[Chosen_Jackal] Pinch me, is this really happening?

[Tongue+groove]

. At one point, she even humiliated me in front of some of them. Just a small comment, but enough to make it obvious that I’m submissive to her. I blushed hard. I was embarrassed, but also proud.

The highlight of your evening if you ask me.

[Chosen_Jackal]

It’s hard to choose between that and getting to service her later in bed.
But I’m beyond happy that I got to experience both!

[Chosen_Jackal]

Red told me that I needed to shower last night. Uncaged.
This immediately made me feel a number of things.

Anxious.
Excited.
Expectant.

But I’ve learned to temper my expectations and I don’t get as anxious about being put on display as I used to.
That said, it’s still a weird feeling to only be allowed to be completely naked while being observed. She has a habit of pulling a seat up close to the shower doors, and just staring at me with a detached curiosity as I clean myself, fascinated and excited in her own calm and measured way.
It all went rather well so there was no need to be anxious.

I finished cleaning up and started drying myself. I snuck in a few touches that wasn’t strictly necessary when she looked the other way.
So many guys are either worried or have a fetish about their dicks shrinking from being in chastity, but I feel the opposite has happened to me. It’s squished up and contained by the cage 99% of the time so when it’s let out to hang by its full length I’m almost pleasantly surprised.
My revelry was short lived however as I hadn’t even finished brushing myself off before she told me to put the cage back on.
Right, no need to feel excited either.

When we got to bed she already had a plan. She’d shaved downstairs and directed me to get to work on her with my tongue.
We took our time and didn’t rush anything. I love how relaxed and comfortable she is just receiving.
Even more how she kept telling me in a loving way how eager and pathetic I am in my rush to please her.
I don’t know why humiliation works so well for me, but it just does.
It’s certainly something I’m very interested in exploring further.

She stopped me before she came and told me that I needed to get the strap on. She wanted to be fucked and even though I’m locked there’s no reason she shouldn’t get what she wants.
It’s such a rush taking her with the big dildo like that. It’s significantly larger than me so I have to slow and careful at first, but we got really into it after a short while.
It really messes with my head and there are moments when I swear it feels like I’m the one fucking her.
After she came she teased me further by telling me how much bigger the dildo is than me and started sucking on it as I watched.
That really made my head spin in a new and twisted ways.
It did winds us both up for a second round though so we didn’t go to sleep before she’d had her second orgasm for the night.
So it turned out that there was some reason for being expectant.

That was yesterday. Today hasn’t disappointed either.
I came home from work really early as I only popped into the office and went back home.
I found her waiting for me in bed and as I tried to scoot up to cuddle with her she asked me where I was going, and spread her legs.
The day I refuse such an invitation is the day I’m dead so I eagerly got to work on her again.

After she’d had her fill I was surprised to be let out of the cage and properly teased. She toyed with me for a long while, touching everywhere except my cock.
Then she started touching around my cock, making sure to tell me that she was only going to touch the places that she could reach while I’m in the cage.
Seeing my cock fully erect, yearning for stimulation, but only being touched around the base and on the balls made me leak with frustration.
When she noticed that I was getting desperate she told me to get the stainless steel urethral sound and lube it up.
She told me to insert it as far as I could and then she started stroking me. Slow and steady.

She kept me in the edge for a long while and when she decided I was gonna be rewarded she told me to take the sound out and jerked me faster and harder. She stopped at the precise moment to prevent me from having a proper orgasm and I spurted out a large chunk of cum in a delightful ruined orgasm.
It’s been so long since the last one so I was truly thankful for being given one.
Some people seem to think that ruined orgasms are a punishment, but I thoroughly enjoy them.

However, one is great. The next five she gave me was increasingly harder to get through.
I get so sensitive and exhausted. I get desperate to cum properly and at one point I begged her to let me cum properly, and I suspect that is when she had the most fun. She denied me of course.
Our record is seven ruined orgasms in a row and Red was determined to at least get seven out of me, but I was shaking and begging her to stop after the sixth.

She decided she’d taken what she wanted from me and cleaned me up before she told me to lock back up.
I’m buzzing with energy from being so thoroughly edged and drained, but I’m also sore. Both on the inside and the outside of my cock.
Now she wants me to trim the weeds in the garden…

[Tongue+groove]

. Now she wants me to trim the weeds in the garden…

and I guarantee you that you did trim the weeds. Why? Because any one here would do it.

I can’t imagine that many ruins. Do you get the drop with it or just pumped dry?

In our early days as a couple she set out to see what it would take to drain me dry. I came six times in a two hour session. All piv. I think my balls had shriveled up to raisins.

[Chosen_Jackal]

No drop!

But it’s like my body can’t take any more stimulation and I begin to shake.
I’m not lying when I say that I went from begging to please be allowed to cum to literally begging her to stop.
It’s a physical and mental feeling unlike anything I’ve ever experienced.

I remember when Red and first got together back in 2005. I travelled to be with her for Christmas and we made love six times in one night in her room.
I was pretty spent back then too, even though I was only 23 at the time

[Tongue+groove]

. to literally begging her to stop.

I get it. When Mrs. G takes me down the neo road it can be physically exhausting and even painful. I get to the point that the slightest touch in the right spot will send me through waves of uncontrollable orgasms. I imagine it’s similar to being tazed.

[Sam3655]

Been tasered and nope not even close. Took a taser class as continuing education when I was a probation officer and had to be tasered to pass the class. The reason is you will know what it feels like so won’t abuse it when you have to use it. Secondly so that if a person grabs your taser you can draw your firearm and shoot them based on having been tased, you know that if the person tasered you then you would be unable to defend yourself.

The pain of 40,000 volts running through your body is excruciating. You can’t block it or push it down into a dark hole. I took the whole five seconds and freaked the others out when I was still standing at the end. I screamed like a girl, no offense ladies, but didn’t fall. I went first and didn’t know it was okay to fall down so I refused to fall. Had I known, I would have gone down.

[Chosen_Jackal]

There been so much intimacy and affection between Red and me lately that I can hardly believe we were close to having a dead bedroom a year and a half ago.
We were in a bad spot for a while back then, but we decided to work on our relationship and we got to a better place than either of us thought possible.

I took the day of work today. I’ve been working way too much overtime lately so I needed to just stay home with Red and charge my batteries.
Red is really recovering well from having surgery las month, but often needs to nap a little during daytime.
I joined her today and of course tried to get some fun going.
She shut me down today, saying she wasn’t feeling very horny, so I play pretended to be upset and said I wished I could masturbate then.

Alright was the answer.
She tossed me the key and told me to go ahead.
I wasn’t sure if she was serious or not, but decided to play along and removed the cage.
I got hard immediately and I must admit it felt nice to be stroking myself again.
Red had a mischievous look in her eyes at this point and said "go ahead and masturbate, but you’re not allowed to cum".

I wasn’t particularly disappointed by that. I wasn’t really wanting to cum but I did enjoy the rare freedom and the now strange sensation of stroking my own cock.
It hit me that something I used to do multiple times a week is now something that I haven’t really done in months.
I’ve only really been sexually stimulated by Red.

At this point Res got excited and took over. I was already edging myself so I was close to climax as it was.
I immediately felt the sensation rise and told her that she needed to be careful or I would cum.
She stopped and I felt the sensation dissipate, but a thick stream of cum oozed out a few seconds later.
There was no orgasm, at least not sensation wise, but I got soft noticeably faster than I usually do after a ruined orgasm.

In the hours that followed I felt more emotionally and mentally drained than I’m usually feeling after a ruined orgasm, but not as much as I usually feel after a proper orgasm.
I can only conclude that I had something between a normal and a ruined orgasm.

We showered and she locked me back up. We both agreed that we should be more careful with the ruined orgasms as it can be hard to balance on that edge. Especially this soon after the last time she gave a series of ruined ones.
But it was a great moment between us and we just chalk it down as another experience.

[Chosen_Jackal]

Red came to bed after me last night. I was already asleep, or close to it, when she woke me gently by making me roll over and lie with my back toward her as the little spoon. She didn’t say much, just held me, reached over, grabbed my caged cock firmly and said, “Mine.” Then she told me to lie still and not worry about anything.

It was such a simple moment, but it completely disarmed me. I was half-asleep, totally caught off guard. I didn’t expect anything physical to happen, especially since we hadn’t been sexual the last couple nights, but that’s what made it so powerful. She wasn’t trying to arouse me. She was just claiming me. Quietly, confidently.

I laid there with my cock twitching in the cage, painfully turned on and completely confused in the best way. I knew nothing else would happen, and yet I felt completely owned. That moment stayed with me all night.

Then, while I was making dinner yesterday, she twisted my nipple hard. I winced, and she playfully asked if I wanted her to do it again. I blushed and nodded, so she did. A moment later, she slapped my ass hard. Not a light tap, but something that really stung and made me feel it. It didn’t feel like play. It felt like she was in charge. And I loved it.

This morning, when she came downstairs, I stood up immediately, knelt at her feet, and kissed them. I thanked her for last night and for yesterday, and told her she made me feel seen and owned. She smiled warmly and said, “I just wanted to let you know that you’re mine. And that I’m in charge.”

That might be one of the most honest and powerful things she’s ever said to me.

She’s stepping into her role more and more, and I need to keep showing her that she can. That she should. That she already does.
Not with words, but through my actions. Through consistency. Through obedience.

That’s my work. And I’m proud to do it.

[Chosen_Jackal]

And now it hit me like a brick… I’m so incredibly horny today. No outlet. Just thinking about Red.
It didn’t help that she sent me a message saying she’s grateful for me not putting any pressure on her lately so tonight she wants some action.
I mean, I obviously loved hearing that, but the cage feels even tighter than normal today.

I wish I was better at putting this energy into something useful…