[Carolina Cyclist] Our new lifestyle...

[carolina cyclist]

I got back home late Wednesday night and life got in the way as I was exhausted and not very horny...neither was MrsL. I had been up nearly 19 hours and simply collapsed in bed and don't remember when she came to bed.

Last night, even with the nagging issues with the scar tissue, MrsL and I had a fanstastic night. As we were sitting on the couch before bed, MrsL swing her feet up in my lap and said "my feet are sore..." which gave me an instant erection. I massaged her feet for about an hour then asked her if I could go to bed. She grinned and said "sure, I will wake you up later." She is a night owl and I am the early bird so it makes things interesting. She woke me up a couple of hours later stroking me and playing with the ring in my PA. It is still in even though I am unlocked because I gauged up so we are ensuring everything is healed. After some passionate kissing and cuddling, she grabbed my head and guided me down on her. I went to work licking, nibbling, and chewing as she moaned and wiggled. All of a sudden, she rolled over and told me to get on my back. She pulled my arms down by my sides and told me no touching and turned and straddled me placing her wonderfully intoxicating pussy directly over my mouth. She instructed me "tongue only" as she started sucking my cock. The PA piercing was extremely sensitive and she edged me several times. Every time, I had to stop licking her due to getting close...she increased her intensity. I was never able to bring her to an orgasm while she was on top. Finally after what seemed like an hour, she rolled over and giggled as she said, "the only one getting an orgasm tonight is me...finish me!" It was awesome. After 3 great orgasms she pulled me up, gave me a kiss/whispered I Love you, and rolled over.

I am still unlocked due to the scar tissue swelling....and have been so horny but I am not going to be bad. If the swelling issue doesn't clear up I am going to have to go see my doc.

[carolina cyclist]

There were no plans yesterday so we got to wake up slowly and naturally. For once, MrsL woke up before I did and I was pleasantly surprised because I was woken up to her gently running her fingernails up and down my swollen cock. She continued edging me for nearly an hour, fingernails, hands, mouth, and even the vibrator. I was so close I started begging...of course...that didn't work and only caused her to be a little more intense. I asked her if I could give her an orgasm and she simply said..."no not until tonight..." Damn was I horny! We finally got up and headed to the local theme park. The aching/swelling in my scrotum seems to be clearing up so we are both happy about that.

Life happened while we were at the theme park creating quite a stressful situation for the family. Without going too much in to detail...but...addiction in a loved one is painful.

After things calmed down and we were decompressing last night, MrsL was lounging in her recliner and I thought the night would end with us simply going to bed. Boy was I wrong. MrsL. looked at me and told me to stand in front of her and strip. I had been dozing on the couch and had an obvious erection which felt great. I got in front of her and took my gym shorts off and let me full hard on out and MrsL began stroking it with one foot. She alternated using one foot and trapping my engorged member against my stomach and stroking...curling her toes around the shaft. She would focus on the PA piercing for awhile then use her full foot to press my balls in to my body. A couple of times I must have closed my eyes or looked down because she ordered me to look her in the eyes and not break eye contact. That in and of itself was nearly enough to cause me to lose it and erupt. The look on her face, with her devilish little grin or chewing on her bottom lip was intoxicating. She finally took both feet and wrapped them around my shaft and started jacking my cock in rhythm and I started squirming. When I started my little jig, she told me to stand still or she would stop and send me to be without finishing...which gave me hope that there would be a finish. As she increased her intensity and could tell I was oh so close...she giggled and asked "can I help you?" Wow! I couldn't even get out an answer which caused her to laugh. After a few more minutes, she simply stopped, let her feet slowly slide up the length of my cock pinning it against her left foot with her right, and used her right big toe to massage the head. She stopped just as I felt the muscles in my groin begin to pulse....and left me standing there desparately trying to hump the air to finish the orgams. Nothing happened...not even a ruined orgasm...as she knew just when to stop.

As she got up, she instructed me to get a bag of ice out of the freeze and calm down before I came to bed. She was fast asleep by the time I got to bed and it took me nearly an hour, even after "icing" down to finally fall asleep. What a great day!

[carolina cyclist]

While at my son's umpire gig, (oldest son....2 DUI's...no license right now...feel like a new parent again) MrsL sent me a text "all clean and smell good..." with her little angel and demon emoticons so I could not wait to get home. When we got home, she was lounging in her recliner in her bath robe. It is a short 100% terry cotton robe that barely covers her wonderful ass and anytime I see her wearing it I immediately start getting horny. My son went upstairs to change clothes and MrsL took that opportunity to confirm my dirty thoughts...completely naked under the robe. Almost instant erection (I am free until the Steelheart arrives). After a few minutes kissing and due to my son coming back downstairs, she covered back up and sent me off to bed!

Both MrsL and my son are night owls and his game had gone late due to lightning so it was already 11:45 pm. I came to bed not knowing when she would come up or what she had in mind. I woke up as she was closing the door. The scent of her mingled with the scent of the bath oils she uses had my mind reeling. She slipped out of her robe and crawled in bed and instantly started stroking my cock and telling me how Father's Day was going to be a very special day. We don't keep up with how many days I go between orgasms...officially...but I do. It has been 20 with the last 3 or 4 consisting of constant tease and denial. She started using her fingernails on my cock...digging them in as she pulled up and lightly scratching as she went down. She edged me 3 times then told me she needed to be satisfied. Even though she has only ever reached orgasm once while sitting on my face...she climbed up on my face and I started nibbling, licking, and kissing her womanhood. As I was servicing her with my tongue...she reached around and alternated between pinching my nipples and stroking my cock. When she started grinding on my tongue and her breathing became more pronounced...I knew she was close....then she stopped and rolled off....WOW! She laid on the bed and spread her legs apart. Without missing a beat she grabbed a handful of hair and pulled me back down to her snatch, which was now completely engorged and dripping. I gave her two great orgasms in no time.

As I crawled back in bed beside her, she laid her head on my chest. "We never finished our conversation about discipline we started about a month ago" she said as she alternately carressed each nipple. My heart skipped a beat. I asked what she meant by discipline...if it was going to be strictly related to our chastity play or if it was going to include all aspects of our life. "Well, when I have busted my butt getting all of the laundry done while you were at the game and then come upstairs to find some of YOUR dirty clothes laying in the corner....I think...NO I KNOW...we are going to include it in all aspects of our daily lifes." I asked her if I needed to keep up with each time I did something wrong she very curtly said "Did I tell you that I wanted you to keep up with them!" With that she gave me a kiss and stroked my still hard cock a few times then whispered in my ear..."sweet dreams, honey" and rolled over to go to sleep.

I am not sure where this will go and am not sure where my head is on this whole deal. But, as many others have noted on these forums....BCWYWF. I don't know if we are taking our first steps down the path of a full WLM or not but I am happily along for the journey. With my job, I am always in a leadership / take charge role....I really think I could and would be 100% happy in a true WLM.

[carolina cyclist]

Received email notification that MrsL's Steelheart has been shipped. Told her this morning and she simply asked..."are you ready for this..."

[carolina cyclist]

Well, Mother Nature has a way of always imposing her will. MrsL and I are in our early 50's (well she is and I am one year away from 50). She has still not started menopause and was very upset that Mother Nature showed up Saturday. As we were laying in bed last night she started stroking my cock and telling me what she had planned to do to me for my Father's Day gift. Needless to say, it was more frustrating than having her do it. She also told me that if the Steelheart arrives before Mother Nature finishes...it may be awhile...maybe my birthday which is not until the end of August!!! It has been 24 days already and I think the longest I have ever gone is 27. While I want the Steelheart to get here...I hope it is later this week.

MrsL also informed me that going forward unauthorized orgasms without her express permission would result in a new punishment...she will make me sit in front of her naked and edge myself to her command with ruined orgasms, if any, for the punishment. She said that she would make me do this at least 3 times with at least 2 weeks between each punishment and at no time during this punishment period would she touch me anywhere below the waist! Prior to this attempt at chastity, I would mastrubate at least once a day but never in front of MrsL. Being told that she is going to punish unapproved orgasms by having me masturbate in front of her...well I am petrified. To me, just thinking about it is way too embarrassing. So, I guess I better learn some damn good control techniques as I nearly lost it last night when she informed of this new punishment possibility.

This morning, I got a quick example of just how serious MrsL is becoming about discipline. She has a well established system for laundry and hanging up clothes: each person has a color for their clothes hangers. It has been an ongoing joke with MrsL for me to mess up the system. NOT ANYMORE. As she was overseeing me hanging up some laundry I playfully grabbed the wrong color hanger and quickly received two quick and FIRM barehanded slaps on the ass. I have on running shorts and she definitely got my attention. No more mixing up hangers for this guy!!!

[carolina cyclist]

To use a baseball reference, MrsL "hit for the cycle" over the last 24 hours when it comes to T&D with OD. Yesterday morning, I woke up and started gently massaging MrsL's back and she rolled over and started stroking my now pulsing cock. She edged me 3 or 4 times and the last time I felt like I was going to explode but she clamped down around the base and nothing happened. I felt the muscles contracting but there was not ejaculate. Later in the day, as I was urinating...a big glob of cum oozes out of my penis....I guess that is what a stifled orgams feels like??

Last night, MrsL had me tied to the bed and had every intention, according to what she told me, to ride me to orgasm then climb up on my face and make me clean her wonderful cum filled pussy...until...while she was giving me awesome oral sex...she thought she stopped in time. Unfortunately, no matter how hard I tried to stop the orgasm it simply trickled out. I asked her if I stopped and she just giggled and said, NOPE. She doesn't like the word ruined so she refers to them as spoiled. Deep down, based on her cute little evil giggle, I think that was her plan all along.

This morning, I woke up and again started massaging her back. I rolled on top of her and we kissed passionately for several minutes. MrsL actually did something that really got my engine running...she grabbed a handful of hair and pulled me into her as we kissed. Anyway, I digress. Even after having had a stifled and spoiled orgasm, I was and still am horny as hell...so I begged to be inside her. She said yes but I couldn't cum. I went wild but controlled myself until she finally relented and said those three words: you can cum. It has been 27 days...it was wonderful. Afterwards, I was allowed to wipe away most of my cum with a towel and gave her 2 body shaking orgams.

I am still uncaged as the Steelheart is due any day. MrsL hinted that she might even give me another shot at an orgasm tonight!!

So, in 24 hours stifled, spoiled, and full on PIV orgasms. Feeling honored to be under her control!

[carolina cyclist]

MrsL teased me mercilessly all day Friday. It was wonderfully frustrating and was a fantastic reminder of my commitment to her. I even chronicled in the "hottest thing your keyholder has said" forum about how she walked up to me at my desk in her bath wrap and asked me if I wanted a sneak peak and showed me her freshly shaved pussy...which drives me wild! Friday night, she allowed me to worship her feet, well her entire body, for over an hour. I sucked each toe, licked the bottom of her feet, nibbled up the back of calves and thighs and then she ordered me to use my tongue on her rosebud! I tongued her rosebud as she moaned and sqirmed on the bed. After a few minutes she rolled over and gave me permission to taste her cunt. Dripping with her wonderful juices, I anxiously started lapping and licking focusing on her engorged vaginal lips. At some point, MrsL reached down and pulled my head up so my tongue was focused on her clit. I brought her to several orgasms...and during the last of them...she said "cum inside me..." I didn't need to be told twice and drove my cock deep inside her. I didn't last long becasue she had already given me permission to cum. A few thrust later and I was emptying my balls...what little was left...deep inside her again for the 2nd time in a few hours. After cleaning her up, I crawled in to bed and she laid her head on my chest and wrapped a hand around my limp cock. "You have been unlocked for a long time and if your Steelheart doesn't show up tomorrow...you are going back in your Bon4...understand." With that she drifted off to sleep.

She let me remain unlocked until after the mail came and we were both exceedingly happy that my Steelworxx Steelheart arrived. I was so excited that it took some ice to calm things down enough to get it on. The first thing we had to accomplish was get the captive bead ring in the PA. It took both of us to get that in but it was worth it...after some more ice. The 42mm ring was a bit snug to get on as was the small tube and after a little more ice MrsL slid the lock in to place, looked up at me, and smiled. The first half hour was a bit unusual and my sac was a bit red. We had already decided to go down to our neighborhood pool for an afternoon swim so after about an hour in my Steelheart MrsL unlocked me. I am not sure if a chlorinated pool is the best thing for stainless steel so better to be safe.

After our swim and a nice hot shower, I had no trouble at all getting back in MrsL's Steelheart. I sent her a text asking her to come upstairs and put the lock in place...and with that I am locked back up again. MrsL and I talked about a regular maintenance cycle for the first week: supervised removal and showering every other day but other day. We never set release dates; however, MrsL matter of factly told me last night I would be locked up for at least 7 days to get me refocused on being chaste.

That wasn't the end of the "first" for the evening. After my son went to bed, she asked me to go upstairs and make sure his door was shut. When I came back down and confirmed he was in his room with the door shut she looked at me and told me it was discipline time. She made kneel down in front of her and recounted all of the things I had done since we discussed adding discipline to our relationship that was warranting discipline: leaving my clothes on the floor in our room, three times leaving my coffee cup in the Keurig making her Chai tea taste bad, and as she glanced over to a load of towels I had taken out of the dryer earlier in the day that was still on the couch, not folding clothes as I take them out of the dryer. She informed me that she didn't want our bedroom to associated with discipline so I was to go out to the garage, turn off the opener so we wouldn't be interrupted by our oldest son coming home, strip naked, lean over the hood of her car and wait for her. She also told me that while I was waiting I should reflect on being more attentive to her rules. With that she took a foot and pushed me away from her and simply said, "GO!" My heart was pounding out of my chest, my mind was racing wildly...were we really going to add this to our relationship after 26 years, and oddly enough I was surprised that I was not trying to get an erection in the Steelheart. I went to the garage, followed her orders explicitly, and lay across the hood of her car naked. As I heard her walking out, I was both excited and contemplative about this new phase of our life and eagerly embraced it in my mind. In my job as a fraud investigator, I have to be in charge and confront people all day every day and accepting my submissive side washed over me last night in a wave that was nearly overpowering. MrsL walked out and told me how her Mother had always used a slotted wooden spoon for discipline and we were going to start with one of those. She gently caressed each cheek and told me 2 swats for each offense meant I was getting 10 swats tonight. "Are you ready", she asked
"Yes, Princess I am ready"

Any doubt about these being playful little swats quicly went away with the first strike. It was firm and intense. MrsL alternated between cheeks but each swat gained intensity. I didn't need to see my backside to know it was glowing red when she finished. After the 10th stoke, she gently rubbed each cheek with her hand while informing me these discipline sessions were going to be more freqent and more intense if I didn't do better with her rules. "Now get dressed and come in here and massage my feet". With that, she walked away and left me to think about what had just happened. Sitting at her feet was a bit different and she really enjoyed watching me try to get comfortable. "Is there a problem as to why you can't sit still" she asked with a cute little grin. When I replied no she said "then sit still and massage..."

What a day and night.

[carolina cyclist]

Last night, MrsL came to bed very horny. She climbed on top of me rubbing the Steelheart and telling me she was so glad I was back under lock and key. We kissed and stoked each other's body for several minutes then she grabbed my hair and directed my mouth to her crotch. She was dripping wet already and I eagerly put my tongue and mouth to work.

We wound up in her favorite position: laying across the bed, me kneeling, leaving her feet to dangle and play with my locked cock. Being as I was in a new chastity device there was some pinching and binding and while I was bringing MrsL to her 2nd orgasm I took my right hand and started trying to adjut my balls to relieve the pinching. MrsL's left foot moved around my arm and pinned my hand to my thigh and she sat up in the bed. "What the hell are you doing down there?" she demanded. I told her the truth that all I was doing was trying to relieve some of the pinching but she was having none of it.

"I thought we agreed that if I was in the room and my cock and balls needed adjusting I would be the one doing it!"

"Yes."

"So the next time your hand goes anywhere near my locked cock and balls when I am in the room...whatever we are doing will stop immediately, I will take off YOUR cage, and you will masturbate in front of me...but will not cum! When I am done making you edge yourself you will be locked up for a LONG LONG time. Do I make myself clear?"

You know what is the most confusingly incredible thing about it....I actually felt bad for trying to adjust myself. I laid down on her breast and she played with my hair as we drifted off to sleep. All I could think about as I fell asleep was how she said "your cage". She hasn't referred to it as anything other than hers for several weeks. I got the message loud and clear!

[carolina cyclist]

Last night, or early this morning I think, as I was snuggled in behind MrsL after having given her 3 great orgasms I simply said, "thank you for never making your wonderful body off limits to me." I didn't think she heard me or if she did she didn't say anything.

I woke her up this morning with her normal back, legs, and foot massage as she gently woke up. She edged me 3 or 4 times prior to getting out of bed. When she finally finished toying with me and got up she looked me in the eyes and put her finger under my chin ensuring we were eye to eye. "Why would I ever want to make my body off limits to you" she asked.

Wow, she did hear my comment last night!

I told her it would be another step in teasing me and driving me crazy. She simply said "oh", got dressed and left me to make the bed.

A few minutes ago I went downstairs to get some lunch and I couldn't help but look at her and smile as she was working from the sofa. She caught me looking at her and smiled and motioned me to come over to her. She set her laptop down and leaned back in her recliner so she had easy access to her unlocked cock and started gently tickling my balls through my shorts. When she let her cute little evil smile come across her face I knew I was in for something new.

"Starting at 10 pm tonight through 10 pm tomorrow night you are not allowed to touch me in any way that can't be done in public or as if our boys were in the room. That includes our bedroom. If you err in judgement, each touch will result in 10 licks during our next discipline session and the 24 hours starts over. Understood?"

What makes it more difficult is that I am unlocked again because the Steelheart is a bit snug and created some rubbing issues. It is being sent back for some adjustments and we have sort of agreed to not use the Bon4. So, she has full unfettered access to my body, as it should be, and I am limited to non sexual touching for 24 hours starting at 10 tonight.

[carolina cyclist]

Well, that didn't take long... !

MrsL and I were sitting in the family room watching television by ourselves: one son in bed and the other out with friends, and I thought it would be a great time for her foot massage. She was okay with that but before I knew what I was doing I was sucking on her toes. She started laughing which caused me to stop and look up at her.

"Is that something you would be doing if our boys were in the room...or better yet if one of our parents were here..."

"Uh, no"

"Well then, it is off limits! You can massage my feet and rub some of the foot cream on them but sucking on my toes is off limits. It is now 11:30 so the clock resets. Now go to the garage and wait on me."

I walked to the garage, turned off the garage door opener, dropped my shorts to the floor, pulled my shirt up, and laid over the hood of her car my bare ass hers for the taking. She made me wait for about 5 minutes in that position then came out and delivered quite the spanking. It was only 10 swats but she meant business with each one being a bit more intense than the last. We came back in and sat down on the sofa and she put her feet in my lap. "You can massage them some more." As I was massaging them I was watching her. She has never been one to pleasure herself. Tonight, after spanking me and then making me continue to massage her feet she was running a finger over her clit through her shorts. Damn....that is driving me mad.

For the first time in nearly 5 months she is not only denying me orgasms...she is apparently working through her own inhibitions of touching herself and making me watch! Happily Frustrated cyclist!