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Re: [waki86] the new journey .

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Rufusstone wrote: Tue Jun 04, 2024 3:05 pm Sorry to offend you but what I meant was that you had posted about Miss R and her intentions regarding Peter developing more ways to use you as Wendy ie her desire to push your boundaries.
That side of the story seemed to fizzle out but it’s your story to tell as you wish.
It’s good to hear he’s become a good friend though.
No, you didn't offend me.
As you know, the new cage is Peter's idea.
The cage cannot simply be removed because it is secured with retaining clips, so it is really locked permanently.
He also sometimes brings new clothes for me to wear.
I then show this to him and Miss R.
When Peter is there I serve them both as Wendy.
This means that I am sometimes taken by him as a real slut of Miss R.

The fact that he has now become a good friend is a bonus.
But it's different than with Sandra and John, they were already friends with us.
And through shared chastity, the bond has become stronger.
We also have sexual contact with them.
But it's different when I'm Wendy.

Miss R continues to push my boundaries, not only as Wendy but also when I am me.
The holiday we had was also something I had to get used to.
It was nice that it was possible there, and that there were no prejudices.
But I was the only one wearing a cage at that moment.
And now Miss R has installed the scrotal bar with ball splitter. Which I also had to get used to.
It is currently still attached with screws, but just like the cage, it can also be made permanent.
I don't know if it will be permanent.
But right now I'm sharing my experience with it and what it's like to wear it.
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Many thanks for the update, that’s added clarity for me
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Don't touch your balls.

I have now been wearing the scrotum bar with ball splitter for 4 weeks. It's quite a challenge to deal with it.
My balls are constantly in the way.
They are now pushed further back by the bar and the ball splitter ensures that in a bit less hanging.
The balls are more outwards.
What also doesn't help is the almost constant horniness I experience.
Now that they sit differently, I give my balls their own massage, which doesn't help either.
Sometimes I curse my balls for not doing what they're supposed to do, leaving me alone.
Miss R thought I would teach you how to do it and give you a week's detention.
Which only helped temporarily.
I thought after three warnings it's that time again.
But after almost a week of not to touch them .
I touch them because they were in the way.
It was an immediate hit after a warning.
Three days on the dildo.
Although I'm used to the dildo. I can't get used to the fact that when I have a punishment, she sees me as air.
The biggest problem I have with the scrotal bar and ball splitter is that my balls get in the way.
They are massaged by myself while walking and working.
I sit on it when my scrotum sags a bit.
The ball splitter has given them a mind of their own.

It seems as if they have agreed that we will now do what we want. We don't have to be together anymore.
My cock thinks I'm going to break out of that prison and doesn't give up, which doesn't help either.
No matter what I try they don't want to listen and have a mind of their own.
This is to the amusement of Miss R.
She doesn't leave me alone when she notices it's quiet there.
She secretly comes behind me and pinches my nipples.
And she laughs then to see if everything is still working properly.
I can't say stop it.
It's her domain down there and I just have to endure it.
When everything is tight, she stands in front of me.
She grabs everything and says it's like a transformer.
It now looks like Bumblebee.
And I think that's the nicest of all.
She then kneels and she licks my balls and presses the plug. Could Bumbelee turn into something more and then smiles at me.
She then turns around, lifts her dress and presses her ass against it.
I think Bumblebee wants something he can't do.
No, the entrance is closed, I said.
She still wears the freutoy with the panties.
While she rubs my cage with the freutoy, she fingers her own.
As quickly as she came, she disappeared again, leaving me frustrated.

Last Tuesday we went out for dinner together.
Normally I fold my kilt under my buttocks when I sit down.
This is to prevent folds from appearing in the kilt. It's a lot of work to get it out again.
They then have to be threaded again and then steamed.
When I wanted to sit down I looked and wanted to do that.
Miss R looked at me angrily and nodded no.
Because it was busy I didn't dare ask what she meant and did so anyway.
When we were done and walked to the car, she said you're being punished again.
Looked at her and asked how I didn't do anything wrong.
Yes, I know why you do that, you can easily touch your balls.
No, I won't touch them, I said.
Yes, she said. I thought how does she come to that, I have been doing this for centuries and now it is no longer allowed.
It was another three days on the dildo.

We have arranged to meet Sandra and John for the coming weekend.
We then go to them. Miss R said it will be something special for you.
I don't know what that means.
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I've not got a scrotum bar or a ball splitter but somehow, mine always seem to be getting in the way too. Have to be careful when sitting down etc.
Must be so much worse with those extras in place.

I'm not allowed to touch mine either. Sheesh...
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KnownAsHerbert wrote: Fri Jun 07, 2024 6:48 am I've not got a scrotum bar or a ball splitter but somehow, mine always seem to be getting in the way too. Have to be careful when sitting down etc.
Must be so much worse with those extras in place.

I'm not allowed to touch mine either. Sheesh...
I've had that too without a scrotum bar and ball splitter.
It was difficult to figure out the best way to sit down.
Now everything has started again and somehow it no longer works.

They have taken on a life of their own.
I also wonder what use it is to no longer be allowed to touch your own balls.
They don't do anything other than just hang around.
It's the only thing we have left free.
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KnownAsHerbert wrote: Fri Jun 07, 2024 6:48 am I'm not allowed to touch mine either. Sheesh...
I don't see what is so difficult. All you have to do is not touch something. Sheesh indeed!
Anyway, Herbs, you have be warned.
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waki86 wrote: Fri Jun 07, 2024 7:01 am They don't do anything other than just hang around.
It's the only thing we have left free.
I've seen a device with a ball cage as well as a cock cage. Nothing left free then.

Oooo that is so tempting.
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I've seen a device with a ball cage as well as a cock cage. Nothing left free then.

Oooo that is so tempting.
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I'm so glad Miss R isn't on this forum.
Because you could give her bad ideas.
Poor Herbert. :shock:
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Not so happy with it.

Today I came home.
And as usual I undress in the utility room, because clothes are forbidden at home.
I'm glad the weather is nice now and I don't have to light the woodstoves first.
This gives me more time for myself before Miss R gets home from work.
I went straight to the greenhouse and vegetable garden.
Although many people are bothered by slugs, fortunately I am rarely bothered by them.
I have arranged the vegetable garden in such a way that there are also snail-repellent plants.
And in the garden I have a few hostas to protect the rest of the plants.
I enjoy working in the garden, it is de-stressing.
Being naked has become so common and normal that I often forget to wear something to get the mail from the letterbox. Fortunately, we live in the countryside and on a street where it is never busy.
But I have been caught a few times.
Once someone whistled after me as I walked back.
I thought he comes by more often because he has seen a naked woman.
From behind, some people think I'm a woman with my long hair and kilt.
Naked it will probably be no different.

When Miss R comes home I have to spoil her first. She has had a busy day with often stressful moments.
And to de-stress, having a nice orgasm is the best medicine for her.
I have to make sure that I am ready for her, in front of the couch, so that I can get started right away.
Sometimes good tongue and finger work is enough for her, but sometimes she wants more.
It's a surprise every time she's looking forward to it.
I have a smartwatch where I can also read the messages.
But also set an alarm when she can be home.

Like today, I was already ready.
She came in and sat down without saying anything and lifted up her skirt.
I did my work on her and she enjoyed it again.
Suddenly she said, "Make sure you're in tip-top condition early tomorrow morning before we go to Sandra and John's.
Tip top means being Wendy.
I was shocked and Miss R responded by continuing.
Of course, she noticed right away that it made me shiver.
Have you forgotten, she said, make sure the stress is gone.
She grabbed my hair and pushed me against her pussy, licking or otherwise.
When she came she said, 'I had to do better because...
I tried very hard, I didn't want to know because...or else.
Being like Wendy tomorrow was more than I could handle.
After she came a second time,
I had to bring her drinks and making dinner.
Not a word was said about it during dinner.
If only what our day at work had been like.
Miss R chooses my clothes when I am Wendy and for me it is a surprise what I will wear tomorrow and what else she has come up with. It is a drive of about an hour.
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Used to and pernament.

It took longer than I thought to get used to the scrotum bar with ball splitter.
Unlearning not to touch my balls was not easy.
And I couldn't explain why I had a hard time not doing it.
She took more drastic measures to stop me from doing it. I had to sit outside on the dildo in front of the window.
That especially helped because the weather wasn't that good.

The cage itself is wonderful.
The diameter is the right size and there is no room to grow.
What I do notice is that I feel like I don't have a cock when I'm excited.
The erection is well controlled and the feeling of excitement is moved inwards.
A strange but very good feeling.
That feeling lingers for a long time, even though the excitement is gone.
It is somewhere inside between my anus and balls.
I don't know whether it's because I'm wearing a scrotal bar and ball splitter or just because of the well-fitting cage.
Miss R posted the e-clips of the scrotum bar last Monday.
She says it is much nicer and better for you.
And why should I still be able to take it off, there is no reason for that.
You have only become more beautiful and much better at everything.She often plays with my balls and she enjoys how they change color.
And then stay that way for much longer afterwards.
And during milking it also comes out much better and stronger and goes faster.

A few weeks ago we also went to Sandra and John's.
Miss R had a few surprises for me.
The first thing she arrived with was new jewelry and two new heart-shaped plugs.
The other surprise was that the two of us went to lunch because I deserved it.
That made me a little nervous about going out in public as Wendy. In the end everything went well and we had a lot of fun together.
It was a special experience how men looked at us and approached us.
Sandra and John had a good laugh about it. I have also behaved exemplary with them.
Sandra let me unlock John and pamper him with my mouth for a while.
Both John and I enjoyed it and complimented me on how well I did it.
And I was sorry that I had to stop,
I would have preferred to continue for longer.
For him it had been a long time since he had been released. Sandra had told him to get used to it.
After that I had to lock him up again.
I had some trouble getting his hard-on back in there.
But for the first time I enjoyed it very much.

In the evening Miss R had another surprise for me.
Because I had behaved so well, I was allowed to spoil her with the strap-on dildo.
And then she spoiled me with the strap-on dildo. just before I had an anal orgasm she stopped.
That was a bit frustrating because I really wanted one.
But I also understood that I still had to wait.

She then pampered my balls for an extra long time.
And was allowed to lick her while she was sitting on me. Something I'm normally not allowed to do with her when she's sitting on me.
She then hangs just above my face and has her freutoy with panties on.
I really want to spoil her, but touching her is not allowed.
It was an extra gift for me when I was allowed to do it.
It's nice to keep Miss R happy and to see how she enjoys everything very intensely.
She brought out the best of me.
And wear my cage with pride even though she made it permanent.
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