Anyone had experience with this Steel timed lock box

[mikel2411]

Hi all
It seems my KH had a plan after all, our anniversary was on the 25 and her plan had been to allow me freedom, "briefly" per her grinning response. We had a conversation after my last post and she had informed me of her plan. I was excited because I had thought things might be heading back to normal. When I retrieved my keys I quickly removed the unit checking and thoroughly cleaning myself, and it felt really good, LOL.
After cleaning myself I couldn't help putting on a different unit and hoped for the best. Waking the next morning and realizing I was so close to completing NO-vember I changed back to the glans ring unit locking my keys up for the last few days of the month.
I informed her of my choice seeing her grin when I told her made me excited, it was her deep in thought grin. During thanksgiving her mood changed, I finally got her to tell me she was upset because it was her first holiday without her mom, basically her family separated after her death so none of them even returned her calls.
I was crushed thinking about her being so sad just trying to figure out what to do. At end of November I went to get my keys and saw it had been reset until after the first of the year, as best I could figure out in my shock.
Few days later I ask her about it and she almost started crying again forgetting she had done that with thoughts of making the new year special for us. Now I was locked again looking at the "emergency hammer" lying next to the box wondering if I could take another full month.
When X-mas lights started going up around the neighbor hood she was upset again deciding she didn't want to do anything for X-mas so once again no conversation about anything but how to make her feel better. I have set up some minimal decorations in our back yard just for us to watch when we sit outside and so far she has liked them but it's going to be a long month for both of us.
I will not be bringing up anything, just talking with her about her sadness and dealing with her grief and hoping she comes around.
At least I know now I CAN wear this unit for months at a time and knowing there is no chance of pullout or that it will not SLIP out, EVER, is in reality exactly what I have always wanted.
I am living what I had always thought chastity was supposed be, no choice, no control. Even though I had never intended on long term denial I have accepted being out of control of my freedom has become exciting in its own way and I might be starting to understand the idea of it.
Just FYI, the unit I am wearing is short, stifling erections completely with a tight glans ring with me learning that any vibrator placed on it makes the ring become painful and if left running too long or too strong will cause chafing were it encircles me and if unit left on will not let it heal becoming more painful every day, one of the lessons I learned when I had gotten accustomed to wearing it when I first got it. So even trying to use a vibrator is out of the question until have access to the keys again.
I have been toying with urethra tubes, modifying one that had come with a glans ring, removing the ring and sliding it over the cage then locking it in place, its been surprising how well its been working and when I can unlock again I will be trying out several more ideas I have. Never enough, LOL

So I hope everyone enjoys the holiday season and gets exactly what they want, even if they don't know it's what they wanted.
Mikel

[mikel2411]

Well she surprised me again, Friday came around and I found my key next to my evening drink. I looked at her sideways having not realized I had been mentioning the cage more often, not really complaining but expressing my desire to change the unit again. She had not locked ALL the keys in the box thankfully. She is still kind of in a funk but at least thoughts of us are sneaking back in. I had been playing with urethra tubes previously and started experimenting again. We still aren't back yet but getting there.
I hope everyone has a good holiday.
Mikel

[mikel2411]

Hi all, things are still different but at least we are interacting with each other in our special way. During the time since last post I have been experimenting with different additions. My new unit came in being very short, shortest I have ever used with a glans ring, the cage itself is also the smallest diameter I have so I'm crammed into the unit very tightly. The base ring is made from two 10mm rings welded together with a diameter of 44mm also the smallest. I tested the unit finding it was surprisingly comfortable after a couple of adjustments, I wore it for a few weeks straight having to learn how to cope with the smaller cage before adding a steel urethra tube under the cage, it worked fine making urinating much easier and controllable.

In mid-February I changed unit and added a wide glans ring under my BA-25 unit. This unit is my favorite and most comfortable being the longest cage I use regularly letting my penis swell inside the cage enough to press hard on the multiple bars making up the cage leaving the most amazing impressions on me. The glans ring in something I stumbled on finding it fit me perfectly getting tight just as I run out of room in the cage. The glans ring gives exciting sensations and looks really cool inside the cage so I started wearing it to see how the combo performed.

After two weeks with no issues I started using the lock box setting for a few days each time going through Feb-March locked up the entire time. I started adding time each time I felt the desire to be released until I had gone through April. On the 29th I removed unit for Doctor visit, removing it before I left the house then stopping by house on way to work after appointment locking myself back up setting timer for 10 days. I am still locked now with the box set for end of May.

What has been strange is each time I added time I was excited and even looking forwards to it thinking maybe I would set box to the equivalent of a full year, (Something I had always thought about trying 1 year no breaks). When I added time the last time to extend to the end of May it took a couple of days before I started having feelings of wanting to be released, and last day or so I have had, very minor, panic attacks when I think about being locked up, actually I think its knowing I don't have easy access to the keys that bothers me. I have been wearing a unit for years now, year before last it was figured up that the whole year I had been locked for about 330 or so days, not consecutively, but still the vast majority of the year. Now suddenly I almost feel desperate, even thinking about using the emergency hammer resisting the urge to do so.

There's no pain or discomfort, before the desperation set in I was very pleased with how well everything was feeling enjoying my morning wood, in this cage it allows for some expansion that can feel amazing and even trying to make myself get aroused so I could feel the restriction. This afternoon after working I was adjusting the cage and couldn't stop myself from thinking about breaking into the lock box even noticing my breathing increasing the more I thought about it. This got me wondering if anyone here ever had those "panicked" sensations? I mean I had them when I first started and a few times when something went sideways and I needed to remove unit quickly but never when everything feels fine or just from the thought of being unable to remove the unit.

I do not intend on breaking into the box nor am I wanting to tell my KH about the feelings, it would worry her and I think if she urged me to break the box I just might. More and more I seem to be thinking about what's going on inside the cage, my penis can be seen between the bars, but still having thoughts of an infection or something strange, thoughts I only had before when feeling something odd in other units.
Anyway looking for anyone's thoughts or experiences from someone that may have felt the "panic" for no reason and how they dealt with it, writing this makes me feel silly and I have laughed about these feelings but seems to be happening more often, maybe its just part of the fun.
Right now I do not think I will be setting the timer for a year any time soon. LOL
Hope all is well for everyone with nothing chafing.
Mikel

[mikel2411]

Well after that long post I was lying in bed thinking about what I had asked and had an epiphany, recently my doctor had changed a medication in the time frame of my concerns. I looked it up and found the side effects included anxiety and paranoia amongst other things. I am ceasing the med today setting appointment with doc to inquire about the side effects and why I wasn't informed of them. Anyway I wanted to say I believe I have figured out why I suddenly had the "panic attacks" and was so worried about things that I had never problems with previously.

Mikel

[Sparkster]

I probably shouldn't tell you this, but there is a way to open the box in case of an emergency.

[mikel2411]

Hey Sparkster
Yeah I know... a hammer LOL
Per the instructions on this model there is no way to open other than destruction.
I did check on newer models you can hold buttons down and get code, send it to them and they can open box remotely, sounds impressive for the price?
This does not have that feature, believe me I tried could not get code to appear nor anything to happen with lock. LOL
Unless you know another way? It would be good info to have, maybe? Probably not since it would ruin purpose of box, I like it forcing me to destroy it if I cave.
I have already after only a couple of days started to feel less anxious and irritated in general so at this point I'm going to wait and see what happens. I am mostly irritated at my doctor for not informing me of the common side effects that could affect me like these have.

Still have dreams of going full year locked, but right now going to keep it as a fantasy, at least not locking box for 365 days or anything, going back to a week or month at a time. hopefully soon KH will get back into full swing and all this will be moot point anyway. fingers crossed.
Mikel