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[KnownAsHerbert]

It's a week since we got back from our holiday and apart from being unlocked for a good clean, nothing else has happened. I now realise that I had assumed that I would be unlocked for sex, an orgasm one way or another at least. I had expected it but can't work out what led me to that expectation.

All that Miss Emmie has said is "at least another month" and that has now sunk in. I guess there might be a cage change but equally, maybe not. I don't know.

This game certainly messes with your head doesn't it? Or perhaps it's our keyholders that deliberately mess with our heads?

So the middle of June then. That will make it 10 weeks. But the words "at least" still ring in my ears. At the beginning of our chastity lifestyle I often knew when the next unlocking was due. Now, Miss Emmie keeps her plans much more to herself. "You don't ask, you just wait", she says.

So now, I'm just waiting. I'm going to try not to think!

[KnownAsHerbert]

Miss Emmie must still be in holiday mode because last night she cooked a wonderful meal that included Spanish dishes, the main one being Spanish omelette. She cooked enough for 3. Yes, it was a Tuesday so Miss Vikki was in attendance.

I was, of course, ready for Miss Vikki's arrival (in other words, naked) and let her in, gave her a hug and welcomed her. She was her usual bubbly self saying how good it was to join us and to see us and adding "Ooo, you're still in the Cobra, lovely. How long since you came now?" Miss Vikki is not shy about asking.

I told her six weeks so far and she said "It must drive you wild, that thing. Not getting any, not even a wank when you want to". I had to agree.

She kept up her verbal teasing of course, as she always does, but it was enjoyable to tell her about our holiday, sharing all our news. We also told her that we were planning another holiday in about six week's time and then I got a surprise when Miss Emmie announced that she was hoping to fit in a trip to see her parents before that holiday and asked whether Miss Vikki would act as deputy keyholder again. This was news to me. Miss Emmie hadn't even mentioned another visit to her parents, but I am always happy that she gets to see them as often as she wants to. Miss Vikki's reply was "Sure, of course. No problem."

So I now have the vague idea of what's planned. Another month before being unlocked, six weeks until our next holiday, and a "few days" when Miss Vikki will be in charge before that holiday but not knowing exactly when. That's as much detail as I know, and as much as I need to know. I was even reminded that asking any more questions would bring consequences. I didn't ask what consequences...

[KnownAsHerbert]

Well there's a surprise.
Cleaned, inspected, edged and into the big 38mm steel.
Sudden change from the Cobra but this one gets a bit intense before very long. The tiny bit of space to grow doubles the trouble.

[KnownAsHerbert]

And no surprise.
The intensity that I expected arrived first thing this morning.
And remained.

Miss Emmie said: Well what do you expect? It's the middle-sized steel. It always drives you crazy.
Me: Yeah but I've not even had it on for 12 hours yet!
Miss Emmie: You'd better get used to it. June could be a long month.

Why do I feel as if she's changed up a gear since we've been home from holiday?

[Chosen_Jackal]

I’m in a slightly larger cage than a nub right now as well and it’s more comfortable for me almost all aspects. I know we tend to think that smaller is better when it comes to cages, but I’ve found that it’s not always the case.

But I’ve also found that the slightly larger size drives me a little more crazy, just like you describe here.
Just having the small room to grow a little makes it almost impossible to be distracted at times.

Especially when we have key holders like your Miss Emmie and my Red who seem quite happy to keep us frustrated.

It’s always enjoyable reading your journal.

[KnownAsHerbert]

I’m in a slightly larger cage than a nub right now as well and it’s more comfortable for me almost all aspects. I know we tend to think that smaller is better when it comes to cages, but I’ve found that it’s not always the case.

But I’ve also found that the slightly larger size drives me a little more crazy, just like you describe here.
Just having the small room to grow a little makes it almost impossible to be distracted at times.

Especially when we have key holders like your Miss Emmie and my Red who seem quite happy to keep us frustrated.

It’s always enjoyable reading your journal.

Thanks for your post. It's interesting, isn't it? It seems that all the cages have their own levels of comfort and frustration levels.

Smaller and with no room to move or expand is pretty comfortable. Surprisingly so actually. My little 2cm ones hold it firmly in place without any discomfort. Erections are prevented from the first glimmer of hope. This all means less sensation, no friction, no rubbing, and not much frustration until... suddenly it's really frustrating to feel nothing at all. Maybe that's the point. Total control. Not even allowed the pleasure of feeling anything.

The bigger cage (yes a massive 3.8cm in my case) and there's a tiny amount of room to fill, width-wise at least. The beginnings of an erection, even though it's a pointing-downwards erection if that makes any sense at all. Even the slightest twitch as it makes its first attempts and you feel them and it is encouraged to try some more. And then, pressure on all sides and no more room to grow. But the stupid thing still keeps trying. Any movements during the daytime too, you feel them, it rubs ever so slightly and gets excited because it thinks the doors been left open.

Yes, I know what you mean. Smaller is better but only sometimes and in some ways. And bigger can definitely be just as comfortable if not moreso. Bigger is also definitely more frustrating, but in its own way.

Sorry, I've rambled on a bit but it's not easy to convey the experiences in just words. I think you might get the idea that I've tried to get across though. Those that experience similar to the sensations that I have will probably get it. I hope so.

I'm glad you like reading my journal. You are correct about Miss Emmie. She definitely enjoys keeping me locked and the more frustrated the better. It's not a chore for her at all. Sounds like your Red is the same.

[Tongue+groove]

If I may be allowed to insert a cage size experience.

I’m in a 2 cm chrome dome from ternance. Yesterday I’m using my z-turn mower and I feel room in the cage. For some reason I had shrunk enough that I felt movement with each bounce. Than last night I had a dream that Mrs. G took it out for an anniversary celebration and it had shriveled up so much that it couldn’t get erect. In the dream she laughed at it and said you’ve gone and given yourself ED.

I woke in a sweat.

If I was out of place plenty let me know, thanks.

[Chosen_Jackal]

You’re making perfect sense Herbert!

And T&G, that’s really funny

[KnownAsHerbert]

If I may be allowed to insert a cage size experience.

I’m in a 2 cm chrome dome from ternance. Yesterday I’m using my z-turn mower and I feel room in the cage. For some reason I had shrunk enough that I felt movement with each bounce. Than last night I had a dream that Mrs. G took it out for an anniversary celebration and it had shriveled up so much that it couldn’t get erect. In the dream she laughed at it and said you’ve gone and given yourself ED.

I woke in a sweat.

If I was out of place plenty let me know, thanks.

I imagine you would wake in a sweat!

Not out of place, no worries.

[KnownAsHerbert]

Hmm, 5am and wide awake and too early to wake Miss Emmie. It's impossible to ignore the effects of the big cage, which has been tight for a while. This is a long hour of the day. I don't suppose anyone, more experienced than me, has developed any techniques or strategies for dealing with these morning issues?

This big metal one causes more havoc than the Cobra. Confirmed after only two nights.