Advice, my story so far and blue balls

[J Random reader]

Glad things have settled down.

In time, this will just be a comfortable routine. There may be less pressure. A few days late. A few days later makes five weeks. Maybe your day is at the end of the month. The next month ends. Your day is at the start of the next month. You just took a month off! No big, right? Ten times in a year instead of twelve. You survived. & if she likes five weeks? Maybe six weeks, now & again? Two months on, one month off? & if you can handle a month off four times a year? Just as easily go a month on, a month off.

[Cadionagi]

My KH genuinely enjoys seeing me all backed up. She likes me to describe to her my ache from "blue balls" and I admit it is tolerable but there is an ache that doesn't seem to ever go away. I have gotten used to it and I had my last ruined orgasm on Dec 19th, 2021. She's already informed me that I will remain locked and denied for all of 2025 as well.