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[waki86]

Two cockles man.

Yesterday was the last strap-on dildo day.

Miss R took me every day for a little over four weeks. This in the context of Locktober.
Although I'm used to having something in my ass.
This took some getting used to.
Sitting quietly on a dildo is something else when you are actually being taken with it.
And then every day.
Especially because they are different dildos.
One feels hard and stiff and the other soft and flexible.
Each dildo gives a different feeling inside.
Now understand a little better why Miss R has different preferences when they are used on her.What I am sitting on is a stiff dildo of 17 cm, which actually feels nice.
But that's because I'm used to it too.
The only advantage was that I was used to something going into it.
I really had to get used to everything else.
Especially the length or thickness or both.
I didn't like the strapless strapon at all at first.
Felt too stiff. But now it's my favorite one she uses.
Even though I still don't like it the most.
Is it the favorite after all?

This comes when Miss R herself cums on it.
I feel how her whole body shakes and it is then passed on through the strapplea strapon.
It then gives an intense and proud feeling that I am the one who gives her such an orgasm.
I even felt the tightening of her labia through the dildo.
It's nice to feel and experience her orgasm that way.
I can now also use this to my advantage to pamper her even better. In the end I learned a lot from it.


Miss R has also benefited from it herself.
She didn't call me her fitness equipment for nothing.
Her abdominal muscles have become tighter, and her back muscles and hips have also been trained.
It looks good on her, those abs that have become a bit more visible.
Yesterday after I gave her a relaxing lick she said.
Sandra and John are coming tonight, they had something new and wanted to share it with us.
I asked if she knew what it was.
No, but she was very enthusiastic about it. I'm curious, I said. Because it is the last day that I take you, you can still change dildo.
Do you want me to use the one that decided the dice or do you want a different one?
I threw the large flexible one that gives me the most feeling.
But said, then I choose the strapless strapon to finish.
Can you also have an orgasm?
She said she thought it was sweet that I thought about that too. And that she also wanted to have an extra orgasm.
She gave me a kiss between my legs and said, even though it's not your milk day yet, maybe I'll milk you.
That would be nice, I said.

I went to prepare dinner and we ate together.
When we were done I cleaned everything up and made coffee. Miss R was busy upstairs and the doorbell rang.
I opened it and it was Sandra and John.
The advantage of living in a cul-de-sac is that you can simply open the door naked.
I called Miss R and Sandra walked to the living room.
John went to the garage as usual.
Miss R came down and greeted her.
What is so important that you wanted to tell her, she said.
You can hear that, we are waiting for John, Sandra said.
I got the coffee and poured it.
John also walked into the room and immediately said, what do you think?
Hii had a Y shaped iron thing in front of his penis with black straps.
His cock was completely gone and his balls split.
What a strange thing Miss R said.
Yes, I found it online.
You put his cock away too, Miss R said
Yes, it doesn't look nice. Yes, you know again that I like something like that Yes, that's why I wanted to show it to you. I
t is pushed in and is tight because of those straps.
No way to push forward with an erection, Sandra said.
Miss R let John come to her.
And examined the device carefully.
Your balls look better this way, John.
The width pushed his balls out even more.
Miss R grabbed his balls and said they feel good and firm. You have now also been promoted to a cockless man, Miss R said to John.
Yes he said.
It's great that you have developed further, said Miss R.
It was coming anyway.
Yes, John said, it was coming.

And how long are you going to keep him locked up like this, Miss R asked.
Well, he spent Locktober so well that I rewarded him with this.
A nice reward John said Miss R.
But good for you too, Miss R said to Sandra.
From the looks of it, not using his cock wasn't much of a challenge.
Well Sandra said it was difficult and that's why this one.
Then I don't see him and I can't be tempted.
Miss R laughed you bought it for yourself.
Yes, I want to learn not to use his cock or hardly use it, just like you.
He will stay until the end of February, Sandra said.
I wonder if you can survive without it for so long, Miss R laughed. They then stayed for another hour and chatted about different things.

When they were gone Miss R took me for the last time.
She got her well deserved orgasm.
She said afterwards that she didn't expect John to become cockless.
And even though she thought it looked nice, she would have preferred if his cock remained usable.
To which I said that I understood, but it was Sandra and John's choice.
But that I am happy with what I wear and don't have to wear what he does.
That I wouldn't mind wearing all those straps.
Miss R said it's something, but what you're wearing looks sexier. Yes, I think so too and wear it proudly for you.
I know, said Miss R

[waki86]

A change.

Now that the weather has gotten colder I started to notice that the ball spliter was starting to cause some problems.
The cold makes everything shrink.
Especially when you don't wear anything under the kilt.It started with some irritation in the balls.
Miss R said it just takes some getting used to, I'll put crème on it. It soon became apparent that it did not work very well.
And they switched to a care oil.
I was also allowed to apply it myself if I had any problems.
Miss R's goal was to avoid having to remove it.
Eventually we ran out of options.
And said if you really want me to wear it in the winter too, there is an option.
And that is that I am going to wear warm underpants, even though I hate them, I am willing to do so.
Miss R said that's not an option.
Something so beautiful should be free.
Great then you take it off, I will promise to keep it off.
That's certainly not an option, you can't keep it up.
And neither do I, you have to lock it at home every time, which I don't feel like doing.
We adjust it by wearing the other ring without a ball splitter.
This way you stay locked up without a dick and your balls have a little more freedom, as much as I think it's a shame.
But don't run the risk of secretly playing with your cock, Miss R said

You've done such a great job so far It would be nice if we could end the year with a year of being caged 24/7.
And reaching the milestone for a complete year without cumming
So far I have noticed that this is the best for you.
And you don't need it to come. Or to use your cock for something. And I certainly don't need your cock to satisfy my needs anymore. So let's accomplish that this year.
And when that is accomplished,
I have something special in mind for you as a reward.

Last week she changed the ring and now the cold weather is much better.
My balls now have a little more freedom to shrink without it becoming irritated.
This past weekend we decorated the house for Christmas.
She bought me new lingerie especially for Christmas.
A red corsert with white fur.
There are black straps near the breasts.
The suspender straps are also black.
A beautiful set of red lace stockings and a Santa hat.
She herself has a beautiful Christmas dress.
When I adjusted it she told me to sit down.
And she painted my balls like a Christmasbal
Red with white stripes on it.
After which she sprayed plaster spray over it.
It has been there for quite a while.
Miss R said after.
Your balls are the most beautiful thing you have.
And the ideal replacement for your cock.
They are beautiful, playably more attractive without a cock And can't cum and keep you on your horny
Maybe we should make next year the dickless year.
And do something even more with your balls.

The chance that I will come next year is very small.
The urge to cum has not decreased but has actually increased. Just like an erection that is being held back more and more often and for longer.
Hopefully next year I will get the opportunity to really come, or the chance for PIV.
When this year ends, I haven't come in more than 18 months. There should be a reward for al the things she have done that year with me.

[Tongue+groove]

Has she considered a ball cock. I think that’s what it’s called. A dildo that your balls fit into that allows you to have piv with your balls. I would love to try one but Mrs. G can’t stand dildos.

Just curious.

[waki86]

Almost done.

Three weeks to go and I haven't come for a full year.
Miss R kept track of everything on her laptop.
What cage I've been in.
What I wore to them as Wendy.
How many times she has had an orgasm herself.
Who she had PIV with.
How many times she has milked me and how much it is.
My behavioral change is also included.
She has absolutely everything in that document.

I knew she kept track of things but not that much.
Her reason for wanting to investigate what does chastity do to me and her.
She had read a lot about it and wanted to know if everything was really true.
Can a man live without his cock and still have an orgasm?
Can you bring out the feminine side of a man?
And does the penis really shrink or is it a myth.
I have learned a lot about myself and my body over the past year.
I have more erogenous zones than I thought.
That as a man you can experience intense orgasms without ejaculation and without the excitement disappearing.
That no matter how strange some things may seem, they eventually become very normal when one embraces them.
But I also learned a lot from Miss R, what she is like and what her needs are.
We have grown closer together over the past year. I
n both the physical and the mental.
We now understand each other even better. Sex has become much better and more intimate for both her and me.

As strange as it may be, I have become more aware of my cock. And that he actually does more and is present when he is locked up.
Being ascended and held back gives a wonderful and exciting feeling.
Especially when one feels the need to cum.
And even though that gives a frustrating feeling. It feels special.
It ultimately allows you to have orgasms without losing focus and excitement.
I have also come to understand more what being a woman means.
Being Wendy has taught me to discover my feminine side. Wearing beautiful lingerie gives you self-confidence and emphasizes the beauty of the body.
It is not so much that people want sex.
But more to feel beautiful and sexy.
When I wear it I feel completely different.
And loves to get Miss R's attention.
Miss R's behavior also changes and we become more equal.
For her it is an extra addition to everything.

I haven't been Wendy for the last two weeks.
Miss R did not want to end the year completely with this. According to her it was a nice experiment.
Just like the vacation we had.
She said Wendy will come back next year but not weekly as has been the case.
So that it remains something special.


Last weekend we went to the sauna with a couple of friends.
I was cage-free all day.
It had been a wonderful day.
It felt strange not to wear a cage and had to get used to it.
When we got home we had a nice drink.
Which was also fun and delicious.
Miss R took the opportunity to measure my cock at home.
She made him hard with hands and mouth.
Which was wonderful.
I didn't have the urge to cum, but I enjoyed the touch.
They measured it with the measuring tape and asked if I thought it had shrunk.
To which I said how should I know, I haven't seen him stiff in a long time.
She said it had indeed shrunk by 1.8 cm.
And that she expected it to be more.
I am now at 15.4 cm which is not bad.
According to Miss R, the man has an average height of 13.1 cm. And said it would be nice if that were feasible.
But she didn't believe it could shrink 4.1 cm.
But we will find out in the coming years.
She also said that she noticed that my penis remained erect for a long time without being touched.
And she thinks that was a huge improvement.
And she was going to make use of that improvement in the coming year.
And hoped that it would only get better.
After he was limp again she installed the nub.
She played with my balls and then I had to finish the job before we went to sleep.
I was happy to hear that she wants to use my cock next year.
She didn't say if I could cum, but it's a big step forward.

[KnownAsHerbert]

I bet you are looking forward to next year! Making use of the improvement!

Interesting about the document. Miss Emmie records a lot of data too. I never realised before that I'd married a statistician!

[waki86]

I didn't know that Miss R kept statistics either.
And that she wanted me to meet her predetermined goals.

On the one hand I'm looking forward to next year, but on the other hand I'm not.
Why and what does she want to use my cock for?
Especially because Miss R told me I don't need him and neither do you.

[waki86]

special treatment.

Wednesday a week ago I came home and expected to give Miss R a relaxing lick as was always the case.
I sat in front of her and waited until she said do your little job. Sometimes she says just do your job, and that means she needs an orgasm.
Because we now have the gasser,
Miss R dresses more scantily.
She then wears a thin dress, often made of lace, and her freutoy with panties.
She likes it very warm in the house and very warm means the temperature is 24 degrees.
What I find most warm, even though I have to be naked.
Now with the gasifier the temperature can be achieved anywhere. I personally think 20 degrees is more than enough.
She made me sit in front of her for a long time and said I have something else in mind for you in the coming days.
She stood up and took out some craft supplies.
What should I make then?
She laughed, you're not going to make anything, but I am.
She walked to the display cabinet where the cages are and took out the cage with bars.
You are the model for the Christmas cards, she said.
I model for that what do you mean.
Not you but your balls are the model.
My balls I said in surprise.
Yes, your balls laughed, they are ideal to use them for that.
What I used to do for that.
To make Christmas balls.
And then hang them in the tree, I laughed.
If I could, I would fill the entire tree with them.
I had to stand and she unlocked me.
Very quickly she had switched the urethral tube and I was in the other cage.
This one felt big even though it was 3cm tall.
I had to sit on a cushion and she massaged my balls which felt wonderful.
They look better now.
Better out for what I asked.
To paint them and make them look like Christmas balls.
She colored my balls and stuck little stars on them.
She covered my skin with a cloth and placed a hook in the opening of the urethral tube.
She grabbed a Christmas branch above and below.
Grabbed some small Christmas pendants and LED lighting.
Now sitting still I can take a picture of the Christmas decoration. She took pictures and sometimes positioned some other things. She showed me the pictures afterwards.
It was almost impossible to see that it was my balls.

In the coming days your balls will be a photo model for the Christmas cards that I will make.
And what do you do with it, I asked.
Send it of course, she said.
Send it to whoever.
To everyone of course.
What everyone gets to see is my balls and cock in a cage.
No, no one noticed, Miss R said she has to edit them.
Last week we spent the whole week and weekend working on it They even made a Santa Claus, elf and Rudolf the red nose reindeer. She used body paint for my balls.
Which felt wonderful when she started painting.
She spent the entire Sunday editing the photos and making cards. It's that I know it's my balls and cage, otherwise I wouldn't say it. With different filters and light she has created it so that they look just like real Christmas balls.
She said I had done well and would be rewarded extra.

Last Wednesday she was free and when I got home she said she was going to reward me.
I gave her an extra good lick and waited for my reward.
Only after dinner and I had done my work, and then gave her a glass of wine.
She asked if I was ready for my reward.
Yes, I said to her very enthusiastic ally.
I was still in my super large cage and couldn't wait.
You know you can't come yet, she said.
Yes, I know that and I don't plan to.
Beautiful she said and drank a sip of wine in a very erotic way.
She thought she's going to unlock me and play with it.
Mr Pomukel as she calls my cock thought so too.
She played with the key around her neck.
Are you really ready for your reward, she asked again.
Yes and promise not to cum.
She didn't say anything and walked to the cupboard and grabbed a box.
A box that can only mean another cage or plug.
And I was immediately less enthusiastic than before.
Don't you want a reward, Miss R asked.
Yes, I said.
Maybe she plays with me first and then she shows.
What's in here is something very special and it creates even more excitement.
Immediately thought of something vibrating.
Maybe she wants to use that on me and keep me caged.
Which is fine as long as it provides extra excitement.
Even if it's a ruined orgasm.
She sat with the box in her hands and took a sip of wine.
I thought, hurry up, I'm going to leak soon.
And that is not allowed and all chances are gone before 2025.

Maybe that's why she does it and she doesn't want to keep her promises.
She saw that in me and said you will get it early tomorrow.
Early tomorrow I thought, now I have to wait.
It kept me awake all night, and Mr Pomukel was awake all the time.
I've never had an erection so many times that night.
The next morning I had everything ready quickly.
And gave Miss R a good orgasm.
Helped her with shower.
And combed her hair and laid out her clothes.
Since the gasser we have had breakfast together naked.
And during breakfast the box was on the table.
I think I ate very quickly.
So that there was still enough time left before we had to work. Miss R was also ready quickly. .
And she asked are you ready for your reward.
Yes, me and Mr Pomukel are ready.
They open the box and a suit of armor came out.
Something I didn't expect at all.
There was something big, shiny hanging from it.
Do you recognize it asked Miss R.
No, what is it, I asked.
This ensures that Mr Pomukel goes where he belongs.
And your Christmas balls too, she laughed.
This is John's Feminizer.
I said how so, why.
Sandra didn't like it and gave it to me.
Should I wear that after you reward me? This is your reward or did you think something else?
Well actually, I said.
You didn't think Mr Pomukel was going to be used, did you?
I didn't dare say yes.
No, of course not, I thought it was a new plug, I said.
That's a good thing you thought that.
This is the end of the year.
No cock, no balls, but certainly deserves a pussy for Wendy.
Yes, I think so,
I said disappointed.
You will wear it on your last day at work and throughout the holidays until New Year's If you complain about it, everything won't happen in 2025.
Tonight Miss R put it on me, it's very uncomfortable.
The skin of my balls, which resemble labia, are extra sensitive.
Which creates extra excitement but also discomfort.
Hopefully I can get through the last week well and never have to wear it again.

[waki86]

Happy.

Last Friday was a frustrating day.
Miss R kept her word that I would wear the Feminizer to work. This felt very uncomfortable, even though I didn't know anyone who saw it.
But I didn't feel comfortable with the idea of her making me wear something that looked like a pussy.
Miss R, on the other hand, had the most fun with it, she wished her girl a nice day at work.
She was already Free herself and received messages from her . How is my pantyless girl, are you nice and wet yet and more of those messages.
Once she asked for a photo, she wanted to see her pussy.
Despite that, it was very comfortable.
Because of the straps there was no way that it could be pushed out during an erection.
That gave an even better feeling.
The labia were also very sensitive, which caused excitement. There was also an advantage to the device.
When urinating, the urethral tube leaked slightly because there was still some urine in it.
Now dript away and not between the cage and the balls.
I was happy when I finished work and could go home.
I had never felt so uncomfortable.
But I've never been so excited, and I had a lot of things on my mind.
Why did I have such mixed feelings?
On the one hand it turned me on, and on the other hand I wanted my cock and balls back.
Why did Miss R want me to go to work like that. And why a pussy at all?


When I got home the first thing Miss R said was that my girl had a nice day at work.
Were you attractive to all the men at work, did they sit and feel under your skirt? T
o which I replied no, of course not.
What a shame you have such a beautiful pussy.
Thought I don't want a pussy.
And why does she tease me so much?
Do you also have that girl, when you are without panties, you get so excited, said Miss R.
I answer no.
Maybe it's because it was too exciting, but that will happen naturally, she said.
So now go put on your lingerie and see how it looks on you now, she said.
I went upstairs and she had lingerie ready for me.
It was completely white with colored embroidered flowers on it. Put on everything and got ready.
I looked in the mirror and thought I looked much better now.
Went downstairs and Miss R said wow you look beautiful and sexy Wendy.
Your pussy comes into its own so much better.
Come sit with me and we can finger together, said Miss R.
She lifted her dress, put her panties aside and played with herself. She said girly things, but don't be ashamed, she said.
I didn't get quite excited because it felt good, didn't feel like much. But the idea of them fingering together said and urged me on.
It had been a long time since I had seen her do this.
She took over for me at one point. I
wanted to spoil her too, but that wasn't allowed.
And are you ready Wendy, you can't cum, you can't practice a lot, she said.
I thought loosen up and I'll cum like you've never seen it before.

On Saturday we went shopping together for Christmas.
Like Miss R, I had to wear panties and a garter belt and skin color stockings under the kilt.
I had to look good in case someone sneaked a look under my skirt.
Fortunately it does not fall on the kilt stockings that reach the knee.
And the kilt is just halfway to the knee.
Only a small part is visible.
She apparently had a lot of fun going shopping with me like that. Sometimes she hit my ass.
She knows she will hit the plug then.
Sometimes she whispered in my ear, "Are you already wet just like me?" Shall we start fingering somewhere secretly?
I thought this was really going in the wrong direction.
She finds it exciting.
Where did the woman who loved my balls go?
It went on like this all Saturday.
When I got home I had to wear the Christmas outfit.
And again after dinner we sat down together and fingered.
This is so wonderful to sit and play with you as woman to woman.
On Sunday we went to her parents.
Once again I was wearing panties, a garter belt and stockings. When we got home afterwards
I wanted to dress up as Christmas Wendy.
But Miss R said no, do something else first.
I expected her to want to be spoiled by me.
But she went to the closet and took out the cage.
I want your balls again she said.
I was very happy to hear that.
She loosened everything and Mr Pomukel showed himself immediately.
He was very happy with it too.
She laughed at that and grabbed it and did you like being in there. Do you want to go back or just look through the bars?
What do you want back, she said to Mr Pomukel.
Not oh, that's what I thought you said.
Just tell me softly what you want.
And with her ear she went to my cock.
She mumbled something. Ooo you want to cum and she laughed. Mr Pomukel told me he wants to cum she said to me.
Maybe you should grant Mr Pomukel his wish. Do you want to cum now Mr Pomukel while she was still holding him.
Yes, you really want that, you haven't accomplished it and you are prepared to be locked up for another entire year.
Do you really want Mr Pomukel to move forward then said Miss R. Go ahead, let Mr Pomukel come, she said to me.
No, I'm not going to, I said.
Not he wants, said Miss R.
I won't just put his cage on quickly.
Then Mr Pomukel must become small.
Just make him weak isn't going to happen.
She grabbed my cock and pulled it, too bad you can't come.
But I'll let you come, Miss R.
Got up and walked over and said no.
Miss R laughed out loud at that.
When he was limp she installed the cage.
You won't find this much more beautiful.
Yes, much nicer, I said. "I just wanted to tease you with the Feminizer," she laughed.
A pussy is not for me.
Love your beautiful balls and she grabbed them.

The Feminizer goes back to Sandra, we can't do anything with it, she said.
That bell is music to my ears.
And it's nice to know that Mr. Pomukel didn't let you cum.
She grabbed the cage and said Mr Pomukel just be patient for a little while and then I will use you.
You've earned it.
I have never been so happy to be back in my cage.
And now look forward to Christmas and the new year.
No more Feminizer for me.
On to the grand final.

[waki86]

Swapped .

Last Monday Miss R and I did some last Christmas shopping.
All her presents have now arrived.
As an extra surprise,
I also have new nipple piercings for her.
They are 24 carat gold pendants with curls in them.
There is a red Swarovski heart with small rhinestones hanging from it.
With matching earrings.
We also went to a fun shop to get small gifts for our guests.
We bought a penis pan for the ladies.
It has a pre-formed bottom and when you bake something it has the shape of a penis.
Plus a handbell with sex on it.
For the gentlemen a breast domino and a vulvo lollipop.
In addition to Sandra and John, Helen and Tom (Miss R's girlfriend) and Katja and Thomas, whom we met in , are also coming.
We thought it would be a nice idea to introduce them to each other.
And Boxing Day is an ideal opportunity for that.Here we celebrate Boxing Day just like Christmas Day.

After returning home, Miss R said she was going to change the cage to the inverted cage with ball splitter.
She doesn't like hanging balls, and because it is nice and warm in the house, they hang more.
Mr Pomukel did not agree and immediately filled the cage. According to Miss R, Pomukel was eager to disappear back into his hole.
After the cage was changed I went into the kitchen to prepare Christmas dinner.
So that I had to do less on Boxing Day.
The meat of the hare, rabbit and deer is slowly cooked in the hay box.
This ensures that all the flavors are absorbed into the meat.
Miss R tidied up the guest rooms.
And placed home-made Christmas pieces there.
When she was done and came into the kitchen, she had changed into a Christmas elf.
And she asked can I help the naked caged Santa Claus, and put a Santa hat on my head.
With her little green skirt and green blouse hanging half open, you could clearly see her red lace lingerie.
She looked very sexy and provocative.
Together we cut the vegetables that would be grilled.
She was in a corny mood and at one point came back with Christmas decorations.
She hooked two small Christmas balls to my cage.
And put LED lights around me So now my Santa Claus is also decorated, she said.
We had a lot of fun together in the kitchen.
And it was wonderful to cook together again.

In the evening we watched a Christmas movie to stay in the mood.
Had the wood stove lit, the candles were burning.
During the Christmas movie Miss R played with my balls in a wonderful way.
I said to her, we are doing so well together. Yes, she said, I am proud of how you have developed and I have started to love you even more.
I also said you are my dream woman.
It was a wonderful romantic evening with my Christmas elf.

On Christmas Day we go to Miss R's parents.
Everyone is present, including all her cousins.
Which is always very pleasant.
Then we go to my mother, who unfortunately suffers from dementia.
She now lives in a nursing home where they take good care of her. We also bring something tasty for the care.
To thank them for the good care.
And they deserve it because they always have to work during the holidays.

[Tongue+groove]

. is slowly cooked in the hay box.

I have to admit I didn’t know what this was. After doing a little research I was even more surprised of my ignorance. I was raised by depression era grandparents and thought I had learned everything there was to conserving and reusing resources. So how did a hay box get past me? Thanks for sharing, I may have to make one for myself.

Merry Christmas