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by trijack3
Tue Jun 21, 2022 6:13 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back
Replies: 789
Views: 1813234

Re: [Mr Pickle] one step forwards, two steps back

How does "I will be well behaved" sound like "I want to remained locked up without an orgasm"???
by trijack3
Tue Jun 21, 2022 7:27 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

On Friday, she scared me during our love making by asking "Do we need to take him out and play with him?" or something to that affect. While in that moment I certainly desired nothing else more than that, the thought of not getting to 90 days terrified me. My first response was "I don...
by trijack3
Tue Jun 21, 2022 7:13 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

Day 58 After so many years, I now remember what it was like waiting for the last day of school before summer vacation! Time and the days just seemed to drag on forever. And boy were those summers fun! And far too short. Friday... D teased me again unmercifully and then let me give her an O that took...
by trijack3
Thu Jun 16, 2022 8:08 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

Day 53 - was it only 2 days ago that I posted previously? Calendar crawling at tortoise pace! Yesterday, woke up a little early and started foreplay on D taking my time, trying not to rush. She was into it and when I finally began to focus on her clit, she seemed to get really close but it wasn't ha...
by trijack3
Tue Jun 14, 2022 5:41 pm
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

51 days PMOE (Porn Masturbation Orgasm Erection) free and locked 24/7. My hygiene openings have been extended to every 10 days with careful cleansing. D and I are on vacation at the beach and she is loving it!!!! She couldn't be happier with my attentiveness and our emotional connectedness. I, on th...
by trijack3
Fri Jun 10, 2022 6:27 am
Forum: General Chastity Chat
Topic: Long initial lock-up - did it work for you?
Replies: 29
Views: 63924

Re: Long initial lock-up - did it work for you?

I've made it to day 47 of my lockup with orgasm denial; not even an erection. I've had a couple of days in the last two weeks where I was depressed; I'm thinking that might be withdrawal symptoms. I rarely have days/times where I'm desparate to touch myself and masturbate even though my wife teases ...
by trijack3
Fri Jun 10, 2022 6:12 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

The knowledge that D said we should keep the cage on for at least a year has me buzzing. We were driving for a couple of hours on an overmight trip so we had some time to talk about things. I had been listening to podcasts and reading articles about PMO recovery and some of them suggested a period o...
by trijack3
Sat Jun 04, 2022 6:52 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

Testosterone levels Back in January, I was feeling that my libido was really low and was pretty certain I had low T because of hair loss and calcium deposits in my arteries; I'm in my mid 60s. I tried an At Home / Mail-In test of my Free Testosterone which came back indicating that I was well below ...
by trijack3
Sat Jun 04, 2022 6:38 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

Daily Accountability Check-in Yesterday, I woke up with a headache.... very unusual for me. Maybe a result of drinking two beers before bed after not having had any alcohol all week. D woke up and said she hadn't slept much all night. Both of these left me feeling depressed and tired even though I s...
by trijack3
Thu Jun 02, 2022 7:18 am
Forum: The Journey
Topic: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???
Replies: 38
Views: 14872

Re: [trijack3] Resurrected from the dead but WHAT have I gotten myself into???

39 days since my Reset when I cheated and gave myself a ruined orgasm. The calendar is crawling ever so slowly. Sunday thru Tuesday, I'm feeling a good bit depressed. I guess this is related to what the Nofapers call the Flatline. I expected this. In the midst of this depression, two things hit simu...