[KittensBoyToy] Hopeful!

[Kitten]

We will either sleep in our recliners or on a pallet in the bedroom floor tonight. The latter, I hope.

The pallets on the bedroom floor works for me.
BTW, I absolutely love your avatar and IU with all my heart!

[KittensBoyToy]

We got the bed yesterday. Wound up shoving things around to get the furniture moved far enough to make room for the bed. The room is a wreck but that will get better over the next few days.

We were getting ready to go to Wally World to buy a set of sheets when Kitten's blood sugar tanked. It took a while to get it up and controlled and that made for a late shopping trip. We didn't get home until about 10:30, ate a couple of tv dinners and I got the bed made. By the time we went to bed I expected a good night kiss and maybe a little cuddling before going to sleep with her head on my chest. She was playing with the remote for the bed and turned on the LED under the bed. She told me to check it out and I looked over my side to the floor. She insisted I look at the floor on her side. This meant me rolling on top of her.

Whether it was something she had planned or it just happened, she put her arms around me and told me she was awake and wanted some 'attention'. This led to her taking off her PJ's (I was already naked except for my cage). She mentioned unlocking me but, after some passionate kissing, nudged me down her body. I was delighted to follow her directions and worked my way down, teasing and suckling her breasts before moving further and planting kisses over her stomach. When I started to kiss her inner thighs she would have nothing to do with it and pulled my head between her legs. I spent the next half hour licking, sucking her clit and fingering her to multiple orgasms. Thinking she was satisfied I moved up to slow things down with some soft kisses. A few minutes of this and she told me to go down on her again. I happily complied and after a few minutes she said she wanted me I inside her. Since I was caged I knew this wasn't possible but I moved to my knees and pressed the tube of my HT against her pussy. I had tried this once before and she had stopped me. This time she not only allowed it but reached down to position it just where she wanted it before putting my hands back where she wanted them. The result was several more orgasms (for her) with me rubbing against her both while on my knees and then laying down on her as well as more oral attention.

Once this wanton woman (still not sure where she came from!) was finally satisfied I rolled over and held her with her head on my chest. She asked if I was ok with what had happened. I told her that I was not only ok with it but completely satisfied knowing I had made her happy.

This morning we were still laying close together and both naked. Kitten hasn't slept nude in a long time and I loved being able to brush my hand over her skin again. I got up quietly to let my love sleep a little longer. When I reached for the diary she has me keep I bumped her knee and woke her up. She smiled and pulled me down on the bed. After a few minutes of kissing I pulled the sheets down and started nibbling on her nipple. The only reaction I got was her stroking my hair and a soft sigh. I guess she was more satisfied last night than I realized! A few kisses more and she said she wanted her morning coffee. I dutifully got up to go to the kitchen while she went to the bathroom and got dressed.

We both look forward to the day when we have the house to ourselves again and the morning norm will be CFNM except, of course, for my cage.

[KittensBoyToy]

Another thought hit me. We have talked about getting Kitten a realistic vibrator for times she want penetration but wants me to stay locked up. She has mentioned getting a strap on after reading about them in some of the posts. Neither of us have any knowledge or experience with strap ons.

After last night I think there may be a shopping trip to a couple of the adult shops in Austin in the near future.

[Kitten]

CFNM except, of course, for my cage

It could also be nearly NFNM. (mischievous grin)

[KittensBoyToy]

Kitten has said she wants a dildo as close to my size as she can find. Last night, shortly after supper, she told me to take a Viagra so she would be sure I was fully erect for her to measure me. I was unlocked when we went to bed and she started to play with me and tease my nipples. This turned into foreplay and Kitten decided she wanted me inside her. I had to slow down twice to keep from climaxing too soon and chance her not being satisfied. After she had several smaller climaxes and one body trembling orgasm she started to work over both my nipples knowing I can't handle that. When she asked me if I wanted to finish I said yes and sped up my thrusting, taking that as permission. Just as I was about to go over the top she pushed me up and out of her, denying my orgasm. A couple of more seconds and I think it would have gone from denial to experiencing my first ruined orgasm. After I settled down she wanted me inside her again, just for her pleasure, and I was never allowed to get close again.

Afterward I was treated to more teasing but was told I would be locked up before we went to sleep. Kitten fell asleep before putting my cage on and I wound up sleeping free. I had one nocturnal erection that was strong enough to wake me up and experienced the old 'morning wood' when I got up this morning. As good as it felt, it also caused guilty feelings for not being locked as kitten wanted. I had thought of locking myself up but that is forbidden and, besides, the lock to the HT was on the key around her neck.

I was teased again this morning to get me hard for Kitten to take the measurements she wanted and then ignored to go flaccid. Once Kitten had me safely locked away again I kissed and thanked her. Unless it is for her pleasure or health reasons, I don't want to sleep unlocked again.

[KittensBoyToy]

Things got a little tense between Kitten and I yesterday. It was over something she wanted to do on the forum and I thought she was going about it wrong. I didn't approach her the right way with my suggestions and I upset her. I have to learn to change my behavior from alpha to a partner in our relationship. An even more drastic change is, like many couples here, taking place in our sex lives. For too long I have been abusive, not physically but emotionally, by ignoring Kitten's needs while keeping myself self satisfied. This is the main reason I approached Kitten about introducing my chastity into our lives. Beyond the obvious changes in our sex lives enforced by her control we are enjoying spending time together again.

Back to the problems yesterday. We were finally able to talk things out last night and resolved the issues. I had showered earlier before going to a doctor's appointment. I laid in bed watching TV while Kitten showered. She came to bed wearing just a bath towel and a hair towel. She handed me a hair brush and I took the towel off her head and brushed out her hair, something she always enjoyed having me do but I haven't done in a long time. I always found it relaxing, especially when she sat on the floor in front of me as I brushed her hair sometimes for over a half an hour.

After about 20 minutes she took off the towel and told me to go hang them up in the bathroom. When I came back, instead of going to my side of the bed, I approached the foot of her side and bent over to kiss her ankles. As I worked my way up her legs she asked how I knew that was what she wanted. My answer was nonverbal but instead to continue working my way up her body with soft kisses until I got to her lips. A few minutes of increasingly passionate kisses and I started back down her body paying special attention to her breasts and nipples before continuing down to the warm apex between her legs. I love the new woman that has come out in Kitten over the last month. Having her direct my action and telling me what she wants me to do is an incredible turn on! At one point she told me she needed some extra lubrication. I got the bottles of his and hers KY lotion and combined them both on my fingers to put on her. Her reaction was fantastic as the 2 lotions combined to, as she put it, make her tingle with desire. A little later I added some cinnamon flavored lotion that heats up with moisture and being blown on. This drove her into a frenzy from the combined sensations as I ate and fingered her to orgasm after orgasm that almost ran together. When she was finally sated she had me get a warm washcloth for her before we settled back to cuddle and enjoy HER afterglow. After a few minutes I was treated to a little teasing of my nipples and balls with those wonderful nails but just enough to ensure I was completely aroused and frustrated. It doesn't upset me for her to leave me hanging as I still have a lot of bad treatment to make up for.

I woke up twice during the night and then again this morning with incredible attempted hard ons. All I could do was wait for them to subside, happy in the knowledge that they were much more intense than my normal nocturnal erections.

Today is going to be busy. We need to work more on the bedroom and I have to get at least the back yard mowed. The front can wait until tomorrow. I take my recyclables to a local center and I want to get them loaded tonight so I can take them tomorrow morning.

Somewhere in there I hope to find time to get the chains on the new bed in hopes that she will decide I have earned some teasing, probaly ending in denial, soon.

[KittensBoyToy]

"The best-laid plans of mice and men oft go astray"

Nothing seemed to go right the last couple of days. Didn't get the recyclables loaded and the chains still aren't on the bed. The holes in the first bag of washers I opened was too small for the machine screws I was using. Thinking I had bought the wrong ones I took them back to Lowe's. That was the only size they had so I tried Home Depot thinking maybe I had bought the first ones there. Nope! They don't carry any near the size I need. Back to Lowe's. Got a screw the right size and tried to poke it through the package to Check the size. Girl at customer service told me to cut them open. I needed 4 packs and 3 of the 5 they had were good. The other 2, plus the one I had opened at home were too small. Damned "Made in China" crap! Have to swing by another Lowe's today and find another pack that is right so I can finish the job tonight.

I had an appointment at the VA yesterday for acupuncture consult and Kitten went with me. After we were through we went to a couple of adult stores. I wanted to get her a realistic vibrator for those times she wanted penetration but didn't want to unlock me. She decided she wanted a strap on but didn't like the ones they had with vibrators. We got her a unit with a hollow dildo that looks like it will be fairly comfortable for me whether I am caged or unlocked and inserted into it. We also bought a 10 speed vibrating ring to slide on it. Not too sure how I will handle the vibrator, especially if I am inserted..... Really looking forward to the first time she wants to use it. A new experience for both of us and a new level of ecstasy for her!

Have to take my son in for some injections for his back this afternoon so maybe I can get back on schedule after that.

[KittensBoyToy]

Kitten has had me being locked up since July 1st except for cleaning and her pleasure/amusement, the day after her first device arrived. I had to be uncaged the night of the 23rd because I had some bad redness and chaffing of my balls. For medical reasons I wear Depends away from the house. We were out and about all day in the heat on Monday and the problem may have been because I sweat a lot in the underwear. Things were looking better when she checked me last night but there was still some chaffing so she decided I needed more time to heal.

Hopefully Kitten will be able to get me back into enforced chastity today. Thinking and writing about being locked up and controlled by her is causing a stirring! Should giving up control of, and access to, my cock excite me???? Don't know, but it does!

[KittensBoyToy]

I finally got the chains attached to the new bed. Kitten wanted 3 additional chains added. She had me lay down to determine where to add 2 on the sides so my wrists can be restrained at my sides but stop me from reaching in any further. The last chain is centered at the head. When Kitten wants me restrained she now has a number of options. Feet can be together or spread eagle. Wrists can be over my head, straight out, out at my sides, or attached to thigh cuffs. Seven attachment points plus the thigh cuffs... ..and I not only paid for the cuffs and locks but did al the work she wanted!

Just before supper last night I was happily locked up again. Because we were both tired nothing more happened last night except to relax and watch some TV, CFNM of course as has become the norm for the evening when we are alone.

Kitten just got up. Have to go make her morning coffee.

[KittensBoyToy]

Again, it has been a quiet couple of days and nights. We have been pretty well tired out at night so not much activity beyond a little cuddling. We went to a pool party at some friends house yesterday and Kitten had informed me I would NOT be unlocked for it. The ages ranged from me at 69 down to my granddaughter at 3 so I needed something to wear that would be comfortable but still provide a good level of concealment for the HT.

Back when I was on active duty I ran 3 - 5 miles a day and wore running shorts that were popular at the time. I also wore these for swimming because they were light weight and dried fast. I'm not a fan of the knee length swim trunks they market for men now and everything I have is form fitting Speedo type material ranging from short legs to bikini styles. Nothing appropriate for the group I would be around and certainly not with the outline of a cage showing! I went Academy Sports figuring they might still sell the running shorts like I used to wear. They had lined shorts by Nike but the ones in the men's department were all almost knee length. We did find what I wanted in the women's department and Kitten picked out a pair of black ones. We got a few strange looks as she held them up to me for sizing and then when I took them into the fitting room. Bottom line is they worked and even had draw strings inside to make them tighter. Getting out of the pool I felt like they were laying against me, showing too much, but I think it was just in my mind.

By the time we got home all we wanted to do was relax a bit and go to sleep. Kitten removed my cage to make sure I was dry and I got treated to some light teasing after she locked my back up.