[Chosen_Jackal] Pinch me, is this really happening?

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Re: [Chosen_Jackal] Pinch me, is this really happening?

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Tongue+groove wrote: Mon Jan 20, 2025 8:55 am
. she insisted on being the one to clean my penis
I oftentimes fantasized about not ever touching it again. However Mrs. G isn’t ready for that and I don’t want to become high maintenance to her. When she’s ready it will happen.

Keep us posted on how this progresses for you.
I’ve actually started thinking similarly to this, but I know A isn’t ready for that, and to be honest I’m not ready for that yet either.
I fantasize about her finding much more pleasure from my mouth, fingers and our toys than from my penis, but I’m experienced enough to know that such fantasies needs to be nurtured over time if they’re to be allowed to become reality.

I’ll keep posting, but since it’s A’s birthday today I might not update until tomorrow.
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I’ll keep posting, but since it’s A’s birthday today I might not update until tomorrow.
Good man to recognize that she comes first. Or is that cums first? Nah! It’s both we all know that.
She says ‘it’s cute’ in the nub. ;)
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It was A’s birthday yesterday, or as she proclaimed later in the day, the start of her birthday week.
Little does she know that I plan on making every week feel like birthday week :)

My day started with a raging erection that threatened to burst the cage, or it at least seemed that way, so I decided I might as well get up since it was just 40 minutes until my alarm would go off anyway.
A message from a delivery service pinged in and told me a package was waiting at our door.
It contained various things, but one item in particular that I’m excited for was a pretty hefty dildo that we can use with our strap on harness. No need for A to miss out on being fucked good just because I’m in a cage right?

At this point I’d been in the cage for 48 hours since A allowed me to orgasm on Friday night and allowed me to sleep uncaged until Saturday morning.

But since it was her birthday I knew I had to treat her extra special. It was a shame that I had to go into work after spending such an intimate weekend together, but I think I brightened her day by bringing her flowers and her favorite perfume before I cooked her favorite meal for her and our family.

I was conscious of not being too overly focused on talking about my chastity and our new dynamic. It’s still new to us and I’ve sensed that she finds me a bit intense so I’ve made the choice to relax and let her steer both the conversations and the action. She’s still on her period and she’s usually not very interested in being touched or do any sexual activity before that’s over, but she surprised me by saying that she’s owed her birthday orgasm, period or no period.

So after we spent the evening together, with me giving her foot massages (her feet gets extra achy during her period) and us playing a game together, we ended the night in bed with me giving her a long oil massage and her finishing off her night with the vibrator while I got to hold her close.
She really enjoys being held tight and feel me close to her during these moments and I love to do so. I find it even easier to hold a real connection to her when I’m locked up because I don’t think about my own physical pleasure at all. I’m 100% there for her and just feeling her close to me makes me feel so much better since I don’t have any expectations other than serving her needs.

I love her so much and I’m so lucky that she’s taking these first steps with me.
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. allowed me to sleep uncaged until Saturday morning.
I remember those days. Then it turns into, “be sure to lock up after you clean up” from her afterwards. :lol:
She really enjoys being held tight and feel me close to her during these moments and I love to do so.
The only thing better than watching her do this is holding her while she does.

Sounds like things are moving along nicely.
She says ‘it’s cute’ in the nub. ;)
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Tongue+groove wrote: Tue Jan 21, 2025 9:16 am

I remember those days. Then it turns into, “be sure to lock up after you clean up” from her afterwards. :lol:
That’s the dream isn’t it :P
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Chosen_Jackal wrote: Tue Jan 21, 2025 9:44 am
Tongue+groove wrote: Tue Jan 21, 2025 9:16 am

I remember those days. Then it turns into, “be sure to lock up after you clean up” from her afterwards. :lol:
That’s the dream isn’t it :P
Happened that way for me too, I get a 10 minute grace period after cleaning up... literally
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Some thoughts as I’ve more or less successfully completed the first week of chastity.
I put on the cage in week ago and immediately felt at home in it. At ease.
I’ve had a lot of turbulence in my mind lately and putting on the cage has had a stilling effect. It’s too early to say if that will continue to be the case in the weeks to come, but it feels natural and right for me at the moment.

I do worry about A sometimes though.
I feel like I made the decision to embark upon this journey without including her in the conversation. I scratch that.
I did make that decision on my own.
And more or less threw her out on the deep end of the pool without warning.
She’s a good swimmer and seemed to adapt quickly, but I wish I could go back in time and talk to her about this more before I first put the cage on.
And now I worry that I’m too intense in the way I act, so I try my best not to talk about chastity, the cage or anything else related to this except to give her brief status updates and reassure her that everything feels fine down below. I know she’s worried I’ll damage my penis by keeping it caged.

I try to let her find her own voice and discover who she wants to be in all of this.
She’s already surprised me by doing so much I’d never expect from her, yet I sense a hesitation. I can’t shake the feeling that she secretly hopes I will end up deciding that chastity was just an experiment and that we go back to "normal" in the future.

Then again, she surprises me and tells me she’s got so much planned for us. Last night she told me how I wouldn’t get to come out of the cage on Friday like she’s planned at first because she’s decided she wants to be fucked by the big dildo we just bought instead. So Saturday at the earliest, but then she said she wants me use my fingers and another dildo on her on Saturday like we’ve done a couple of times already.
Our new favorite activity is me sitting in the bed, caged of course, with her lying in her back between my legs so I can hold the dildo in one hand, slowly fucking her with it while using the thumb on the same hand to rub her clit. She’s had some amazing orgasms this way and I get to hold her and see it up close. No release for me of course, just like I want it.

So I’m not sure I get to come out of the cage on Saturday or Sunday yet. Either way it’ll be over a week in the cage by then and I’m already feeling the buzz of arousal building up inside.
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Have you tried piv the old fashioned way except you don’t get to cum. If not you may suggest it. That is you’re willing to pay the price of relocking a ready to pop erection.

This is Mrs. G favorite form of being ‘dildoed’ so to speak . She loves the controlling power she can have over me.
She says ‘it’s cute’ in the nub. ;)
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Tongue+groove wrote: Wed Jan 22, 2025 9:38 am Have you tried piv the old fashioned way except you don’t get to cum. If not you may suggest it. That is you’re willing to pay the price of relocking a ready to pop erection.

This is Mrs. G favorite form of being ‘dildoed’ so to speak . She loves the controlling power she can have over me.
I’ve only got to cum from a handjob so far after we started keeping me locked up. I would love to get to fuck A but be denied release. There’s no better feeling than being inside her and it’s almost like I feel disappointed immediately after I cum because I wanted the feeling to last longer.
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Chosen_Jackal,
A wise keyholder words of wisdom:

Communicate, Communicate, Communicate.

Suggest her joining the community. She can learn for the Key Holders in this forum.
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