[Gowther] On my own (for now)
Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2021 11:24 pm
I don't know if I ever thought I would be here (in chastity or blogging on a chastity site), but here I am and I am very much looking forward to it.
I am not totally sure how I can to the concept of male chastity, but it was sometime soon after the pandemic started. I was immediately entranced. I have always been into and enjoyed bondage and being restrained, and restraining my genitals was all to alluring.
Without doing enough research, I bought a metal one that I thought would be good. It quickly became apparent that it was way to big. I have sense bought a smaller one. It fits much better but I think I could find one that might fit better. It is very comfortable during the day, but at night I often wake up with a full erection with the ring pulling terrible on my testicles. For a while I could not sleep with it on through the whole night, but I have been able to get through about 2 consecutive nights before I can't go anymore. I have been using petroleum jelly to help keep things loose and that seems to help.
I really like the metal cages. I love the look and really like the feel. I don't like the idea of the plastic or the silicone ones at all. I am using a 45cm ring. 50cm rings are way to big (I can pull out completely) and the 40cm are too tight at the moment. I have done the proper research and I understand what I need to do if I decide to buy a third one. I really like the idea of a custom one, but the though of paying $200-$300 for one definitely gives me some pause and I haven't even mentioned that to the Mrs.
Speaking of the Mrs. She definitely thinks I am weird and doesn't understand why I would want to do something like this. I have presented the keyholder idea to her, but she has said that there is to much going on for her right now (we do have two young kids). She isn't actively interested, but as said "Whatever floats your boat". So she is ok if I do it on my own.
I do find that it has been helping. When the urge does come around, my mind goes straight to her. And even though I have access to the key, I have not used to unless to take it off because of pain.
I really want to wear the permanently, whether the Mrs. is into it or not.
I am not totally sure how I can to the concept of male chastity, but it was sometime soon after the pandemic started. I was immediately entranced. I have always been into and enjoyed bondage and being restrained, and restraining my genitals was all to alluring.
Without doing enough research, I bought a metal one that I thought would be good. It quickly became apparent that it was way to big. I have sense bought a smaller one. It fits much better but I think I could find one that might fit better. It is very comfortable during the day, but at night I often wake up with a full erection with the ring pulling terrible on my testicles. For a while I could not sleep with it on through the whole night, but I have been able to get through about 2 consecutive nights before I can't go anymore. I have been using petroleum jelly to help keep things loose and that seems to help.
I really like the metal cages. I love the look and really like the feel. I don't like the idea of the plastic or the silicone ones at all. I am using a 45cm ring. 50cm rings are way to big (I can pull out completely) and the 40cm are too tight at the moment. I have done the proper research and I understand what I need to do if I decide to buy a third one. I really like the idea of a custom one, but the though of paying $200-$300 for one definitely gives me some pause and I haven't even mentioned that to the Mrs.
Speaking of the Mrs. She definitely thinks I am weird and doesn't understand why I would want to do something like this. I have presented the keyholder idea to her, but she has said that there is to much going on for her right now (we do have two young kids). She isn't actively interested, but as said "Whatever floats your boat". So she is ok if I do it on my own.
I do find that it has been helping. When the urge does come around, my mind goes straight to her. And even though I have access to the key, I have not used to unless to take it off because of pain.
I really want to wear the permanently, whether the Mrs. is into it or not.