Maybe tomorrow...

[fuzzydunlop]

I am finding that if there is one thing that provokes my immature and passive aggressive side more than anything it is the dissapointment of tomorrow not working out after hearing "maybe tomorrow". I will have to work on this as Mrs. and I had a little fight over this. It is interesting to me that she was emphatic that I shouldn't take things into my own hands. I was an a-hole, but she doesn't want an *inattentive* a-hole on top of it all, which is what I apparently am after a wank. She's not showing mercy after 30 days. Becareful what you wish for, I guess. I hope we land softly when we do.

[Atone]

I can relate to the feeling although I am usually not an a-hole about it.

I much prefer "not today" over "maybe tomorrow"

-A

[fuzzydunlop]

Well, maybe "a-hole" is a little over dramatic. She certainly notices different levels of attentiveness.

[fuzzydunlop]

Got relief on Day 30. I don't think I've been an a-hole, but the tension has been cut. I don't think it is going to take 30 days this time.

[J Random reader]

Maybe. Perhaps. Possibly. A possibility or uncertainty. She could buy a Magic 8 Ball, and let it decide. She could learn to speak Klingon, and tell you, "Perhaps. But not today!".

It's the give and take. I don't know if either or both of you are being reasonable or not. I don't know if you tell us somewhere else how long you've been waiting. Three days? Three weeks? I bet a lot of us know the unwelcome frustration of Maybe turning into No. Is there anything that would help? Less than everything, but more than nothing? What could she do instead, as a consolation prize?

We came to teasing and denial because she would fall asleep while playing with me. I found that hard to take. But I wondered, what would help? What if she decided to take me to a point, and then choose to stop? Instead of straining to reach climax, slowing down, as less becomes more? As I searched the web, after wading thru an acre of fresh compost, I found what I thought could work for me, for now. And I'm still looking, still reading random web droppings. What I have is not everything I want, as often as I want. That's one part of my lame little "Past is Prologue" story (to be continued).
http://chastityforums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=7899

I want to be played with, until I cannot be played with any more. When even stopping doesn't make enough of a difference allow for more. I want to be played with twice a day, which makes that stopping point easier to reach. And I am learning to live with disappointment, because the glass is half full, but less empty than it used to be. And it's less disappointment. And she feels better about what we are doing now.