[AJandDL] Trial and Tribulations of Chastity and Submission
Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2022 7:13 am
So Sunday, I got up early fed the animals, made D a cup of tea and went about my chores as usual. Went back upstairs and sat for a while (usual questions and statements "I'm so full love, please can I play, when can I come out" all the stuff I know I shouldn't ask but its part of how we live this lifestyle.
D was pretty quiet, put it down to her period pains because she really does suffer, but it was a little different. We had a nice lunch out walked the dogs and chatted, I know I can sometimes go a little ott with the submissiveness so was trying to keep it under control, but after 16 days since I was last released its getting to that point for me where its pretty much all I think about..
Got home and I set about making dinner, Sunday roast, all the trimmings, banana cake for dessert, D watched the football, i was in my element. We ate, I cleaned up whilst she had a nap, it was bliss for me serving her all day...
But something still wasn't right. She sat me down later in the evening and apologised, said this is exactly how her ex treated her and that she was bang out of order getting me to wait on her hand and foot all day and she should have helped more. I love this, a key part of our lifestyle is me serving her, waiting on her, being her submissive, I've tried to explain this and most of the time she loves it (nearly as much as in the bedroom, so now I'm worried am I doing too much, was she just having a wobble...
Wee talked and she said it was fine, she was just feeling guilty. I'm still locked, we're still doing everything else, but its not the first time she's mentioned it and I'm starting to worry. The last thing I want is to make this difficult for her, I'm just trying to be the best I can for her.
D was pretty quiet, put it down to her period pains because she really does suffer, but it was a little different. We had a nice lunch out walked the dogs and chatted, I know I can sometimes go a little ott with the submissiveness so was trying to keep it under control, but after 16 days since I was last released its getting to that point for me where its pretty much all I think about..
Got home and I set about making dinner, Sunday roast, all the trimmings, banana cake for dessert, D watched the football, i was in my element. We ate, I cleaned up whilst she had a nap, it was bliss for me serving her all day...
But something still wasn't right. She sat me down later in the evening and apologised, said this is exactly how her ex treated her and that she was bang out of order getting me to wait on her hand and foot all day and she should have helped more. I love this, a key part of our lifestyle is me serving her, waiting on her, being her submissive, I've tried to explain this and most of the time she loves it (nearly as much as in the bedroom, so now I'm worried am I doing too much, was she just having a wobble...
Wee talked and she said it was fine, she was just feeling guilty. I'm still locked, we're still doing everything else, but its not the first time she's mentioned it and I'm starting to worry. The last thing I want is to make this difficult for her, I'm just trying to be the best I can for her.