[belocked] What have I started?
Posted: Thu Dec 26, 2013 2:54 pm
Background: I’m in my 50s, professional, married, with kids at home. Always a bit kinky, enjoyed self-bondage when single, finally married a wonderful lady with vanilla tastes. Over the years she came to accept my peculiarities, but it’s always been about her doing things for me. I tried a CB6000 some years ago but found it too big and uncomfortable, then got a CB6000S a couple of years ago which was much better. Used it a few times with my wife holding the key for 2 or 3 days at a time, again to humor me. Since I got the right combination of ring and spacer I’m OK wearing the CB6000S round the clock, though I have MM sizing rings on order as the Jailbird sounds to be more comfortable and hygienic as well as better looking.
Last week was different. We had been talking and she said I should be locked up for a few days while she was waiting to recover from a minor medical issue. Even as she clicked the lock on the Sunday morning I thought she was joking that she had lost the key (which I’d given her a week before), but it turned out that she really couldn’t remember where she had left it. I had never felt so helpless, wondering how long it would be before she found it. By the middle of the week we both noticed that I was far more amorous and attentive to her and I felt as though I was on an emotional roller coaster. She liked the changes and became more amorous to me too. She found the keys mid-week but decided to leave me locked up to see what would happen. Late in the week I wanted her so much that I brought her to orgasm rubbing the CB against her (a first), creating all sorts of confused emotions in me as I was happy for her and frustrated for myself a the same time. On Saturday (6 days, a new record for me) she decided to unlock me and to masturbate me, perhaps because she felt sorry for me, but my mind was so messed up wondering if she would lock me up again immediately that I couldn’t finish. Instead I masturbated the next morning to get the physical relief before visitors arrived for Christmas.
I have remained unlocked since then, but she has told me she will lock me up again when our visitors leave. She hasn’t said for how long and I really don’t know what to expect. During last week she really changed as she found for the first time that she was enjoying being in control and that it turned her on. Now I’m wondering whether I have opened Pandora’s box and may get more than I had bargained for. I want to find out, but at the same time I’m slightly scared. Next week should be interesting.
Last week was different. We had been talking and she said I should be locked up for a few days while she was waiting to recover from a minor medical issue. Even as she clicked the lock on the Sunday morning I thought she was joking that she had lost the key (which I’d given her a week before), but it turned out that she really couldn’t remember where she had left it. I had never felt so helpless, wondering how long it would be before she found it. By the middle of the week we both noticed that I was far more amorous and attentive to her and I felt as though I was on an emotional roller coaster. She liked the changes and became more amorous to me too. She found the keys mid-week but decided to leave me locked up to see what would happen. Late in the week I wanted her so much that I brought her to orgasm rubbing the CB against her (a first), creating all sorts of confused emotions in me as I was happy for her and frustrated for myself a the same time. On Saturday (6 days, a new record for me) she decided to unlock me and to masturbate me, perhaps because she felt sorry for me, but my mind was so messed up wondering if she would lock me up again immediately that I couldn’t finish. Instead I masturbated the next morning to get the physical relief before visitors arrived for Christmas.
I have remained unlocked since then, but she has told me she will lock me up again when our visitors leave. She hasn’t said for how long and I really don’t know what to expect. During last week she really changed as she found for the first time that she was enjoying being in control and that it turned her on. Now I’m wondering whether I have opened Pandora’s box and may get more than I had bargained for. I want to find out, but at the same time I’m slightly scared. Next week should be interesting.