[misstressamysdick]ughh. what have i done

[MistressAmysDick]

My Gf and I don't live together. And I work long hours..almost 80 hours a week. This time in chastity, I'm at the very end of day 2. To some it may not seem like much but I'm totally use to masturbating twice a day at.least and miss it
. Just the presence of the CB curve I'm made to wear and knowing I can't even mastuebate makes it ten times worse. My Gf Amy and I have been together off and on for years and she's lately taken her key holding position way more seriously I guess. I'm supposively gonna get allowed to get released in a week. Until then...no Cummings at all.
.she texted me the other day and I was told I had to watch anal porn fot 20 mins so I did, and she spent the night last night, which is always a tough time while locked up. She had me go with her to a 24/7 gym, the kind that after a certain time u use a keycard yo get it and is unstaffed. I worked out with her a bit. And after she made me go.to the showers with her and kneel down at her feet naked and shave her legs, a few ppl were th but the showers were semi private.
I probably woke up 7 times at night from her dick trying to hard in the cage. Had to jump.in a cold shower twice. This is normal on nights she spends the night. When she doesn't spend the night..its typical to still have to take one cold shower in the middle of the night.
Tonight she didn't want to come over but when I got off work I was instructed to look up anal porn this time and finger fuck my ass. Its not abnormal while she has me locked up that for some relief I'd be informed to use one of her toys to massage my prostate. Often while she's drifting to sleep and my face is at her feet or crotch. So here I am right now. Keeping a journal like Im told. She's sleeping at hone, probablly spent time rubbing her Clit before bed, while I am laying at hone insanely horny, locked up watching anal porn while penetrating my ass with my fingers instead of jerking off. How humiliating. I feel like I could hump a leg I'm so horny
Ughhh. Time for a cold shower.

[MistressAmysDick]

It's morning day 3. Right now. Like to often Amys dick is tight in its cage. It feels like I could cum if I could only.get. some friction going but the cage all to well prevents that. I feel so stuck in estasy and lust. That's the real prison. I keep thinking about Amy and knelling beneath her. Licking her ass, tasting her pussy, sucking her toes. Stuff I've def done way before the idea of me being in chastity for her. . But didn't think about it or feel the urge to do so so constantly.
Idk what it is. Maybe cause I don't have a dick and she does now. Is the urge to cum really so powerful for a male that this is what its like? Is giving someone complete control over your dick suppose to make u feel submissive and obedient to them in every way? I deeply feel like yea I'm doing my own thing, my job etc. But I'm also waiting for her to tell what to do so I can please her. Last highroad she texted me to watch anal porn and finger my ass when I got home from work. And I did. And with out question. I feel like she could call me and to do almost anything and I'd do so with out question..that's weird for me to say.cause.I typically question everything.
Ugh.her dicks hard in the cage and it's so tightly gripped if I could just move it in the cage. It feels like its constantly hard in a super tight pussy but I can't thrust it in or.out at all. I keep thrusting my hips hoping I can start fucking the cage.

[MistressAmysDick]

Its 1am and tomorrow with be.day 4. Everyday Amy has some sort of task for me to subject myself to and endure. Last two days its been having to watch porn. Yesterday I had to finger my ass to anal porn. Tosaay I had to go.buy a anal plug and wear it all day. Before I came home from a.long workday I had to go tonhet place, slowly worship her body, and she hinted at the idea I could cum tonight. The idea of it was.exciting
I could almost imagine the burst of. Cum which I'm waiting in tourment to be allowed to shoot out.
Well I didn't get to cum or.be release from my Lil prison. But she did proceed.to have me prince off in the shower and then dry off and bend.over the bed where she used a rather large toy on my ass. Deeply and vigorously framing it har..it def.gave me.a.bit of relief while still.teasing.me.and not.letting me cum.
Amy wants to see her dick drip.cum.while.in the cage still. I feel I'm not.far from it

[MistressAmysDick]

So Amy uncaged me and allowed me to cum over the weekend. This morning Amy called and told me to lock myself back up and then I went to work. I received a text from her informing me to find and watch porn on my phone of a chick getting fucked at a gym. Amy likes to frequent the gym. I imagined Amy getting double fucked and penetrated by two guys at the gym, getting bent over and fucked in all holes and reaching multiple orgasms as I'm stuck in chastity. It's like.everything is a out her pleasure and sometimes I wonder if it should be Ok for.her to take on a lover as I'm locked up. This cage really has a heavy effect on my thoughts.and mind

Made Amys Cock throb in my cage for hours.
I was suppose to go to Amys house after work to finger Fuck her to orgasm. But last minute HD to go home to tend to my sick dog. Since I didn't get to finger Amys wet pussy to orgasm I had to watch 20 minutes of stealing porn while toying my ass. Unfortunately the only toy I had at my house at the time is the strapon I fuck Amy with. It fits around my Cock and I Fuck Amy in it and feel nothing.g so I can be placed back in chastity unfullfilled after Amy cums. Thing is. Its pretty big which is good for Amy and bad for my ass.
I remember first time I Fucked Amy with it, and she came so hard yelling "this is what they meant" refering to girls she k.ie talking g about go it is to fuck a real huge dick. How humiliating. Being locked in chastity, pretty much dickless since my dick is now hers
And watching her get fucked by a different and larger dick..
So anyways. 20mins of strapon porn and a huge fake dick Fucking my ass is a long time esspecially when I'm in chastity and can't cum. I wanta cum soon bad, I wanta lick Amys ass and then pussy to orgasm. I think about serving Amy to make her happy, being in a leash and crawling behind her, watching her but sway as I look up at it.

It's like I want nothing more than to pleasure her, she keeps my cock caged so it's no longer mine and she gets to fuck a bigger dick and orgasm as needed while I feel fortunate to get relief from Getting Fucked in the ass. What a twist.


I wanta cum so bad. Mistress Amys suppose to come over I. The morning.