Sexdrive / once you get what you asked for

[johnsub]

Hi

My Kh and i started with light bondage and worked our way up to a sub in chastity for me.
And her as a slightly sadistic KH, both now living out our fantasy.
We both where surprised that these roles are what we actually are.

I am locked in steel 30% of the time as there is truly no escape in my case.
30% in a silicone, as sometimes the steel is a problem due to circumstance.

The rest I am free, my question to other guys in chastity is this.
When i am free i still don't masturbate while I used to daily.
And if I do, it is hard, it is if my brain still holds the thought ( This is not allowed )

We have taken it a step further with an other woman, but without permission nothing happens locked or not.

Anyone else with this experience ??

[knighterrant]

Locked or unlocked I feel obligated to follow the rules. It's not only about the consequences, which in our FLR they are real. I feel pretty guilty if I take matters into my own hands, so it doesn't happen often anymore. I think most of us here are in that state of mind.

[HandyRandy]

I think Knight hit it on the head. I'm on the honor system so could whack off any time I want, which I used to do quite often. But I gave her control and have only stumbled once and that wasn't satisfying.