[midlifelovelife] My Journey into OC

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Eliminating masturbation and shifting the balance of control to my wife have been good changes for our sex life. She is getting close to menopause and she also feels negative about her body at this stage of life. Those things both contribute to a decreased libido, while mine remains high and even increased from a few years ago.

But even if she doesn’t feel like having sex, she likes being able to wind me up and tease me without being concerned that things will go further. I can get instantly hard for her, which definitely boosts her confidence. Over the Christmas break from work, she teased my cock often, edging me under the covers at bedtime and in the morning. My throbbing member brings a smile to her face.

The other thing that is happening lately is that I seem to have less control over my own climaxes. I seem to cum with very little stimulation and I have had several nocturnal emissions in the past few weeks. She likes this too and loves to tease me about how I have no control. In most areas of my life, I always have lots of self-control, so this contrast also heightens her feelings of sexuality and make her feel desirable.

On the morning of New Year’s Eve, the kids were still sleeping and she told me to close the door and go down on her. She had just let me trim her bush the day before (another tease) and her pussy looked so cute. She quickly moaned as I tongues her and pretty soon I became aware that I was getting close to cumming. I shifted my position and slowed the pace to calm myself. But pretty soon, she was grinding her hips and moaning harder. Damn it. I lost my load in my underwear shortly before she climaxed under my tongue! My wife giggled at the mess and continues to make jokes about all the laundry I will have to do.

In the days that followed, I dropped her and my daughter at a downtown mall to shop some post-Christmas sales. My wife was inspired to pick up a cute pair of pink panties at a lingerie shop. She told me that if I was good, she would wear them for her massage that night. Well, I guess I was good and she wore them while I rubbed her down. She was happy to let me spend lots of time on her ass as I slid my palms below the lacy fabric.

In the night, I ejaculated in my sleep and cleaned up the mess in the morning. My wife was thrilled to hear about it and said, “I knew you couldn’t handle those panties!”

I can’t wait to see them on her again.
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After that nocturnal emission, the panties came out of the drawer again for another nightly massage time. My wife started feeling quite horny, judging by her clenching thighs while I worked around her ass. I dribbled some massage oil between her cheeks and started stimulating her asshole, getting immediate positive reactions. Pretty soon, she raised her hips off the mattress and gave me access to her pussy. I began fingering her with my other hand (no supplementary lubrication needed there) while still playing with her ass.

Keeping up the circular motions on her clit while gently thrusting in and out of her ass took some concentration. (It’s like trying to rub circles around your stomach while patting your head.) But I managed to keep up my concentration long enough for her to have a muffled orgasm into the pillow. (The kids were still awake.) Her asshole was spasming like crazy, which I found very satisfying. Immediately after, she displaced my hand on her pussy with her own and fingered herself to two more orgasms in rapid succession. Wow.

She stumbled to the bathroom and said something about how naughty I was. Then it was off to sleep with no touching for me. I actually enjoyed the simmering feeling of unsatisfied arousal while I went to sleep, especially hearing my wife sleeping peacefully beside me.

By 10 days past my last orgasm, I was feeling pretty horny, stoked by frequent teases and edges from my wife. I took to massaging her every night. Last Friday, we had an evening bath together and afterwards I massaged her for a full 90 minutes. She was loving it and fell asleep a few times during the massage. I think I was erect for most of it, delighting in the sensuality of it. I had an irresistible urge to suck her toes, which she allowed and perhaps enjoyed. She slept very well that night.

On Sunday, my wife shared a shower with me and lathered up my cock. While pressing her wet tits into my chest, she put her lips next to my ear and started jacking me off vigorously. I told her I was getting close and she said,

“Then you had better get ready to catch your load. Come, baby.”

My orgasm after abstaining for two weeks was amazing. I think that’s an optimal interval for me. I actually felt a bit light headed in the steamy shower and my wife was worried I would pass out. But I was okay and my heart rate returned to normal.

In bed that night, my wife had to ask me for a massage and I put in a modest effort.

“This always happens after you get to cum,” she said disappointedly. And it’s true. I will need a few days to get back to my previous level of enthusiasm.
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Just a short entry today. I have to write something because I can’t stop thinking about this.

My wife told me about her Saturday masturbation session that she enjoyed while she had the house to herself and I was out with the kids. Her period had just finished, ending a few days of zero chance for sex. My libido has been rebuilding steadily after that shower handjob a week ago.

When she told me about masturbating, I had so many questions. Did she take her time or was it urgent?
What was she fantasizing about?
How many times did she cum?

As part of the tease, she didn’t reveal very much.

“I think I had four,” she said nonchalantly, “I was using one of your new porn magazines. Very naughty of you to be buying those.” Then she changed the subject to making dinner or something.

What new porn magazines? I have quit jerking off for over two years… I don’t exactly buy pornography or I will surely fall off the wagon. When I was changing in the bedroom later, I retrieved the box of smut that we keep in the closet. I just had to gain some insight into her state of mind during her lady wank. There were a couple of magazines on the top that must be what she had recently perused. They weren’t new at all but I think they had been forgotten for a while.

I thought I heard kids coming upstairs so I quickly put the box back before I had a chance to see the images she might have used.

Now that she’s satisfied, her desire is back down to low levels. I tried to initiate some sex last night when she seemed restless. But she told me to put that energy into massage.

“Too bad you weren’t around to satisfy those needs yesterday,” she teased.

She plays with my cock while we snuggle in bed, but just until it gets fully erect, then she holds my hand.
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Over two years into orgasm control, there are some unexpected things I am discovering. On the one hand, I am doing pretty well at the self-control aspect; I don’t jerk off at all and I have trained myself to consider it a transgression to do so.

On the other hand, I have conditioned myself to associate orgasms only with my wife’s touch. I have difficulty controlling my excitement when she teases me and when she takes me to climax, I can’t hold back for very long. That went to a new level the other night.

Lying on the couch after dinner, we were bored with watching TV. My wife suggested that we go up early for a massage and said she would like me to massage her groin. This is sometimes a fun tease for her to do because she will let me massage all around her mound and even her outer labia, but I can’t penetrate her or go near the inner labia and clitoris without her permission.

We got down to it, her lying back with her legs spread and me starting to work down to her groin, starting with her inner thighs. Her scent was intoxicating and she held eye contact with me, knowing full well how aroused I was getting. She hooked one of her legs to press her tiny foot into my crotch, checking to see if I was hard. Of course I was.

“Are you sure you can handle this?” she said. I told her about how excited I was when she told me about her recent, 4-orgasm solo play session. I said I was surprised that I hadn’t had a nocturnal emission since hearing about it, because it’s been on my mind constantly.

“Really?” she said, “You think you would have a wet dream just from hearing about me masturbating? You weren’t even there.”
And then she thought for a moment. “I wonder if I could make you cum just from watching me. Do you want to try that now? We could… I mean, if you want.”

I just nodded my head lustfully and my wife whispered for me to get the lube from the cabinet. I fetched it and closed our bedroom door. I handed it to her and she began rubbing a dollop of lube onto her clit and down her labia. As agreed, I just watched. I kept my clothes on and hands away from myself.

My wife was feeling pretty damn sexy and was putting on a porn star show, rubbing her pussy and making facial expressions to convey her ecstasy: biting her lower lip, closing her eyes, and passing her tongue across her lips. Her finger was making little circles around her clit.

After a while of squirming, I asked if I could put a finger inside her.

“Can’t stand to just watch, huh? Yes, you may put ONE finger inside me.” She took a glance at my crotch, smiling at my straining cock in my pants. I lubed up and gently penetrated her. It felt like a thousand degrees in there! I began rubbing my finger against the walls of her vagina and she threw her head back, closing her eyes and increasing the pace on her clit.

Pretty soon, she was reaching her climax. Her whole body tensed up and she writhed on the mattress. The kids were still awake so she struggled to stay quiet, masking her guttural moan with a fake cough. Her pussy was spasming on my finger like crazy.

I felt my cock straining against the fabric of my pants but I was holding control— she hadn’t made me cum just from the visual. Maybe I had some control after all. Then she looked at my throbbing bulge and gave me a stern and expectant stare in my eyes, as if to say, “C’mon, just get on with it.” But no words were exchanged.

That glance did it. I felt the contractions begin and my cock pulsing in my pants. A wet spot of cum gathered as I ejaculated uncontrollably. My wife watched it and smiled at her victory. It turned her on enough to go back for another orgasm of her own. She came quickly, strumming her clit and convulsing.

I have been reflecting on it since and we are both amazed at her sexual power. This has never happened in our nearly 25 years of having sex. My wife is totally charged up about it and has been sending me dirty texts and flirting at every opportunity.
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I fell off the wagon recently. As an honour system guy, I find it’s not too hard to develop self-control when it comes to orgasms but it’s also not that hard to slip up. A couple of weeks ago, my wife suggested that I work from home one day and clear my calendar for some mid-morning playtime. She made it pretty clear that a blowjob was in the cards for me.

Needless to say, I was pretty excited about this prospect. As we lay down to go to sleep, I felt pretty horny and decided to edge myself a few times, fantasizing about my wife’s pretty mouth around my cock. But I dared to edge just a bit too far and I couldn’t stop my orgasm. I cleaned up my jizzed-up underwear and changed to come back to bed. My wife stayed asleep through all of this, thank goodness.

In the morning, I didn’t say anything about it, but I did feel ashamed of myself, having broken my promise again. But I also lost my desire for sex. Suddenly I allowed colleagues to book a conference call in our playtime period. I texted to my wife upstairs that the stars were not aligning for our playtime.. sad face, sorry.

My wife felt quite hurt by the rejection and had been feeling quite horny that morning and anticipating our playtime. She told me that I had let her down.

I didn’t own up to the ejaculation right away but the guilt bothered me through the day. By evening, I explained what I had done and how it had contributed to me not making time for sex. My wife had guessed that this had happened. She can usually tell. She teased me about it quite a lot that evening and the next day, calling me a “wanking little boy” and saying that I would rather jack off than enjoy a blowjob or a pussy.

Within a few days, we did a redo of mid morning playtime and I gave her the most satisfying oral sex I could. After she came hard, she masturbated to another climax and ordered me to jack off into my hand so we could come at the same time. It was pretty hot and a solid redo of playtime.

Later that week, I was talking to my wife about a work matter and how I had used my executive power as “the boss” to force an outcome. She asked me who my boss was and leaned in, cupping my crotch.

“You are my boss,” I conceded.

“That’s right,” she smiled and then whispered in my ear, “And I decide when you get to cum.”

It’s one of the only times she has taken this assertive tone with me. She masturbates sometimes and she usually doesn’t seem to like having a double standard where I can’t jerk off but she can. When our playtime was canceled because I wasn’t aroused, she seemed to understand that my masturbation is different and it affects our relationship more. She made a suggestion that we might need to have spankings if I can’t comply.

The more I think about it, the more I think that I need her strength to prevent myself from falling off the wagon. Having her humiliate me with name-calling actually made me feel quite aroused, which I hadn’t expected. Also arousing was her expression of authority (authority which I had given her right at the start of this journey into orgasm control, but seldom exercised.) I am going to encourage her to be more possessive of my orgasms and to check up on me frequently to avoid transgressions.

To make this work, we will need some punishments too. I think the spanking won’t work. I think I may like it too much, but I also know my wife is very non-violent. Whenever we have played with spanking, she can’t seem to strike me hard enough. A spanking would end up being more of a funishment as a result.

I think the best punishment is for her to withhold her touch. I love when she edges me and strokes me to erection when we snuggle. The threat of losing that would greatly inspire me to stay on the straight and narrow. That might be all I need, but I also thought of forced masturbation with being made to consume my mess. I am broaching the idea of greater enforcement this weekend and will give an update.
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So my wife and I had a conversation about my transgression. Speaking of my abrupt ”rejection” of our recent playtime, she asked me if I would have done that if I hadn’t cum the night before. I told her I would absolutely not have allowed anything to get in the way because I was so horny and was thinking about her constantly. After I came, the fire went out. This gives her a new perspective on how my ejaculation immediately takes away my desire for her.

I also told her how much I love her teasing and her touch, even when I know she won’t bring me to climax. I told her that if she wanted to punish me, she should take this away. I so look forward to her touch, it would really motivate me to keep “my promise.” She likes this. She doesn’t like the idea of a cage because she likes to see my erection and to make me erect whenever she feels like it. I told her she will need to check in with me more often to make sure I am not breaking my promise. She said she is okay with doing that. We didn’t talk about more severe punishments. Honestly, I don’t think she will need anything more than the threat of withholding her tease.

She is a natural tease, actually. For the past few days, she has been at her peak ovulation and her pussy smells intoxicating. She will touch herself and pass her moistened fingers under my nose, rubbing her scent on my nostrils and moustache. She did this yesterday before leaving for work and I spent a very distracted hour until it dried up to the point that I didn’t smell it every time I inhaled. She did this again in bed last night until I was begging to go down on her. She giggled and said no, grasping my hard cock and leaving me desperate.

Last week, she had a morning off and later told me by text about how she had masturbated two times over the course of the morning, cumming three times in each session. When I got home, she kissed me devilishly and enjoyed my obvious arousal.

This week, she got a cute haircut— a short bob that frames her beautiful face. She asked me if I would like to admire that haircut while her head was bobbing up and down on my cock. As Mr. Pickle recently wrote, there’s nothing as sexy as a woman who knows she is sexy. Confidence is my kryptonite.

Overnight hotel booked in 10 days. She makes references to the things she will do there. I am quite sure she is making me wait until then but the teasing is ramping up.
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Nice developments, thanks.

Regarding punishments...my wife is very vanilla but something she's started to do to me is a short but hard smack right on my dick and balls. Because it doesn't take much effort it's not a big 'showy' smacking session, but it's enough to give me a jolt, which she actually seems to find very amusing and enjoy...
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A wonderful new development two weekends ago. March is my birthday month and my wife had been asking me what I would like. Emboldened by our recent positive and sexy communication, I confided in her that I wanted to take a dildo up the ass.

She had a few conditions: she wanted me to pick out and shop for my own dildo; she wanted me to be as clean as possible and; she didn’t want to try this at home when kids were in the house. No problem there; we actually had an overnight hotel date night coming up— a special offer we had booked months ago during an Omicron hotel slump.

In the week of our date night, I bought the dildo at a really great sex-positive adult boutique in my city. The young salesgirl helped me navigate the selection and I picked out a moderately sized one in black. It has some realistic cock features: a circumcised head and some ridgy veins. I wasn’t so keen on finding a replica dick because my wife had made some concerned remarks about me wanting guys. I have no problem with it and really, no interest in males. I just want to take it up the ass at the hands of my wife… no big deal. I also invested in a really good silicone enema so I would be clean.

Date night was awesome all around. We had afternoon massages at the hotel spa and went back to the room to get dressed for dinner. We even had a 69 before going down to the restaurant. Dinner was perfect and we had endless conversation, uninterrupted by kids or parents. After dinner, we were too tired to get out the dildo, opting to try in the morning.

So the next morning, I skipped the crappy in-room coffee and went down to the hotel café to get a proper cup, along with pastry. I gently woke my wife and we enjoyed breakfast in bed. Knowing that our checkout time would come quickly, my wife told me to get my “new equipment” ready. I went into the bathroom and used the toilet, then grabbed the enema, applying a bit of soap to the bulbous insertion end. I rinsed a couple of times and dried thoroughly. Then I returned to the bedroom and unwrapped the dildo.

Holding it in my hand, it suddenly looked a lot bigger than it had in the store. As my wife remarked, it was practically identical to own cock in length, but maybe a bit thinner.

“I’m not going to lie to you,” I said, “I feel a bit nervous.”

My wife smiled and took hold of it, looking like trouble in her matching black lingerie. I lay on my back and pulled my legs up towards the headboard. I had fantasized about this happening face to face.

“What are you doing?” she frowned, “I want you on all fours.” Just remembering that assertive tone makes me feel aroused right now. I complied, raising my butt in the air. My wife then coated the dildo with lube and began to trace circles around my asshole. It felt like heaven and I began moaning uncontrollably.

Despite having almost no experience with butt stuff (I recall a hand-sculpted zucchini she made for me back when we were dating), she was naturally talented at the task. She spent quite a few minutes just opening me up with gentle, shallow strokes. She gradually penetrated a bit deeper and it felt amazing, no doubt contacting my prostate. I told her I could handle it deeper.

“Listen,” she said, “I am the one who will decide how this goes!” In that moment, I felt quite powerless and I enjoyed the surrender. I gripped the towel firmly as she fucked my ass rhythmically. Then she reached around and started stroking my cock without losing her thrusting motion. What a feeling! I felt my orgasm building and I asked her to please make it last just a bit longer.

She released my cock and continued fucking me. I seem to recall her asking me to be more quiet but my sounds were coming out involuntarily. Then she returned to stroking me and that feeling of an impending climax was back. At that point, there was no teasing— just dedicated strokes and a relentless pounding with the dildo. When I came, it was one of my strongest ever. I could feel myself clenching the toy as the waves passed over me.

My wife allowed me a moment to catch my breath and then handed me the toy for cleaning immediately. When I returned to the bedroom, she pulled off her lingerie and spread her legs, beckoning me to go down on her. I expressed my gratitude in my favourite way, soon bringing her to a climax and watching her masturbate to a second one.

We showered together and talked about the experience. I explained that the dildo was designed to be used with a harness and it could accommodate a bullet vibe to pleasure the woman wearing the harness. I asked her if she would ever consider using it with a harness. She smiled slyly and said she would need to think about that. It’s just a bit kinky for her right now. I won’t pressure her but I now so want to be pegged. I feel pretty confident that she will be curious to try it… she really liked administering so much pleasure.
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My wife seemed to have a bit of a light bulb moment this weekend. For many months now, she has enjoyed that my only orgasms are with her. She is getting very good at teasing me, but she is still 99% likely to let me cum when we are playing together and she has gotten off.

This weekend was a good example. The night before Easter Sunday, our kids decided they wanted to stay at their grandma’s house, giving my wife and I the chance for some intimacy. After streaming some TV, my wife asked me to massage her.

I was eager to touch her, even though it had only been 5 days since my last orgasm. After about 45 minutes of the massage, she seemed quite relaxed and sleepy. I was resigned to the fact that we wouldn’t be having any sexual play, but her moans of pleasure during the massage signalled her satisfaction, which I really live to provide.

But as I pulled up the blanket and started to leave, she asked me where I was going. I figured she was feeling like the massage was ending too early.

“I’m just going to brush my teeth and then I will come back to snuggle you,” I said.

“Don’t brush before,” she advised.

“Before what?”

“Before you go down on me.”

I didn’t need to be asked twice. Within seconds, I had my head between her thighs and was enjoying things immensely. I brought her to climax in a few minutes. In a sexy way, she gave instructions when it was time to keep up fast, steady licking of her clit. After two orgasms, she was sensitive and pushed me away. Then, she told me to jerk off into my hand while she fingered herself to a third climax. We didn’t quite synchronize our orgasms but it was close. So hot.

Afterwards, we both cleaned up and returned to bed. We snuggled briefly and then my sleepy post-coital brain told me it was time to pass out. Meanwhile, as often happens to my wife, she was wired! She tossed and turned and ended up having a terrible night’s sleep while I had my best sleep of the past month.

The next day, I suggested that next time, she could delay my permission to cum and I would more than glad to stay up and talk or even to go back to massaging her, maybe for another full hour because I would be so horny.

Light bulb.
“So I just have to make sure that you don’t spill your seed!”

“I think so. I mean, if you give me the chance to cum, I am going to take it. But maybe think about when to allow it.”

I thought about how sensual it would be to massage her back to a state of relaxation after the oral pleasures. I would be hard the whole time, which I love. Then maybe she would let me finish myself off on her command. Great sleeping for both of us.

Still no developments on the pegging, but she did admit she’s still thinking about it.
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It’s been a long time since I posted. I am still on the journey and managing to have orgasms only when my wife desires it. Being an honour system guy, I sometimes fail, teasing myself too far and cumming, but this hasn’t happened in months now, probably because my wife is giving me quite steady attention. She lets me cum 4 or 5 times a month and teases me regularly.

Her own appetite for sex is up and down, now that she is on the threshold of menopause. More than ever, the key to arousing her is cerebral; she must be inspired. It’s a slower buildup and more about fantasy. My own fetishes are sometimes not her thing, but talking about them can get her mind tilting towards sex.

It was recently our anniversary and she decided that she would indulge my request to try pegging. She had me acquire a harness for our dildo and I let her approve the selection before ordering it. When it arrived, she seemed unsure of where this was going… it seemed even kinkier than she had imagined. But she packed it up in a bag of toys, teasing me about how dirty I am. We headed out for a short getaway.

During our anniversary trip, she mentioned the harness and dildo a few times, but wasn’t ready to actually try it. We enjoyed some oral and PIV on the first few nights and she even gave me a golden shower (her idea and something we had never tried). She predicted that it would turn me on and I doubted it. Well, an erect penis doesn’t lie and mine was pretty hard while she squatted over me in the shower and let the piss dribble over my cock and balls.

“I knew you would like that,” she smiled, “because it’s naughty just like you!”

As the last night of our trip approached, I was getting concerned that she didn’t want to go through with the pegging but I didn’t want to push it. As we had breakfast on our last full day, we discussed our plans. She told me that after lunch, we needed to leave enough time to get back to the hotel so she could peg me before dinner.

“That sounds like a plan,” I agreed, “I was starting to think that you didn’t want to do it yet.”

“No, I’m ready. I just thought it would be fun if it was more of a grand finale!”

In the afternoon, we returned to the hotel and she told me to clean myself and prepare. I used an anal bulb and then had a shower to get thoroughly cleaned. I didn’t want any messes to turn her off of this forever. She came into the bathroom with a gorgeous black lace teddy that I had bought for her, smiling with anticipation.

When I came out, we fumbled and laughed as we fit on the harness and dildo. She looked down at her new appendage with a wry smile of uncertainty. It was the kind of fun sexiness that happens between long-married people. We decided to bend me over the side of the bed so that she could enter me standing up. There was a large mirror on the opposite side of the bed, so we could look up and see each other. I lubed up the dildo and after some early troubles getting the it lined up, I helped guide it into my ass. It felt incredible and being able to see her face and body was really sexy.

She fucked me well, trying different rhythms and depths. She reached around to stroke me but I asked her to hold off because I knew I would cum quickly. She continued to thrust, holding my hips and having total control of the pace. I told her how sexy she looked, reading on her face that she might feel a bit silly. After a few minutes, she told me that she wanted me to cum and I jerked off while she pegged me. It was the kind of intense orgasm that I had hoped for… it just went on and on.

She withdrew and I took care of all the cleanup. Afterwards, she lay in bed on her side, clearly not wanting any sexual attention, but wanting to cuddle. We cuddled and talked about how it made her feel. She admitted that pegging didn’t arouse her at all, except that she was enjoying the pleasure that she was able to give me. She suggested it could remain “on the menu” but as an occasional treat. I felt so loved in that moment. Even if it never happens again, it was a special moment that also unlocked more intimacy.

Later that night, my wife ordered me to give her oral while we listened to some audio porn in the dark. She had a couple of massive orgasms… such a nice way to end our getaway.