It’s indescribable the feeling of watching her orgasm while you’re inside and holding on to your own release. Every time I’m in that situation I remind myself that this is only an edging, which it usually is. Then when she does decide to let you unload, wow! Absolutely the best orgasms are the ones you don’t expect and can only occur with her permission.
Miss Emmie left yesterday, a week (more or less) visiting her parents and where I (more or less) look after myself. She arrived safely, unpacked, settled in, and as always in those circumstances is being given endless cups of tea and fed at regular intervals. Sunday lunch is always interesting when we both visit together. There's 2 of us (of course) plus mum-in-law and dad-in-law. I make that a total of four people, but her mum always cooks enough for at least eight. We come away several pounds heavier every time. So no worries about whether Miss Emmie is getting enough to eat. I hope the fairy costume still fits when she gets home.
I am busy with work so the time will pass quickly enough, apart from evenings and the weekend of course. I need to keep myself busy at those times too. Miss Vikki wants regular updates, at least 3 times per day, and that process is already well under way. She always responds with something witty or intending to cause a reaction. I keep my messages short and to the point: “Hello Miss Vikki. All good here. No problems.” but because I've not explicitly referred to the cage or anything about me, she will dig deeper (“No problems with what?”) forcing me to tell her that the cage is fine and comfy and I'm fine too.
She'll follow up with something more direct. Such as “Glad all's well. Hope it's secure too? And that you're being kept under control?”
I'm sure she's reporting back to Miss Emmie too.
Miss Emmie's spending the day indoors today, catching up with news, gossiping away, and drinking lots of tea no doubt. I'll have a chat with her later. Looking forward to that. IN the meantime, I have work to do and ought to get on with it. At least I'm at home today, staying warm and dry indoors.
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Howling wind, rain, dark, cold, and a long evening on my own. At least there's no technology curfew. I don't mind being by myself as I know Miss Emmie is having a good time. Spoke to her a little while ago and she sounded very happy to be spending hours talking and doing other fun things with her parents. She doesn't get to see them often enough and needs that time. She asked, of course, how I was and I told her that I was fine and nothing to worry about. I told her that she must just focus on having a good time. She then asked if Miss Vikki had been in touch (she must have known the answer already of course) and I said that she had. Several times already today. Made her laugh, that did. “I hope you're remembering to let her know the important stuff on time or she'll be cross”. I don't want Miss Vikki to be cross.
VK: Must be tough on yr own when u can't even... u know.... can't masturbate, can u?
Me: No, I can't. I'm ok though. No worries.
VK: Lovely. more later. be good.
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At last, the wind seems to be dying down and the rain letting up a bit. I remember being awake in the night and hearing the weather. Maybe I was awake for longer than I thought because I slept in this morning. Or perhaps that was just because I was on my own and didn't have to get up to cook breakfast. A lie in though. A little luxury. Warm and comfy under the covers.
A call with Miss Emmie to hear that all is well with her and her folks. Rough night there too but no problems for them.
Miss Vikki dealt with too. She wanted reassurance that I was 'still secure'. How would I not be?
VK: I do like that cage yr in now u know.
Me: I thought you did. More than the Nub I think?
VK: I like the nub too. Both good.
Me: They do what they're supposed to at least.
VK: Yes, they do. Lovely. Is that metal one nice and tight now?
Me: It is, yes.
VK: love it. send me more later.
Me: I will, Miss Vikki. Have a nice day.
VK: u2, be good.
I've not got much that I need to do today. Strange being in the newest middle-sized cage with nobody around, knowing there's no cleaning, edging, or changeover going to happen, and no DIY possible. It will be quite a lengthy stay in the little metal thing by the time Miss Emmie gets back. And I've got no intention of calling for my emergency key.
Hmm, lunch. What shall I have? I'll have a rummage to see what's in and get cooking I think.
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All so quiet in the house. Dark and dismal getting home to an empty house from work. Getting it warmed up and cooking some pasta. By the time I've eaten, washed up, it'll be time to settle down to sleep again. Sheesh.
Plenty of time to be aware of this newest of metal cages that she put me in before she went away. I wish it was the big one or the Nub. I know, I know, if it was the big one or the Nub, I'd be wanting one of the others but I've had enough of this little thing now. Comfortable as it is, it's to small and I keep thinking about how nice it would be without it. I find I get these thoughts when Miss Emmie is away. I suppose that's why I'm wearing it...
Constant reminders about it too. From both of them. They both like to tease too ("It must be hard being home alone and locked" with the obvious pun on the word 'hard' of course)
Three more nights and then Miss Emmie will be back. Looking forward to her getting home.
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VK: Bet u ready for change of cage by now?
Me: Well, It would be nice but not due yet. Maybe not for a while yet. You know I don't know until the time arrives.
VK: Would u change today if u could?
Me: Probably. Always ready to change. Grass is always greener, you know.
VK: Why not ask Miss emmie? If she says yes Id bring u the key later.
Me: No, it's ok, Miss Vikki. I'll wait. Thanks though.
VK: Aww no need to be shy. yr choice though. cu later.
This all came at the end of the midday update, when I'd confirmed that I was ok, still (amazingly & inexplicably) secure, and there were no problems.
I had a sudden panic at her “cu later” though. Surely she won't turn up when Miss Emmie's away?
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As I suggested earlier, you have to be ready with your response with two KH. There’s a lot of opportunity to deliberately catch you out! Then it’ll be the ouchy stick!
Fundamentally, unless you know for sure that MissE has given permission for MissV to change your cage or any other orders or teasing, then you have to refuse or there might be big trouble!
And of course, you mustn’t ask MissE directly…
The last night on my own and Miss Emmie will be home tomorrow. Everything is ready for her arrival in that the house is tidy and nice, I've got some special food in so that I can cook a nice meal for tomorrow evening, and there's a good choice of wine too. Wanting it to be relaxing and cosy for when she gets home. It's only a week that she's been away but it feels like a long time. I'm taking the day off on Friday so we can have an easy day together, catching up with news and probably we'll go out somewhere for a pub lunch or something.
The newest cage is now just another choice as it has been as successful as the other three. No problems over the week (for which I am truly grateful as I really wouldn't like to have to call up for the emergency key) and I've become quite settled in it. As always, I feel like I could do with a change, but I'm not expecting that to happen necessarily. If it does, it will be a bonus. Strange how you can become used to a 2cm limit.
Miss Vikki has demanded regular updates and has used her messages to tease about my situation, but she hasn't done any more than texting. I think she enjoys being a deputy keyholder and likes to be a bit provocative with her questioning and comments. I was rather relieved that she didn't show up yesterday evening. I didn't think she would but that doubt in my mind was very unsettling.
I'll have a call with Miss Emmie in a little while before bedtime, and send a final message to Miss Vikki to reassure her that all is well. Hoping for a good night's sleep.
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