[InversionOfControl] I asked for this; let’s see how it goes.

[InversionOfControl]

Last night I begged to eat my wife’s pussy. After she had enough, she decided to reward me by spanking my balls. She had me lay on my back, and she lifted up the shaft of my cage. Then every time my cock throbbed, she gave my balls a smack. This went on for 15 minutes and was the most severe ball pain she’s given me to date. I felt it for a good 12ish minutes afterwards. I loved it.

[InversionOfControl]

Tonight wifey and I rewatched the movie Harry Potter and the goblet of fire. Towards the entire of the movie she put her head on my chest and caressed my groin. She teased my cage, massaged and tickled my balls, rubbed my inner thighs and taint. She giggled at my needy cock wanting and failing to get hard. At the end of the movie, she spanked my balls with her hand a few times, then asked “do you want a break?” I didn’t say anything and she hit my balls harder. “Do you want a break?” I didn’t say anything and she hit my balls harder. This happened twice more before I said yes, I need a break. She massaged me gently then, kissed my check, and got up.

She’s getting ready for bed now.

[InversionOfControl]

She’s gone to bed now. I tucked her in. She had me stand beside her side of the bed so she could fondle me a little more before telling me to leave the room so she can sleep.

Earlier today we were talking and I asked to be unlocked for edging. She said no and went on to say: I’ve been way too generous, I’m starting to see. That’s over. You’re going to be going much longer stretches without being unlocked. Start getting used to it.

Be still my heart

[InversionOfControl]

My 22 day denial period ended with wifey unlocking & riding me. I told her I was getting close and she gave me permission to cum. I had eaten her pussy that morning, and she said she might let me come later that night. I didn’t expect it to happen but happy it did. I had been asking for longer denials, and she really went for it. I was locked back in my MM Jail Bird immediately after.

The next day was a different. I felt extremely docile, compliant, submissive. The day felt slower, my body felt relaxed. I could smell the roses, so to speak. It felt like time slowed down, I could sort of think more clearly. That feeling has now carried into today.

I’ve dreamt of living a life like this for some 25 years, and here I am now. It is everything I dreamed it could be.

[Tongue+groove]

Sounds euphoric and yes three weeks seems to be the magic time for no drop to occur.

[InversionOfControl]

@Tongue+groove ohhh, interesting! I suspected that could be it but wasn’t sure. That’s excellent

[InversionOfControl]

It’s past noon and wifey is still asleep. I’ve been up since 7:30am. I went to bed early but she stayed up late, unwinding from visiting family on Christmas. Understandable. We don’t have kids so it’s pretty easy for us to have some alone time.

I was just thinking about our kinky journey, and recalled that I used to worry I had erectile dysfunction because occasionally when we had sex, I would have slight difficulty staying hard and cumming. This was years ago but at the time I was jerking off once, sometimes twice, a day. I was using masturbation as a trivial coping mechanism for stress and boredom. At the time I did wonder if my habit was affecting my performance with my wife, but I didn’t have the will power to stop and test that question.

In retrospect, yes. It was definitely the masturbation. I have zero problem with this now.

Silly boy.

[Tongue+groove]

Goood for you. I too found that my masturbation was the reason I struggled to cum during sex. I could last for hours and she would wear out and get frustrated with me. I haven’t masturbated in secret in almost a year and she is more excited about intimacy and chastity is now our way of life. To top it all off if I diy it’s at her direction (3 times in the last year) and quite an emotional struggle.

So congratulations it’s paying off for both of you.

[InversionOfControl]

I’ll be hiatus for a while. Last night, after another miss-step, I asked to be unlocked and to take a break from the dynamic. We will eventually play with it again, but for now, I’m signing off. Take care, yall. Happy new year.

[denied_one]

To top it all off if I diy it’s at her direction (3 times in the last year) and quite an emotional struggle.

Ok great question on top of my question and that is

"is this the right place to ask this question"

@Tongue+groove can you clarify what the emotional struggle is in this instance?