[KnownAsHerbert] New chapter

[KnownAsHerbert]

"Oooo, you're all nicely nubbed. Lovely!"

Miss Vikki's first words to me on arriving to ours for dinner last night.
My suspicions were correct and it was just as well that I was ready for her.

It was a 'normal' Miss Vikki evening, the quotation marks because this type of normal still sometimes feels like a new kind of normal altogether.

Once again, a lovely meal, a glass of wine, and plenty to chat about (mostly the forthcoming holiday, even though it's still 2 months off yet). Miss Vikki wanted to know about cage arrangements for the holiday and asked Miss Emmie. Miss Emmie kindly batted the question neatly over to me and I had to answer, telling Miss Vikki that I would be wearing the Nub for the entire duration. Miss Emmie could have answered of course, but wanted me to have to acknowledge the facts for myself by speaking them out loud. Miss Vikki said that it "would be lovely". What she meant by that, I don't know. What would be lovely?

The only other aspect to report, and I have to report it as I've been instructed to, is when Miss Vikki said "All fours, Herbi".

"What now?" I thought.

It turned out that all she wanted to do was sit on the floor next to me and fondle my balls "for me". Well that was lovely, until she stopped rather suddenly and then said "Show", an instruction to stand up, stand still, and put my hands behind my head out of the way so that she (and Miss Emmie of course) could admire the results of her work. The little chap straining against the cage. "Ooo, lovely" said Miss Vikki. Her favourite word, lovely.

[Chosen_Jackal]

That sounds like a perfect mix of emotions that must’ve played around in your head(s).
I really enjoy reading your posts Herbert.

[KnownAsHerbert]

Sometimes you have those moments, is s hè still there.
And then suddenly he makes himself heard.
And you are reminded that I am locked up.
But fortunately the vacuum is not present.

Don't know if you have it too.
Sometimes I'm horny without anything happening underneath.
He then remains silent in all languages.
Even if I feel it in him, he doesn't want to rebel.and stand up.

Nearly a third of the way through my 46 nights and so far, every day/night has counted. No slip-ups to cause any “Today doesn't count” reprimands. I think that's quite a success so far.

If I'm being honest, I'm reaching that “ready for a changeover” feeling already though. The Cobra Nub is being its usual nubbish self in doing what it always does, pretending it's not there. I've reached the 'deep void' stage I think. Not feeling very much at all during the day most of the time. As comfortable as ever of course but absent cock syndrome gets to me in the end. He does indeed stay silent in all languages! Still got 33 nights to go too.

[Tongue+groove]

. absent cock syndrome

I get this nearly every night. As a result of trying to satisfy it I have started sleeping more on my stomach. Which in turn has helped my sleep apnea. I’ve been off the machine for about 10 months now. And I sleep so much better than ever before.

Just another benefit.

[KnownAsHerbert]

It's hard to believe but I'm into the final month of the year's trial.
It ends on the 31st of March! Wow!

The final month will be in the Cobra (I've already been told this) and that's not going to be easy. I've already been wearing the Cobra for two weeks and, as always, ready and wanting a change to something else. It seems that I'm not going to get used to being in one particular cage for any length of time. I always reach a point of needing to swap. Miss Emmie shows great determination though, so the Cobra it will be, until the 1st April at the earliest.

If it happens this time, I am due for the "dreaded third week" but so far, it's just a case of comfort and not much sensation. Typical Cobra Nub then.

I really must get start on my writing in time for the review that Miss Emmie has planned. She wants a proper essay from me, 2000 words, where I describe what's happened, where we are now, experiences, feelings, the lot. She feels that I will express more in writing than just having an opportunity to speak about it. I suspect she's correct but even so, 2000 words sounds like a lot.

Other jobs to get done first though. Shopping. Ughh. Maybe stopping off for lunch at a nice pub will fit into the schedule. That will make the prospect of Morrison's on a Saturday lunchtime more palatable and I don't think Miss Emmie will take much persuading.

[Tongue+groove]

If I may interject a thought here. Sorry I’m a retired teacher, so I usually have unsolicited advice.

Have you considered reviewing your journey to use as a format or outline for your essay?

[denied_one]

If I may interject a thought here. Sorry I’m a retired teacher, so I usually have unsolicited advice.

Have you considered reviewing your journey to use as a format or outline for your essay?

Sorry also to interject, but "Cribs Notes"?!

[KnownAsHerbert]

If I may interject a thought here. Sorry I’m a retired teacher, so I usually have unsolicited advice.

Have you considered reviewing your journey to use as a format or outline for your essay?

I have thought about that.
It would be quite a read but it's all there, isn't it?

[KnownAsHerbert]

Must be getting back to normal at last, two weeks on from the last orgasm. Woke up extra hard today, ridge of penis well engaged in the corresponding ridge in the Cobra Nub. Every surge rubbing gently causing it to stay hard for longer.

Definitely back to normal then, but on the plus side, only four weeks left until I get unlocked again...

Miss Emmie is "out of action" so I only get to cuddle up, but that's fine. Cuddling up is nice.

[Tongue+groove]

Hmm? Currently out of action and four weeks to go.

Timing may get complicated.