[ontosomething] adding another layer

[Tongue+groove]

I have the most beautiful woman in the world laying in bed RIGHT FUCKING HERE, often naked even

If you’re on this site you’ve probably come to this realization and don’t want to screw it up. You only want the feeling to grow, and not your penis.

and yet I was sneaking off to the bathroom to jack off like an idiot.

Don’t be too hard on yourself. I’m sure many of us have been there.

Isn’t it amazing how much she is worth it all. A locked penis such a small price to pay. And oh how it can be kept small.

[Tongue+groove]

Is this just my body adjusting to not having an orgasm without her?

Sounds like things are working for you. I myself have recently reached that point of not cumming without her present. It’s a great place to be.

[Tongue+groove]

. Just her kiss this morning gave me uncontrollable shivers.

They just have no idea what they can do to us.

[InversionOfControl]

I mean… you cheated on her last year. I’ve followed your journal and all I can see is looming disaster. This woman is the mother of your 2 children, whom you made vows to honor and respect. And a year later you want her to fulfill your kinks? Like. Dude. Yikes. Good luck to yall, but I think you need to forget about kink and focus on your family.

[ARK]

ditto