Smart! I’d keep that to myself as well.
[Sam3655] I’ve put it out there
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I’m locked and kept by Redraven, my life partner, soulmate and loving key holder. When life is hard, she’s keeps me feeling loved.
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Just as quickly as CS takes a dark turn, she turns back into the light. No paddles or riding craps . She just works and then watches television till I bring her dinner before saying she is tired and off to bed. This weekend, her mother had minor surgery to remove a port from her chest. The weather looked to be really bad so took off of work to drive her. C S sat in the back and slept while I drove. The dog sat upfront with me in his booster seat. There is no touching or play in her mother’s house. The XS Cobra cause a small sore so going cageless for the trip. Nice to be able to use a urinal at a rest stop and not worry about someone seeing. But I miss the cage.
I did stop at a comic shop and got some books. Just flipping through boxes looking at the covers I find very peaceful and fun. Bought some books and CS took the bag when we got in the car and started counting them. Turned to me and said there are thirty books so another month no orgasms. Well that got moved back to June 1.
I know when we get back my work will be behind. Then found out CS and her daughter are off to Boston next weekend to see her son. I am on pet duty.
I did stop at a comic shop and got some books. Just flipping through boxes looking at the covers I find very peaceful and fun. Bought some books and CS took the bag when we got in the car and started counting them. Turned to me and said there are thirty books so another month no orgasms. Well that got moved back to June 1.
I know when we get back my work will be behind. Then found out CS and her daughter are off to Boston next weekend to see her son. I am on pet duty.
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Not my weekend. “Killing Me Softly” just played. Next potential orgasm just got moved to July 1. Damn damn damn.
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And then we hit another comic shop. CS pulled nine more books for me. Add nine more days to the July 1 next orgasm.
I need this trip done.
I need this trip done.
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CS is off to Boston till Sunday to visit one of her sons. I, of course, am left with her dog and three cats and expected to take care of them.
It’s been a different kind of week. Last Sunday after driving CS to her mothers , grocery shopping for her mother and making a big dinner for her family, CS and I are laying in bed in her mother’s guest room trying to sleep in a full size bed. Her dog comes up and starts licking my face and CS yelled at us cause she needed another hour of sleep. This triggered something that I got mad, got out of bed to shower and pack the car for the seven hour drive back. During my shower, my anger left into a state of whatever. I really had nothing left to say to CS and was quiet on the drive home as she sat in the back seat and slept some more.
Every evening I take down CS’s bed and every morning I tidy her desk and get her morning Powerade ready and feed her cats. I have had no desire to do it all week and haven’t. I will answer her if she asks a question but otherwise no desire to talk to her. To be fair, I have no desire to talk to my insurance agent and keep letting his calls go to voicemail. I don’t have a desire to work, or even read the comics that cost me another month of no orgasm.
CS in response has not come into my room after her shower all this week and seems content to work and then sit on the couch waiting for me to bring her dinner. Then she lays down to watch television with her animals.
And truth be told, kind of glad she is gone for the next couple days. Hopefully I will get out of this funk of not caring. Not sure why the need another hour of sleep set me off. I know her kids, grandkids, work, dog, cat, mother, Pittsburgh Steelers, Cleveland Cavaliers and Guardians all come before I do. Guess I have to add sleep to that list now.
It’s been a different kind of week. Last Sunday after driving CS to her mothers , grocery shopping for her mother and making a big dinner for her family, CS and I are laying in bed in her mother’s guest room trying to sleep in a full size bed. Her dog comes up and starts licking my face and CS yelled at us cause she needed another hour of sleep. This triggered something that I got mad, got out of bed to shower and pack the car for the seven hour drive back. During my shower, my anger left into a state of whatever. I really had nothing left to say to CS and was quiet on the drive home as she sat in the back seat and slept some more.
Every evening I take down CS’s bed and every morning I tidy her desk and get her morning Powerade ready and feed her cats. I have had no desire to do it all week and haven’t. I will answer her if she asks a question but otherwise no desire to talk to her. To be fair, I have no desire to talk to my insurance agent and keep letting his calls go to voicemail. I don’t have a desire to work, or even read the comics that cost me another month of no orgasm.
CS in response has not come into my room after her shower all this week and seems content to work and then sit on the couch waiting for me to bring her dinner. Then she lays down to watch television with her animals.
And truth be told, kind of glad she is gone for the next couple days. Hopefully I will get out of this funk of not caring. Not sure why the need another hour of sleep set me off. I know her kids, grandkids, work, dog, cat, mother, Pittsburgh Steelers, Cleveland Cavaliers and Guardians all come before I do. Guess I have to add sleep to that list now.
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Sam3655 wrote: ↑Thu Apr 10, 2025 12:21 pm CS is off to Boston till Sunday to visit one of her sons. I, of course, am left with her dog and three cats and expected to take care of them.
It’s been a different kind of week. Last Sunday after driving CS to her mothers , grocery shopping for her mother and making a big dinner for her family, CS and I are laying in bed in her mother’s guest room trying to sleep in a full size bed. Her dog comes up and starts licking my face and CS yelled at us cause she needed another hour of sleep. This triggered something that I got mad, got out of bed to shower and pack the car for the seven hour drive back. During my shower, my anger left into a state of whatever. I really had nothing left to say to CS and was quiet on the drive home as she sat in the back seat and slept some more.
Every evening I take down CS’s bed and every morning I tidy her desk and get her morning Powerade ready and feed her cats. I have had no desire to do it all week and haven’t. I will answer her if she asks a question but otherwise no desire to talk to her. To be fair, I have no desire to talk to my insurance agent and keep letting his calls go to voicemail. I don’t have a desire to work, or even read the comics that cost me another month of no orgasm.
CS in response has not come into my room after her shower all this week and seems content to work and then sit on the couch waiting for me to bring her dinner. Then she lays down to watch television with her animals.
And truth be told, kind of glad she is gone for the next couple days. Hopefully I will get out of this funk of not caring. Not sure why the need another hour of sleep set me off. I know her kids, grandkids, work, dog, cat, mother, Pittsburgh Steelers, Cleveland Cavaliers and Guardians all come before I do. Guess I have to add sleep to that list now.
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No worries denied, like I said just a funk I am dealing with. If it wasn’t for life’s lows, we would not truly appreciate the highs. And yes that sounds like a cat poster.
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CS has returned. She greeted the dog, cats, called her mother letting know she was home and talked to her daughter that was on the trip with her.
While she was gone, I got down the Easter decorations from the attic and put out the lawn decorations. The house was cleaned, the animals fed, dog walked. The dog was ecstatic she was home.
CS complained she felt a snap in her knee boarding the plane and her other daughter, the physical therapist says she may have torn her meniscus. While she lays on the couch, I am out walking the dog and getting him fed. I hear her tell the dog how she can see him looking at her with love in his eyes. The way I used to look at her. Ouch. Feeling pretty damn unappreciated at the moment. Just shaking my head.
While she was gone, I got down the Easter decorations from the attic and put out the lawn decorations. The house was cleaned, the animals fed, dog walked. The dog was ecstatic she was home.
CS complained she felt a snap in her knee boarding the plane and her other daughter, the physical therapist says she may have torn her meniscus. While she lays on the couch, I am out walking the dog and getting him fed. I hear her tell the dog how she can see him looking at her with love in his eyes. The way I used to look at her. Ouch. Feeling pretty damn unappreciated at the moment. Just shaking my head.
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Ok ok I get it, basic editorialized, even brief, commentary in journeys is frowned upon. I do believe I have even been told, sort of indirectly to "go away" if I can't comply even...
But Sam...ouch....I feel for you man. I know you will say "no worries, denied" but with all you do, and all we read that you do. With all you sacrifice, even though you asked for it. That has to be a bit painful.