It's been a very long time since I was last here. How time flies!
Let's see... The last time I was here was around the middle of July. A lot has happened and developed since them. Our slave contract got a major overhaul and I'm living in service as a result. Madame wan't satisfied with the original document, so she ordered a re-write. (I'll attach a copy in the next few days as time permits.)
It's been so long, that I'm going to have to summarise.
We live in BC and one of our holidays falls on the first weekend in August. We have a sailboat and so, we try to use it whenever possible. Being smaller, it is quite tender as you move about, so JB usually comes off for the duration of our trip. This time though, It was Madame and myself on the boat without the kids so I was locked.
We were out for 4 days and hit some INSANE weather, biggest seas we've every run into. I was instructed to be bottomless for most of the trip (mainly while at anchor) which pushed my limits a bit as there was a gale blowing and it seems as though us and every other boat in southern BC were crammed into the same anchorage.
Needless to say, Madame was amused at my predicament. At least she allowed me to have shorts on when I was walking on top of the boat /phew/
We returned home a day early due to weather and Madame ordered a 'Queen Day ' when we got home after getting unpacked. It was then that I realized how much I was in for it. Madame had decided that I had not been the slave she wanted, so half way through the day, she tricked me into going into our garden shed. Once in, she cornered me and had me strip naked and locked me in as a punishment. after locking the door, she let me know that I needed to think about who was in charge.
2 1/2 hrs later, she let me out and handed me some shorts.
It was then that I found out and was reminded that regardless about how I felt, I belong to her as property and have no rights. As a result, regardless about how I feel, as long as the kids aren't around, I am to be naked and serving her at all times.
A few weeks later, it was 17 deg/C outside. I made some comment about how fall was on it's way. Madame instructed me to put on some shorts and get out. I did, she followed. Madame led me to the shed again and said I needed reminding. It was around 8pm and twilight.
Again, I was locked into the shed, and again, I was stripped naked -- Madame was teaching me the same lesson. As Madame was leaving though, she thew me a t-shirt saying it was chilly and she wasn't heartless. I got quite cold in the 3 1/2 hrs I was outside in the shed in the dark. Eventually, when Madame came to let me out, I was lying down in the shed and the only way I was able to get out the door was by crawling as the lawnmower was in the way. Madame liked what she saw and made me crawl naked back to the house. As I was crawling, she said something along the lines of maybe now you'll understand who's really in charge.
Fast forward to the first weekend in October, I'd been locked up for a little over 2 months and was going out of my mind. I had to get ready for a business trip, something we both hate. Madame allowed me out and had me climax by PIV for the first time since July. It was awesome and embarrassing! I came within seconds of starting. I've never finished that quick before and it drew a very amused giggle from Madame.
Since then, I've been locked. Madame has also upped the ante, The naked thing is now standard fair and I get into a lot of trouble if I try to stay clothed (I mean, who wants to be naked ALL the time)
Also, I'm no longer allowed on any sofa after the kids are in bed or are away, I have to do ALL the dishes in the house and see to Madame's every need. More recently, I have been forbade from touching my nipples, I'm not allowed to ask for pleasure at all, I am to be a foot stool for her upon demand, I am also to be in a 'waiting position' which often meaning kneeling while I wait for her to instruct another want or need.
Also, Our dynamic doesn't end when in the presence of others. Madame has stated that her delivery will change, but when a request is made in the presence of others, is is an instruction and must be obeyed. Upon delivering the request. Normally in the presence of others, I may call her by her name except when delivering on her request at which point I am to address her by her title.
The day she issued this decree, we were going to visit my family. That night, Madame randomly came up to me and started playing with my nipples in front of my Dad. He thought it was just a long hug and smiled, but it was soooo much more. It was horrible trying to retain my composure.
I had a dream the other night that somehow my JB got an upgrade and based on the will of Madame would detach my scrotum. I'm extremely thankful that was a dream, but when I told Madame about it, her response was a giggle. When I asked what was so funny, I was surprised when she came back with, "well I don't need it anymore, I have your hand, you don't need it anymore except to pee... well, maybe you don't, and it's tiny."
So to Summarise:
1: Always naked
2: Kneel while waiting, If Madame is going to be a long time, I may sit.
3: Not allowed to sit on the furniture, It's for Madame and the cat
4: ALL dishes are my responsibility
5: Madame doesn't have to do anything, It's her time to be served whenever the kids are away or asleep.
6: I am not to request pleasure or I get punished
7: I am not to touch my nipples or I get punished
8: I am furniture on demand
9: plus all other rules from previous decisions she's made.
What blows me away is my wife was once vanilla. she wanted nothing to do with any kink of any kind. Even during the 7 years that we had a CB6000s, she was only happy to use it maybe a week a month during 'that time'. Since we got the JB, it's like a beast has been let out and she's totally changed. She's even playing with the idea of having me tattooed with my slave#
When we fist started along this road, Madame said her enjoyment was around a 3/10 and she didn't care whether or not we kept going to stopped. I offered to stop at that point and she declined.
This week, I asked the same two questions, "Out of 10, how much tdo you like your new lifestyle?" The answer was 9/10
"Would you consider going back to the way things were?" I got a paragraph as a response, but the sentiment was essentially, never!!!
I asked a third question this week, "Do you think I'll get to cum sometime?" her response (and I quote), "I like things how they are, I don't know, maybe. You don't need to anyway, It's all about my pleasure right? you ARE my property and my slave after all"
My advice is to be careful about what contracts you get yourself into. Make sure you are not horny when you write it.
For me, I have found this experience to be fun as I've always been into BDSM and I've always had sub tendencies, but I never dreamed about doing it full time, It was always a bedroom game. It's been hard and I see it getting harder as Madame becomes for comfortable with her role and as it becomes for 'normal'. After all, it's been a huge shift in our relationship.
Locked since: Oct 6th
A host of new rules.