[newbie] Starting again

[newbie]

I realize this goes against the "rules" for the Journey section of this website, but I'm asking for input.

For those of you out there who have been reading my entries for a long time, I would like some input on your thoughts as to how you perceive things progressing in my journey. Primarily I am in a situation where my wife has finally accepted that I wear a device, isn't completely on board yer, and I am still self locked. Keep in mind that this has blown up on me before, and my wife is still very vanilla, but she seems to have come a long way.

Where do you see things going for us, or am I just fooling myself?

Please be respectful and consider how long it's taken to get to this point.