” and asking “Wouldn’t it be lovely to relieve yourself, right now?”. Cripes, I almost tipped my coffee into my lap when I read that.

Unfortunately the “lovely to relieve yourself” was very accurate, made me want to do exactly that right at that moment. I couldn't of course, but it was an intense moment. Now, whenever I get hard, day or night, I am struggling against those masturbation thoughts, wanting to “relieve myself right now”. I need to push those thoughts out of my head and get back to waiting, being patient, doing as I'm told and what's right, and looking after Miss Emmie of course. Behaving myself basically.

An idea, planted in the mind and consisting of just a few words, can be a powerful thing.
This whole chastity thing can really mess with your head, can't it?

[denied_one]

This whole chastity thing can really mess with your head, can't it?

Been playing with it since 2008.

My head is nowhere the same.

For the better, though sometimes it's hard to see

The answer to your question is yes

[Tongue+groove]

Unfortunately the “lovely to relieve yourself” was very accurate,

In your current mental state it sounds refreshing and invigorating. Trust me it’s not all that it used to be. I spare your thread the details. Just trust me on it.

[Kh_C]

being patient, doing as I'm told and what's right, and looking after Miss Emmie of course. Behaving myself.

Full marks. Well done!

[Tongue+groove]

. Full marks. Well done!

Yup, more evidence these lovely ladies are in cahoots.

[denied_one]

Unfortunately the “lovely to relieve yourself” was very accurate,

In your current mental state it sounds refreshing and invigorating. Trust me it’s not all that it used to be. I spare your thread the details. Just trust me on it.

It absolutely is not at all "what it used to be" for me either. After just a year of intense play. Sorry for digressing...back to KAH New Chapter