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Rufusstone wrote: Mon May 26, 2025 4:52 am Do you think Wendy may appear again this year?
As a caged man, you are at the mercy of your key holder's whims. At the moment, Miss R is completely crazy about my balls.
This is because of her colleague who made a piece of jewelry for them.
She now sees them as her own property and wants me to keep them in top condition and as beautiful as possible.
They should be nice and smooth and tight.
At the moment, I also wear a special belt so that, as she calls them, her balls are nicely lifted and stand out even better.
And now they serve as entertainment where I am not allowed to show that I like it.
Which is very frustrating.

So as long as she is busy with that,
I don't think she needs Wendy.
Which I sometimes miss myself.
I enjoyed transforming myself into her.
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Well, I suppose we’re only halfway through the year so plenty of time for Miss R to change her mind!
Always great to read your updates, thank you.
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Something to celebrate.

Last Friday Miss R's colleague came by spontaneously after dinner.
She rang the doorbell and I had to open the front door.
This caused me some stress, because it is forbidden to put on the bath robe.
I thought why did we ever put in a different front door without a peephole.
But instead a horse stable door that can open in two parts.
And now we have made it a normal door again.
Carefully opened the door and it was Miss R's colleague.
Am I coming at an inconvenient time she asked.
No, you never come at an inconvenient time I said.
Let her in, still just as beautiful as usual she said.
Thank you I said, Miss R is in the living room.
You are still wearing it she said.
Yes, its beautiful special gift should be worn, right.
That's sweet she said, they look so beautiful.
Thank you I said.
Would you like something to drink I asked
Yes, a passion fruit tea, they answered.
Then I will take care of it I said.
You are so sweet and gallant she said.
Of course that is how it should be, and took her to Miss R.

I wanted to surprise Miss R with something tasty and special. After all, she had said that she wanted something with my milk more often And wanted to surprise her with it.
But good that she is here now and not later I thought.
I heard them how much fun they were having and brought her tea. It immediately fell silent when I came in.
It must have been about me again I thought.
Put her tea down and while I did that, she gave me a slap on my bottom
Which went quite hard and also startled me so that I spilled.
Said thank you, clean it up and get you other tea.
Miss R laughed about it. The hanger moved, she said.
Yes, said her colleague and got an extra slap on my bottom.
All this within a few seconds.
Cleaned it up and got other tea.
Expected another slap, but it didn't happen.
Went back to the kitchen and cleaned everything up.
Luckily I hadn't taken anything out of the freezer yet.
After that I went to do the laundry.
When I was done I went back to her then, to ask if she wanted anything else.
Yes, said Miss R in your corner.
Thought she meant it, does she want me to sit in the corner.
She punished me for spilling while she is there.
Didn't feel comfortable at all.
She laughed and said come sit next to me, the other one will come later.
Why does she say that when she is there.
What is her goal, telling what that means.

Her colleague hadn't really noticed it and was rummaging around in her bag.
She took out a bag.
I made something new, she said, holding something up.
It was a brown leather belt.
She gave it to Miss R.
How beautifully made, it even has an embossing of the thistle on it, and beautiful bronze buttons with Celtic symbols and bronze rings and a buckle and snaps.
She showed it to me, it's beautiful, she said.
Yes, very beautiful, for my sporan, I said.
No, but I can make the same for you, she said, so that it's a set. Miss R laughed and gave it back to her, the honor is yours, she said.
Come here said her colleague, and stand in front of me which I did.
I will make you even more beautiful Mr Pomukeltje she said.
Then I knew what it was for.
With great difficulty she stuffed part of the belt through the ring. Nice and tight she said while she looked at me with a smile.
I had become a bit excited which made it extra tight
She fastened the other side, had to turn me around and buckled it.
How do you like it she asked Miss R .
Very nice now Mr Pomukeltje is nicely forward.
Can it be a bit tighter so that it looks even better.
Yes, enough holes left.
She pulled it even tighter .
That's perfect said Miss R.
Turn around and show her said Miss R. Did that .
Yes very nice she said.

It felt strange that my balls were forward.
Close your legs said Miss R. I did that .
Perfect like that she said.
Now walk around to see what that looks like said Miss R.
Walked around, just like I was showing it at a fashion show.
How elegant you walk said her colleague.
For the first time I didn't feel my balls, it seemed like they had disappeared.
There was nothing between my legs that felt strange.
First no dick and now no balls.
The pendant looks even better now said Miss R.
Yes and I also made a matching one said her colleague.
She took another one out of her bag.
Come here beautiful balls boy she said laughing.
She took one off and put the other on.
There were hanging on three bronze colored chains a pendant of the tree of life with a bronze ball underneath so that it hung straight.
The middle one hung exactly in the middle and just touches the bottom of my balls.
The two on the side are a bit shorter.
Very beautiful said Miss R.
Just like a warrior said her colleague.
A warrior without a sword laughed Miss R.
He doesn't need one, he is well protected with his armor laughed her colleague.
Yes nice shock absorbers that protect him extra said Miss R.
Yes very nice shock absorbers that drive all women crazy said her colleague
That's for sure said Miss R.

The only thing I could think of was no feeling of my balls and the punishment.
I hoped that I would be forgiven now that I was wearing this.
That should be enough.
Now make sure that they always stay nice said Miss R.
I thought that you have to take care of that, you made them like that.
Because of the teasing I was still excited and imagined that they were being played with.
But of course this did not happen.
She brought something to drink and the teasing continued.
Maybe we should give him a different name said her colleague. Various names were suggested.
From knight without a dick. to lord with the big balls.
But it became King Kenny.
Because it looked like Kenny's hat from South Park.
I was happy with that name even though it is my Mr Pomukeltje.
The days after that I had to get used to the belt quite a bit.
No feeling in my balls.
I hoped that when I wore the kilt with the sporan I would feel something.
But that didn't happen either.
Only when I sit with my legs closed I feel them on my upper legs.
I also had to hang the sporan a bit lower because otherwise it doesn't hang properly between my legs.
It just kept hanging on my balls.
Even though it's a small change,
it gives a completely different feeling.
And even needed a certain adjustment.
I eventually got the punishment because I had spilled tea. Miss R thought it was unacceptable.

In June we are going to London.
We have participated the WNBR (world naked bike ride) for a few years.
The last few years it was not possible because I wear a chastity cage.
And Miss R did not want to take it off for that.
Before we did it in our own country as well as in Germany, Belgium, France.
Because I have not come for more than a year and a half.
She wants to celebrate it by participating.
Where I am of course unlocked for a very long weekend.
We are going together with a few friends of ours.
I am really looking forward to it.
It will be strange to be unlocked.
And I hope to enjoy it, after all it is for a good cause.
And hopefully the weather will be good and nice.
We will be at Heritage Naturist Club Crowthorne.
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Why.

Miss R always wants me to be naked at home.
For her it has a good reason.
At that moment I am not her equal, and it shows that she decides about her own body. I
n addition, it shows that I am there for her comfort and to serve. In addition, it also gives Miss R more self-confidence.
For me, the submissive feeling is aroused by it.
It may sound strange because we are naturists.
But for me it feels like that.
When we are naked together we are almost equal.
Only the penis cage shows that I am devoted to her.
Because I am naked, the visual of male dominance is no longer present.
Which makes my vulnerability visible.
By being naked it is visually visible that I am hers and to serve her and to take care of her.
The cage ensures that the cock also takes away the male dominance.
And that she makes sure that it can only be unlocked on her terms.
And my sexual desires are tamed.
.It is not to humiliate me that I am naked and she is dressed.
But to make it visually visible of our FLR lifestyle.
And the desexualization of women.
I myself feel more appreciated for the qualities that I give her. In addition, I have also come to appreciate her choice of clothing more and it does not matter what she is wearing now.
When she is dressed sexy, it does not mean that she challenges me, but rather rewards me by arousing my lusts that she can control herself.
And I also keep under control.
Although it has become normal by now.
She still enjoys my nakedness every day.
I myself also find it wonderful to show myself to her like this.
Of course it sometimes has something sexual.
Especially when she teases me and excites me.
Although I cannot get a real hard-on, it is visually visible.
Tighter balls, stiff nipples, the appearance of me.
Only she decides if something will be done with it on her own terms.
She can touch me whenever she wants, play with me whenever it suits her.
Without any obligation to have sex.
CFNM is much more than that it is about something sexual.
I think that CFNM also fits well in the lifestyle of FLR relationship and chastity.

I myself found it difficult at first to have to show myself like that to her girl friends.
It felt a bit humiliating.
It soon became clear to me that it was not about humiliation.
But precisely to show her girl friends that a man can also be vulnerable.
When you take away his clothes, the dominant disappears. Although it was a bit uncomfortable for both sides at first.
I noticed that they appreciated me for what I did.
It gave them more self-confidence, by asking things for themselves.
But also being interested in how I felt.
I myself noticed that I actually started to enjoy serving them too. Which was also appreciated by them.
And it is nice to receive compliments from them.
Of course, they also laugh at me and sometimes humiliate me a bit.

The thing I had the most trouble with was not so much the cage I was wearing.
But with the butt plug too, even though it wasn't very visible.
The reason I wear it is not just for the sexual.
But also for the visual.
It looks better to Miss R when I bend over.
It also shows that she has a say in it.
And she can tease and excite me with it at all times.
In the meantime I have also been given a nickname, namely Adonis.
According to one of the girl friends I look like a statue from Roman times.
Where men have a small penis and their balls are also clearly visible.

I myself thought they come once or twice and then it is over interesting.
But they keep coming because they like it.
And they also dare to say and do more and more.
Such as giving me a slap on my buttocks, feeling my balls and challenging me.
Where I do my best to remain polite and polite.
Even though they sometimes say some humiliating things.
In addition, Miss R enjoys to get on my nerves.
By saying you will be punished.
Hopefully someone will come unexpectedly while we are eating. Which happened once and I felt very uncomfortable about it.
But generally speaking I don't have any trouble with it anymore and I enjoy it myself.

According to Miss R it has only one goal and that is FLR is a much better relationship than a male dominated relationship.
And to show her girl friends that it works.
And by keeping a man caste you get a much better man in return. And you as a woman are valued as it should be.
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It is easier to see this way.

I have been wearing the belt for more than two weeks now.
The first few days it was okay to wear it.
But eventually I started to get pain at the bottom of my balls.
The ring started to irritate a bit, which caused me to experience ball burning for the first time.
I told Miss R in the hope that the belt could be taken off for a while.
Instead of saying I will loosen it or you can take it off.
She came with Vaseline, this will help you she said.
The belt stays on and you don't want to hear any more complaints about it she said.
And it's not your balls but my balls before you forget.
And they stay nicely pointed forward because it looks much nicer. Your clit, as she calls the cap of the urethral tube.
It now points nicely forward and is even more visible.
I had to apply Vaseline every day for almost a week.
Which did help though. It did make sure the ring could slide a bit.
I automatically touched my balls a bit more often so it didn't touch the painful spot.
This to the displeasure of Miss R. Which was followed by punishment every night in the corner on the dildo.
So I couldn't touch her balls.

She soon said that it was now easier to check that I was sitting on it properly.
The balls of the dildo were now also clearly visible.
I then sit on my knees, with my legs spread a bit and my hands on my back.
. The third evening there was suddenly another larger dildo with larger balls.
That one is beautiful, Miss R said, so I can see his balls even better and give better support.
In addition, you were also ready to go bigger and thicker. Go ahead and get on it so that I can enjoy you in peace.
On the fourth day it already got a bit less and I thought well that Miss R did it that way, it does help.
I told her that in the hope that I wouldn't have to go on it anymore. I didn't expect anything else but we'll continue with it.
That way you also get used to the new one and it can be replaced by the daily one.
I actually liked it.
I didn't have to do anything now and could finally relax for once. No Miss R or one of her girl friends that I had to serve.
The only thing that wasn't nice was that Miss R ignored me.
She then takes care of her own tasty things, watches TV or reads a book or does some homework.

On the fifth day she looked at her phone and got up. I thought she was going to get something.
Suddenly I heard a familiar voice and I didn't feel wonderful at all. She came in with her running friend who of course saw me sitting there.
She looked at me and said looks good, which made me blush because I was ashamed.
He has been punished, said Miss R.
And explained why I had that
So this is the punishment you told me about earlier, she said.
Yes, said Miss R, don't say anything to him anymore and leave him alone.
So he really is on it.
Yes, look, then you can see it, said Miss R.
She knelt down and looked.
Yes, it is really what you said.
Of course, said Miss R.
I could have sunk through the floor.
They knew all that time.

They sat down on the couch and chatted about me.
Also about punishment and what purpose it served.
They even talked about prostate milking and its use.
She seemed very interested in those subjects.
She said I am learning so much from you now.
Hopefully I can put it all into practice soon.
Have you discussed it with him yet, Miss R asked.
Yes she said.
And have you already picked out a cage.
No not yet, but I have looked at it she said.
Great, you have already taken the first step.
Small is better said Miss R.
I want to practice a few things first she said.
Of course that is why I am teaching you.
Practice I thought, what does she want to practice, put a cage on him and learn it as we go.
Suddenly she spoke softly and could not hear what they were saying.
When she left Miss R said, we are going to do it and she giggled a bit.
Gave Miss R a kiss and told me to sit still.


The last day I served my sentence,
Miss R said.
From now on you don't have to be ashamed of it.
Which was never necessary by the way.
But now you know that they knew for a long time.
So behave as you should, don't touch my balls.
Make sure that they always look good.
So no hanging balls, but nice tight well-groomed smooth balls. Also your buttocks nice and smooth just like your pussy, I'm going to check that more strictly.
Because lately you've been taking less care of it.
Every violation comes with punishment
. I'm now paying extra attention to complying.
Every morning I go over it with the epilator.
It doesn't feel good that people know.
And Miss R will use every violation to punish me in front of others.


In a few days we'll leave for England. And the forecast looks exceptionally good for the WNBR.
And I'm looking forward to being uncaged for 4 days after a year and a half.
I hope Miss R will make use of that.
Now I just have to make sure Miss R stays happy, which I will do everything I can to achieve.
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The weather looks like it should be quite good for naked cycling- bring your suncream!
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It felt strange.

Last Thursday morning, Miss R asked during breakfast if I was ready to be unlocked.
I said yes, I am ready.
Fine, first a few rules for you.
I don't want to see a stiff one all those days, no unnecessary touching of my cock or balls.
Just behave properly and properly as it should be.
Yes Miss R I will do my best.
After I had cleaned everything up,
she unlocked me.
Mr Pomukeltje slowly appeared.
Miss R said there he is again, enjoy it.
We dressed ourselves and it felt strange not to be caged.
Felt my balls between my legs again and my Mr Pomukeltje swung around happily.
The feeling of the sporan against my cock felt strange, and gave some excitement.
The night before I had everything ready.
The caravan behind the car with the bikes ready.
Our passports were ready, some extra clothes.
Not much was needed, because the weather would be good.
And we would be naked most of the time anyway.
Miss R said I am really looking forward to exploring London naked by bike.
Me too I said, it seems that it is always very busy and cozy there.

We drove towards the Belgian border where the friends would be waiting for us.
On the way Miss R regularly felt under my kilt if everything was okay there.
To which Mr Pomukel responded.
Miss R then said you can't help but get stiff.
I then said sorry, can't do anything about it.
To which Miss R said of course just don't do it.
I thought easy to say, just keep your hands off him and he won't do it.
Maybe it would have been better if you had left the cage on I thought.
We arrived at the Belgian border and the couple of friends were already waiting.
Together we drove to Calais to make the crossing to Dover.
I still thought it was a strange feeling to be free.
And I wondered if I could get used to that.
At 18:00 we arrived at Heritage Naturist Club Crowthorne.
And were welcomed very friendly and also asked if we wanted to eat.
After we had parked the caravans we went for a bite to eat and explored the grounds.
It looked really beautiful and very well maintained and good.
I noticed that when I was naked I got used to it faster that I was no longer caged.
It still felt a bit strange that everything could move.

The next morning I woke up with a hard-on. Miss R was still asleep and it was so tempting to play with myself.
How would it feel if I jerked myself off and let myself come.
I turned over to lie on my stomach. It took a while for my erection to disappear again.
The four of us enjoyed ourselves wonderfully all Friday.
We had a few chats with members and visitors, swam in the pool. And it felt normal again to be free.
Miss R said in the evening that I was doing well and that I had not seen her touch her cock and balls unnecessarily.

On Saturday we got up early, because we were going to start the WNBR in Croyden.
This was the longest route.
When we arrived at the meeting point around 10:00 it was already quite busy.
It was very pleasant there, everyone was looking forward to it.
At 11:00 we all cycled together and there were a lot of spectators. What struck us was that there were also a lot of young people participating, as well as a lot of women.
Something we did not really see in the Netherlands and Belgium. There it was generally mostly men.
We made a lot of nice new contacts.
I had some saddle pain after the ride, it had been a long time since I had cycled 30 km.
Later we heard that there was also an afterparty.
Which we didn't have tickets for.
When we got back to the campsite we had a great rest.
Miss R wanted to be pampered when we went to bed.
Gave her a lovely massage first and then I licked her which gave me an erection myself.
Miss R laughed and said you can't help it.
Of course I didn't think so, it happens automatically.
She grabbed it and said how big it is and played with it.
This felt strange but also wonderful. I thought I would soon feel like I was going to come.
But I didn't really get that feeling.
It felt more relaxed.
Let's see how long you can hold out, said Miss R.
And took it in her mouth. It had never felt so wonderful that she was blowing me.
Dare to come, she said.
Finally I had to say stop.
She had had an orgasm herself by now.
Look what I have with me.
And she showed me the cage.and plug.
It goes back on now, don't you dare let you sleep without it.
She installed the cage and it immediately felt familiar and wonderful.
Then Miss R grabbed my balls and played with them.
How I had missed that, it felt even more intense when she played with me uncaged.
She said that's much better and more beautiful and took my balls in her mouth.
I said yes and enjoyed it.
Then she crawled up against me spooning, kissed my neck.
If I were to take you now would you want that, while she played with my balls.
Yes very much I said.
Good that you long for it and pushed her pussy against my star. Come if you can she said softly.
I can't do that I said.
That's also what you want, not being able to come my toy.
I was excited all night and it felt wonderful and familiar.
And was glad to be locked up again.

The next morning we left early for home.
I was still locked up and it felt wonderful.
I was very excited, my balls were nice and tight, just like Miss R likes them.
And I was glad that when Miss R played with me I didn't come.
I even had my plug back in, which felt wonderful and familiar.
On the way home Miss R said that she had loved participating with me.
And that she had enjoyed it immensely, to which I said I had too.
I think you would have enjoyed it even more if you could stay locked up.
She was right about that, it took some getting used to.
She asked if I still wanted to go hiking during the summer vacation.
To which I said go on your own, I think it's fine.
She said that's the best answer you could have given, you should stay locked up.
That's much better for both of us, it suits you well, beautiful, sexy. With a dick you are just a standard man, and it doesn't look good on you.
I guess you are right about that, I said.

It is strange that after a year and a half you are locked up in a cage.
And you are finally allowed to be free, and you were looking forward to that.
You long to be locked up again.
That despite your dick being played with, you like it better when you are back in your cage.
And everything feels more intense again.
I am proud of Miss R that she has made me dickless for my inner well-being and that I remain excited.
And uses me as her toy, and fulfills all her desires.
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Frustration.

From the moment I'm back in my cage I'm almost constantly excited and frustrated.
This is much to the delight of Miss R.
She says she now has what she wants.
Namely nice tight full balls which is good.
She also tightened the belt so that they are lifted even more. That's how my balls offer themselves she said.
To make matters worse she also plays with my nipples.
This is to make sure that her balls stay that way and that I stay frustrated.
The desire to come is now even greater.
And also to be taken by Miss R so that I can have an orgasm.
So that the frustration is somewhat less.

But she decided not to milk me last Wednesday.
According to her that is currently the best so that I stay frustrated and horny.
That is better for me and you she says.
It is my own fault she said. I should have made sure that they stayed nice and tight.
Then I wouldn't have had to be frustrated now.
Now I don't have to be ashamed of you when I have visitors and they can't think that I don't have you under control.
My balls look like I promised everyone.
Nice and tight, smooth and playable.
Hanging balls just don't look attractive, and nobody wants to see them.
And now I can show them and offer them with a clear conscience. It's my job to keep you frustrated and horny, something you could have done yourself.

The WNBR was not to reward you but to get you so far that you would get frustrated and excited.
My goal has been achieved and be grateful for that.
Because the belt is even tighter I feel tied up. And now I feel even better that the balls are being held up.
The tube and the urethral tube are also pushed in even further, which also has an exciting effect.
I would love to come to get rid of the frustration.
Or want to be taken well by Miss R so that I get some relief through an orgasm.
I now regret that when I had the chance to come I didn't do it.
I sleep badly because I wake up at night.
I have strange dreams that my balls are even bigger than footballs.
That they are taken off and thrown over.
Sometimes I look down to see if they are still there because I don't feel them when I walk.
I hope that when we go on vacation in three weeks I will get some relief.
And a cage change like last year.
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